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desirable, and created for man.
During the sittings the patient always repeats these suggestions.
After the fourth sitting it was noticeable that, when taken into
society, he paid court to ladies. Shortly after that, when a famous
prima-donna sang, he was all enthusiasm for her. Some days later the
patient sought the address of a brothel.
At the same time, he preferred the society of young gentlemen; but the
most careful watching failed to reveal anything suspicious.
February 17th. Patient asks to be allowed to indulge in coitus, and is
very well satisfied with his experience with one of the _demi-monde_.
March 16th. Up to this time, hypnosis twice a week. The patient always
passes into deep somnambulism by simply being looked at, and, at
request, repeats the suggestions. He is obnoxious to all kinds of
post-hypnotic suggestion, and, in the waking state, knows not the
least of the influences exerted on him in the hypnotic state. In the
hypnotic condition he always gives the assurance that he is free from
onanism and sexual feeling for men. Since he gives the same answers in
hypnosis,—_e.g._, that on such and such a date he practiced onanism
for the last time, and that he is too much under the will of the
physician to be able to lie,—his assertions deserve belief; the more,
since he looks well and is free from all neurasthenic symptoms, and,
in the society of men, not the slightest suspicion rests on him. An
open, free, and manly bearing is developed.
Moreover, since, of his own will, he now and then indulges in coitus
with pleasure, and occasional pollutions are induced by lascivious
dreams which concern women, there can be no doubt of the favorable
change of his vita sexualis; and it is presumable that the hypnotic
suggestions have developed into auto-suggestive inclinations, which
direct his feelings, thoughts, and will. Probably the patient will
always remain a natura frigida; but he more often speaks of marriage,
and of his intention to win a wife as soon as he has become acquainted
with a sympathetic lady.
In July, 1889, I received a letter from his father, which told me of
his good health and conduct.
On May 24, 1890, by chance, I met my former patient, while on a
journey. His bright, healthful appearance allowed the most favorable
opinion of his condition. He told me that he still had sympathetic
feeling for some men, but never anything like love. He occasionally
had pleasurable coitus with women, and now thought of marriage.
I hypnotized him, in the former manner, to try him, and asked for the
commands I had given him. In a deep condition of somnambulism, and in
the same tone of voice as formerly, the patient repeated the
suggestions he had received in December, 1888,—an excellent example of
the possible duration and power of post-hypnotic suggestion.
Case 140. _Psychical Hermaphroditism; Improvement with Hypnotic
Treatment._—Mr. von K., aged 23; of distinguished family; well endowed
mentally; scrofulous as a child. His father is said to have been
dissipated. His father’s brother is said to have been subject to
contrary sexuality.
The patient states that, when only seven years old, he had a peculiar
inclination for male persons. It was particularly coachmen and
servants having moustaches for whom he showed partiality at that time.
He experienced a peculiar delightful sensation when he pressed himself
against such persons.
The patient entered the cadet corps early, and there he was seduced
into mutual onanism, and also learned imitatio coitus inter femora
viri. At the age of seventeen he had coitus with a prostitute for the
first time. He performed the act perfectly, but had not the slightest
pleasure in it; and he learned that this kind of gratification
amounted to nothing, or that he must be different from other young
men.
Nevertheless, he often had coitus, and contracted gonorrhœa. After
this he experienced an increasing aversion for the female sex, and
indulged in coitus less and less frequently; in fact, only when, with
intense libido, he could not gain opportunity for intercourse with
men. His inclination for men predominated more and more, and he was
attracted exclusively by those handsomely formed, and having as little
beard as possible. He descended to the most revolting
practices,—coitus buccalis, active and passive pederasty.
The patient was deeply ashamed of such depravity, and was constantly
endeavoring to get into better ways by means of coitus with women. But
he came to the despairing conclusion that his moral strength was
insufficient, that he was indifferent about intercourse with women, or
that it was repugnant to him; and that he was created for sexual
intercourse with persons of his own sex. In fact, he had never dreamed
of women, but always of men; and that at a time, too, when he had no
suspicion of the difference between the sexes.
The patient comes for consultation, because he sees that he is
jeopardizing the happiness of his whole life, and recognizes the
unnaturalness and immorality of his sexual life. He does not regard
his condition as hopeless; for he has no horror of women, and three
weeks ago he had successful coitus with one, though it was devoid of
all pleasure and mental satisfaction. He has no doubt that he was
really created to love men; but, owing to acquired neurasthenia, in
the sexual act with a man he experiences no such pleasure as formerly.
He had given up his position as an officer, because the soldiers
excited him so sexually that he feared he might compromise himself.
The patient is devoid of degenerative signs. His appearance is
perfectly masculine, and his genitals are normal. Examination of the
semen revealed abundance of spermatozoa. The penis is large and well
developed; the growth of hair ad genitalia, as well as on the rest of
the body, is abundant. The patient has masculine tastes, but has never
been partial to drinking and smoking. A neuropathic eye is all that
points to a nervous constitution.
In his sexual acts with men, he states that, as a rule, he has felt as
a man, only now and then as a woman.
An attempt at hypnosis leads to lethargy, with cataleptic condition of
the muscles, and the opportunity is used to impart suitable
suggestions.
After the fourth sitting he expressed himself as satisfied, and
wondered that men made no impression on him. He wished to try his
fortune with women, but was afraid that he was impotent.
After the sixth sitting, without advice, he attempted coitus cum
muliere. His libido was very great, but inter actum this and erection
left him.
After the ninth sitting the patient was forced to discontinue
treatment, owing to business that called him home. He was satisfied,
in that he felt indifferent and capable of resistance to men. He felt
sure that he would not relapse into his former vices. At the same
time, he had not the slightest interest in the female sex.
Case 141. Mr. X., aged 31, chemist, comes of a neuropathic family, and
from childhood has been nervous, emotional, and apprehensive, and
afflicted with migraine. He remembers distinctly that, when a very
small boy, he had a lustful feeling at the sight of the half-naked
persons in the work-shop at his father’s house, and felt drawn to
them. When he began school, he felt in the same way toward his
companions. At the age of eleven, without teaching, he began to
masturbate, during which he thought of his comrades. Later there were
enthusiastic friendships. His vita sexualis gained the upper hand. As
he grew up, women also interested him, but his chief interest was in
men of the higher circles of society. He felt that this inclination
was abnormal, and sought the acquaintance of puellis; he often had
coitus, but never with any real pleasure. Thus he became more and more
given to contrary sexuality, practiced mutual masturbation and coitus
inter femora viri, and occasionally gave himself up to passive
pederasty; but he soon abandoned this, on account of the pain it
caused him.
He asserts that he feels perfectly masculine, and has never had female
inclinations. Skeleton and attitude perfectly masculine; strabismus;
abundant beard; genitals entirely normal. No aversion to the female
sex. Occasional coitus with puellis, but without satisfaction. The
patient feels exceedingly unhappy, and clearly recognizes his abnormal
position; at any price, he wishes to be freed from his homo-sexual
inclination, and made capable of marriage. “It is terrible to have to
act a farce constantly.” At the first attempt at hypnosis, after
Bernheim’s method, the patient passes into a state of deep lethargy.
He proves to be very susceptible to suggestion, and suitable
suggestions are imparted. After the fourth sitting, he states, with
gratitude, that men become indifferent, and he begins to have pleasure
in coitus; but he did not feel mentally satisfied, owing to the fact
that he was limited to puellæ publicæ. After the fourteenth sitting he
declared that he required no more treatment. He was in love with a
young lady, and thought of marrying her. He asked for her hand, and
was refused. Soon after, while he was on a journey in Italy, men
interested him again. He had a relapse, and asked for further
treatment. A few sittings re-established the _status quo ante_.
Case 142. _Psychical Hermaphroditism; Successful Treatment by Hypnotic
Suggestion._—Mr. von Z., aged 29. He asserts that he comes of healthy
grandparents; of a healthy father, but of a nervous mother. He is an
only child, and was petted by his mother. At the age of eight he was
powerfully excited sexually by a male servant, who showed him
pornographic pictures and his penis.
When twelve years old, Z. fell in love with his tutor. On going to
sleep, the naked form of this man appeared before him. He thought of
himself as in a female _rôle_ in relation to him, and thought to marry
him some time.
At the age of thirteen, at a private ball, his fancy was excited by a
young governess, and, at fifteen, he fell in love with a young lady.
He remained very excitable sensually; but, thereafter, exclusively so
to men pleasing to him. Masturbation was not practiced.
At the age of twenty the patient became neurasthenic (ex
abstinentia?). He now attempted coitus, but was not successful. On the
other hand, he had intense desire on an occasion when he saw a naked
man in a steam-bath. The latter noticed his excitement, approached
him, and performed masturbation on him, giving the patient intense
delight. He felt powerfully attracted to this man, and, thereafter,
allowed him to repeat the act. In the meantime, there were attempts at
coitus with females, which always ended in a fiasco. The patient was
much troubled by this, and consulted physicians, who explained his
impotence as due to nervousness, and thought that it would soon pass
off.
Until his twenty-fifth year his sexual indulgence consisted of
masturbation by the beloved man about once a month. At this time he
last felt attracted to a woman. It was to a young peasant-girl. She
would not accede to his wishes. Since his lover was also unattainable,
the patient began to masturbate alone. With this, his neurasthenia
increased. For this reason he was unable to finish his studies; he
became shy, dysthymic, abulic, and now vainly tried cures at various
hydropathic establishments. On account of continued severe
(cerebro-spinal) neurasthenia, the patient came to me for advice, in
the latter part of February, 1890.
A tall, slim man, of aristocratic and decidedly masculine manners.
Neuropathic appearance; large ears, the lobes of which run into and
lose themselves in the skin of the cheeks. Genitals perfectly normal.
The usual picture of cerebro-spinal neurasthenia of moderate degree.
Great depression; complaint of being dissatisfied with life, even to
tædium vitæ; he is pained by his sexual anomaly, especially because he
is urged by his family to marry.
He is interested in women only mentally, not physically. Sexually, his
only interest is in men of distinction. His dreams have never been
about persons of the opposite sex, but of those of his own sex. In
these lascivious dreams he has always seen himself in the _rôle_ of a
woman.
The most refined woman has never been able to induce erection or even
libido in him.
His sexual intercourse with men has consisted of passive or mutual
masturbation. He had practiced solitary onanism only infrequently and
_faute de mieux_. During the last five months he had abstained, and
had had no male intercourse since August, 1889.
An attempt at hypnosis, after Bernheim’s method, failed; prolonged
stroking of the brow induced deep lethargy, with catalepsy.
This method is used, in order to carry out suggestive treatment of
this patient, who is so worthy of compassion. The hypnotic state is
always the same; he cannot be brought into a state of somnambulism.
At the third sitting the patient is given the suggestions: ever
despise onanism and male love; find women beautiful, and dream of
them.
After the sixth sitting (March 10th) a moral transformation takes
place in his mind. The patient becomes quieter, feels more free, and
dreams now and then of women, and no longer of men, finding that the
latter have become indifferent to him. He gratefully states that he
has no more inclination to masturbation. He approaches women, but he
notices that they have not the least attraction for him.
On March 19th, business called the patient home; so that the treatment
had to be discontinued.
On May 17, 1890, the patient returned for treatment. He asserted that
he had not masturbated in the interval, and that he had resisted his
inclination to men. Too, he had not dreamed of men, but twice of
women, though only platonically. His cerebral asthenia (ex
abstinentia?) had increased. He apparently suffers for the want of
mental and sensual satisfaction of his vita sexualis; for homo-sexual
love and masturbation have become impossible for him, and intercourse
with women is denied him. The patient is thus painfully depressed to
the extent of tædium vitæ.
He is now subjected to anti-neurasthenic treatment (hydro-therapeutic
and electro-therapeutic), and the treatment by hypnosis is resumed.
Only after ten weeks of painstaking treatment did the neurasthenic
symptoms disappear. Progressing parallel with this, there was a change
of his mental personality.
The patient was gratified to note that he grew stronger; that his
sexual life no longer played a dominating part. Though he felt more
drawn toward men than women, yet he easily resisted homo-sexual
desires. His former _boudoir_ became a work-room; instead of to
adornment and frivolous reading, he gave himself to walks in the
mountains and forests. On account of the danger of a fiasco, the
initiative in hetero-sexual attempts was left to the patient.
It was not until the fourteenth week of treatment that the patient
made an attempt. It was perfectly successful. The patient became
happy, and sound in body and mind, and expressed the best hope of his
future, even having thoughts of marriage.
He experienced increasing pleasure in normal sexual intercourse; he
occasionally had lascivious dreams of women, and no longer dreamed of
men.
The patient stopped treatment at the end of September. He felt
perfectly normal in hetero-sexual intercourse, devoid of neurasthenia,
and had thoughts of marriage. Yet he freely confessed that he still
always had erections at the sight of a naked, handsome man; though he
could easily resist the desires that arose, and in dreams had
exclusively “_relations avec la femme_.”
In April, 1891, I again saw the patient, and he was in the best of
health. He regarded his vita sexualis as perfectly normal; for he had
coitus regularly with pleasure and full virility, dreamed only of
women, and had no inclination to masturbation. Yet he made the
interesting confession that frequently, post coitum, he still had a
temporary “_gout pour l’homme_,” which he could easily control. He
thought he was lastingly cured, and was occupied with thoughts of
marriage.
Case 143. _Congenital Contrary Sexual Feeling. Successful Removal of
Homo-Sexual Feelings by Suggestions._—L., doctor of philosophy, aged
34, German, consulted me, in the spring of 1888, on account of
perversion of his vita sexualis, and asked whether he could not be
freed from it by means of hypnotic treatment.
Patient came of a healthy mother, in whose family, for generations,
there had been neither insanity nor nervous disease. He, like his only
brother, is much like his father mentally. His brother is very
sensual, and also psychically abnormal, and given to over-indulgence
in drink.
His father was a neuropathic, eccentric man. Nothing is known of any
abnormal sexual manifestations in him, though, like all his brothers,
he had a tendency to over-indulgence in alcohol.
This vice seems to have been inherited from his mother (grandmother of
patient), who was a notorious drinker. The father of this woman
(great-grandfather of patient) was also a great drinker. No other
ancestral history was obtainable.
Patient states that from childhood he was nervous and easily excited.
He learned very easily, and had a talent for languages. He was always
interested in art, particularly in music and poetry. His education was
excellent, and given at home. When he was thirteen, his father told
him that he should never touch his genitals, for it was wrong to do
so, and to do it might bring unhappiness.
Occasionally his father showed him pictures of syphilitic diseased
conditions, etc., in an anatomical museum, and the patient was
disgusted and frightened. He believed that his later fear of sexual
intercourse with women was partly nourished by this early erroneous
teaching.
However, the patient seeks the principal cause of his sexual
perversion in a defect of organization. When a small boy, he had a
silly enthusiasm for companions. He also remembers that, at that time,
he had a desire only for girlish games, and preferred the society of
girls. When a boy, he had a passion for crocheting and embroidering.
At fourteen he was still without any sexual knowledge, and fell into
the hands of a pederast. He ran away, frightened, when he learned what
was to be done with him. When fifteen, a sympathetic companion was
accustomed to lay his head in the patient’s lap. This gave the patient
a peculiar pleasurable feeling, but he knew no explanation of it. At
sixteen he had the first erections—at the sight of men.
At twenty he first learned that his sexual condition was perverse, and
recognized the fact that what he had taken for friendship was love. He
was much frightened at the discovery, and much pained. His sympathies
were directed toward young men of the upper class that were handsomely
formed and of pleasing appearance.
The society of ladies had no effect on him. He was never attracted by
the charms of the opposite sex. In his fifteenth year he had a sensual
dream, in which he thought a girl of elegant figure sat opposite him,
on a sofa.
In the theatre it was only the art of the actresses that he admired;
the actors excited his real interest.
Drinking and smoking had always been very repugnant to him. Hunting
and gymnastics, and other masculine occupations, had no interest for
him. He did not enter the army, because his general physical weakness
precluded it.
The patient has but little sexual desire. He has never had any impulse
to satisfy himself with persons of his own sex. Some years ago, when
he first tried to embrace a man lovingly, he had powerful erection and
became greatly excited; but he was able to control himself and to
repel his lover. Thereafter he always avoided such attempts. It was
only seldom that he became powerfully excited sexually, and even then
he was not driven to satisfy himself. He was never given to onanism.
During the establishment of puberty, the patient had frequent dreams
with pollutions, but these were not induced by erotic fancies of any
kind.
Some years ago, for a long time, ejaculation was always induced by the
embrace of a sympathetic man, but this condition of irritable weakness
disappeared. As years passed, the patient, who had always had a desire
for marriage and a family, became anxious on account of the conviction
that the inclination toward females, for which he had hoped, would
never come. It became more and more clear to him that he was abnormal,
and he began to have fears about his virility and his future happiness
in life.
In order to test the matter, he sought a brothel. He found a
prostitute of beautiful form; he had the best will to satisfy himself
that he was virile; the woman did all she could, but in vain. There
was no erection, and he withdrew, ashamed. New attempts, under the
most favorable circumstances, were likewise failures, though the
patient brought his imagination to his aid, and thought himself to be
embracing a man instead of a woman.
He now realized that his ideal—to consummate marriage—was impossible.
He felt himself very unfortunate, and dissatisfied with life. Besides,
it forced itself upon him that morally he was lowered, because he
could not overcome his inclination for his own sex, and his friendship
for respectable men of his circle was degraded by sexual feelings. In
his consultation with me, the patient was unending in the description
of his painful situation. His ideal was marriage. He longed for it,
for purely ethical reasons. He thought of it as something holy; but
the begetting of children, the sexual act, was very repugnant to him.
At the same time, he saw that he could not really marry without being
potent. Would not hypnotic suggestion exercise a favorable influence
on his sexual life? He had not the energy of a man of normal sexual
condition. He seemed to himself to be all wrong. He would endure
all—to be poor and miserable—if he could but have a normal sexual
inclination.
When the patient was gently told of the congenital and deep
constitutional significance of his sexual anomaly, and shown that,
therefore, the creation of a normal sexual condition was doubtful, he
thought that he would be satisfied to remain in his condition. But he
wished to know whether it were not possible to eradicate his
inclination for men, without attempting to create an equivalent for
women; and if, in hypnosis, it could not be suggested to him that, in
the future, men be a matter of indifference to him, and that, in
intercourse with his friends, he no longer be excited sexually. Such a
result would elevate very much his moral feeling, and make him
satisfied and unembarrassed in social relations with his friends.
The possibility of such suggestive removal of feelings by hypnosis
could not be gainsaid, though he was in doubt as to whether he could
be hypnotized or not, since the hypnoscope had proved to have no
effect upon him.
Out of pity and scientific interest, I decided to make an immediate
attempt at hypnosis, after Bernheim’s method.
The patient passed easily into a condition of deep lethargy, and, in a
drawling voice, repeated the following suggestion: “I feel that, from
this time, I am sexually indifferent to men; and, that a man is as
sexually indifferent to me as a woman.”
When I counted three,—having suggested previously that he awake at
three,—the patient came to himself, as if out of a deep sleep, and
performed immediately the post-hypnotic suggestion to open the door of
the stove. He said that he had not lost consciousness entirely, that
he had felt as one paralyzed and without will, and that he had felt a
peculiar creeping sensation in all his limbs.
After five days the patient came again. In manner he was a different
person, and he said, joyfully, that he felt like another man. Energy
and will-power—the loss of which he had felt so keenly—had returned.
He felt, now, entirely unembarrassed toward men, and had a new joy in
living.
The following seven days he was hypnotized. Hypnosis is no longer as
deep as at first, though the suggestion is always accepted and
repeated. However, he is quite profoundly influenced; for, the
suggestion given, he sleeps on, in a state of lethargy, for ten
minutes, and has to be awakened by suggestion. This always occurs as
if from a deep sleep,—slowly, and through a stage of somnolence.
After the eighth sitting the patient found himself well and happy, and
in possession of full self-confidence. He had the feeling and the
evidence that men had no influence on him.
He thought he could dispense with hypnotic treatment, and gratefully
took his leave, with the promise that, should the influence of the
suggestion fade, he would come again. Since then, I have heard nothing
more of this interesting patient, and I have reason to hope that he
remains improved.
The patient is, in all respects, of masculine appearance; beard
abundant. Physically, with the exception of slight neurasthenic
symptoms, he presents nothing remarkable. Genitals normal. (Personal
case. _Internat. Centralblatt_, etc., Bd. i, Heft 1.)
Case 144. X., aged 33; single; tall. Mentally, of small endowment;
comes of tainted family. Paternal grandfather died at thirty-four with
a mental disease, which is said to have developed as a result of
onanism and spermatorrhœa. His father and brother suffered with
disturbances of the sexual functions. There was insanity in the
mother’s family; other branches of the family were noted for their
irritable and eccentric character.
The patient has too small a head, a retreating brow, abnormal ears,
sparse growth of hair, and a hernia, which is probably congenital.
Genitals large, and normally developed.
Great impressionability; neuropathic constitution; occasional tædium
vitæ. For several years, peculiar, imperative ideas: that he is a
locomotive; a horse; a velocipede; and, that he must act accordingly.
From his earliest youth, contrary sexual feeling (congenital). Horror
feminæ; sexual inclination toward boys; satisfaction by sensual
contact, and, _faute de mieux_, masturbation. One day he had an affair
with a boy dressed in gray, which made a deep impression on him. Since
then, while masturbating, the image of the boy comes into his mind;
and he cannot see gray clothes without having powerful erections. On
the advice of physicians whom he consulted, he attempted coitus with
women, but was cold and impotent, notwithstanding the assistance of
memory-pictures of the boy dressed in gray; and he finally gave up the
efforts.
March 27th, first hypnotic sitting. Small result. He resists, and says
his fancy keeps him from going to sleep.
In a further series of sittings he declares that he experiences
unfavorable effects,—is more excited, and troubled by imperative ideas
and the desire to masturbate. He makes fun of the physician and
hypnotism, and offers much resistance, with the expression that
hypnotism is good for nothing, and only makes people crazy.
However, gradually it became possible to induce somnambulism. After
twenty-five sittings the patient confessed that he was better, and
that he was less troubled with imperative ideas and onanism. The
sittings were repeated every week or two. The patient felt mentally
and morally well, ceased to masturbate, but, at the end of treatment,
was indifferent toward the opposite sex (Dr. Ladame, _Revue de
l’hypnotisme_, September 1, 1889).
In the two foregoing cases there was successful suggestive removal of
homo-sexual feelings,—a result which, as Case 143 shows, means a great
improvement for such unfortunate individuals, in that it protects them
from shame and the law. An entirely different and phenomenal result is
presented by the following case, reported by Dr. v. Schrenk-Notzing in
the _Wiener internat. klin. Rundschau_, October 6, 1889, No. 40, which
is a case of effemination. It discloses a new method of treatment of
urnings; but it is necessary to guard against illusions. Only where
hypnosis can be deepened to somnambulism, are decided and lasting
results to be expected:—
Case 145. _Congenital Contrary Sexual Instinct Improved by Hypnotic
Suggestion._—R., official, aged 28. January 20, 1888, he sought
medical advice. He is the brother of the patient who is the subject of
Case 135, and, therefore, of a badly tainted family (_v. supra_).
Toward the end of treatment, he confessed that he was the author of
the autobiography which was published as Case 83 in the fifth edition
of this work, and it is here reproduced:—
“In brief, my abnormality consists of this, that in sexual relations I
feel myself to be completely feminine. Since my earliest youth, in my
sexual acts and fancies, I have always had before my eyes only images
of masculine beings and masculine genitals.
“Until I went to the University, I found nothing in this (I had never
spoken with others about my fancies, but rather, while at the
Gymnasium, lived a silent and retired life).
“While at the University, it struck me that female persons made not
the slightest impression on me. Since then, in houses of prostitution,
etc., I have attempted coitus, or only to obtain an erection, with
women, but always in vain.
“Erection ceased immediately, as soon as I was in a room alone with a
woman. At first I considered it impotence, though, at the same time, I
was so excited sexually that I had to masturbate several times during
the day in order to sleep.
“Quite different, however, has been the development of my feelings
toward the masculine sex, and it has grown stronger every year. At
first they expressed themselves in extraordinary, enthusiastic
friendship for certain persons, under whose windows at night I would
wait for hours; whom in all possible ways I would try to meet on the
streets, and with whom I sought to come in contact. I wrote such
persons the most passionate letters, in which, however, I was shy in
expressing my feelings too plainly. Later, after my twentieth year, I
came to understand the essential nature of my inclinations,
particularly from the sensual pleasure I experienced as soon as I came
in direct contact with any of these friends. These persons were all
finely built men, with dark hair and eyes. I have never had my
feelings excited by boys. Real pederasty is absolutely
incomprehensible to me. About this time (twenty-second to twenty-third
year) the circle of my beloved friends grew more and more extensive.
Now I can scarcely see a handsome man on the street without having the
wish to possess him excited in me. The fact is, I especially love
persons of the lower classes, whose powerful forms attract
me,—soldiers, policemen, car-drivers, etc.,—_i.e._, all that wear
uniforms. If one of these returns my look, I feel a kind of thrill go
through my whole body. I am especially excitable in the evening, and
merely the heavy tread of a soldier is alone sufficient to induce the
most powerful erections. I take a very peculiar pleasure in following
such persons and looking at them. As soon as I learn that they are
married, or that they consort with girls, my excitement very
frequently ceases.
“A few months ago I became able to control my inclinations to such an
extent that they were not directly noticeable. About this time I
followed a soldier who seemed likely to acquiesce in my desire, and
spoke to him. For money he was ready for anything. At once I was
filled with a most violent longing to embrace and kiss him, and the
danger of being noticed did not deter me from doing it. He had
scarcely grasped my genitals when ejaculation followed. With this
meeting, I had finally attained the long-desired goal of my life. I
knew that my whole nature would find its happiness and satisfaction in
it, and from this time I gave myself up entirely to the effort to find
a person whom I could love, and from whom I should never part. For my
acts I do not experience the slightest twinge of conscience.
“To be sure, in quiet moments, I very well appreciate the difference
between my way of thinking and the way of the world; as a lawyer, too,
I naturally recognize the dangers of a relation of the kind I desire;
but, as long as my entire nature does not change, I shall not be able
to give up the opportunities offered me. Nevertheless, I should be
willing to undergo any cure to be freed from my abnormal condition.
“I recognize my feminine feeling, among other things, in the fact that
any sensual idea in connection with a woman must be forced, and seems
unnatural to me. I am also sure that my respect for a woman—I move
much in the society of ladies, and enjoy it—would change immediately
to repugnance, were I to notice any sensual inclination in her toward
me. In my dreams and sensual fancies of men, I always think of myself
in such positions with them that their faces are always toward mine.
My greatest delight would be to have a powerful man, undressed, take
me in his arms with a force I could not resist. In such situations I
always think of myself in a passive _rôle_, and have to force my
feelings, in order to think of myself in any other position. In this,
I am truly feminine. Great as my desire may be to approach certain
persons, my struggle is as great not to allow this to be noticed.
Moustaches, abundance of hair, and even dirt, seem to be especially
enticing. It is hardly necessary to say that, to me, my condition,
with reference to society, is absolutely desperate; and, if I had not
the hope of finding a being that would understand me, life would be
scarcely endurable. I feel that sexual commerce with a man is the only
means of successfully combating my impulse to onanism. Though this has
a very bad effect on me, I cannot keep myself from it constantly,
because, as I have often found, I will be even more weakened by
pollutions at night and persistent erections during the day.
“Up to this time I have truly loved but two men. Both were officers,
remarkably endowed mentally, handsomely and gracefully formed, and of
dark skin and eyes. I became acquainted with the first at the
University. I was madly in love with him, and suffered unspeakably on
account of his indifference. I spent nights under his window, simply
to be near him. When he was officially transferred, I was in despair.
“Soon after, I became acquainted with an officer that resembled him,
who likewise enchained me at first sight. I sought every opportunity
to meet him, spent the day in the streets, and at places where I hoped
to get a sight of him. I knew how the blood came into my face when,
unsuspected, I saw him. When I saw him friendly with others, I could
scarcely contain myself for jealousy. When I sat near him, I was
impelled to touch him. I could scarcely conceal my excitement when I
touched his knee or thigh. I never ventured, however, to express my
feelings to him; for, from his conduct, I was convinced that he would
not understand them or share them.
“I am twenty-seven years old, of medium height, and well-developed,
and would be considered handsome. My chest is somewhat narrow, hands
and feet small, and voice weak. Mentally, I think I am well endowed;
for I passed the State examination with distinction, speak several
languages, and am a good painter.
“In my calling I pass for one that is industrious and conscientious.
My acquaintances think me cold and peculiar. I do not smoke, do not
play games, and cannot sing or whistle. My gait, like my voice, is
somewhat affected. I have much taste for elegance, love adornment,
sweetmeats, and perfumes, and prefer the society of ladies.”
From Dr. von Schrenk’s notes of the case, it is learned, further, that
social and criminal deterrents, on the one hand, and uncontrollable
desire for his own sex, on the other, caused violent mental struggles,
and made life unendurable. For this reason the patient confided in the
physician. January 22, 1889, hypnotic treatment, with suggestion,
after the method of Nancy, was begun with the patient. Gradually it
became possible to induce somnambulism.
The suggestions were made with reference to indifference to men, and
ability to resist them, and to increase of interest in women;
masturbation was thus forbidden, and women substituted for men in
lascivious dreams. After a few sittings pleasure at sight of women was
induced. At the seventh sitting successful coitus was suggested; this
was fulfilled.
During the next three months the patient remained, under the influence
of occasional hypnotic suggestions, in the full possession of normal
sexual functions. April 22, 1889, there was a relapse, induced by a
companion. At the next sitting, remorse and shame. As expiation,
coitus with a woman in the presence of his seducer.
The patient complained that coitus with women below him in station did
not satisfy his æsthetic feelings. He hoped to find satisfaction in a
happy marriage. After forty-five sittings (May 2, 1889) the patient
considered himself cured. Treatment ceased. He became engaged to a
young lady some weeks later, and presented himself again, after six
months, as a happy bridegroom. He thought that, in his happiness with
his wife, he had a sure preventive against relapse.
The author emphasizes the fact that the hypnotic treatment had no
injurious collateral effect, and leaves undecided the question as to
whether the cure is permanent or not, with R.’s very bad heredity. But
he expresses the conviction that, in case of relapse, renewed hypnotic
treatment would not be contra-indicated.
Since the incredible result of this case interested me exceedingly, as
did its further course, I wrote to the author, requesting information
concerning his patient.
Dr. v. Schrenk very kindly placed at my disposal the following letter,
which he had received from the patient in January, 1890:—
“By means of suggestive treatment given me by Baron Schrenk, for the
first time I became possessed of the psychical condition that
permitted me to have intercourse with a woman, which, up to that time,
in spite of repeated efforts, I had been unable to do successfully.
“Since my æsthetic needs were unsatisfied by intercourse with
prostitutes, I thought to find my real salvation in matrimony. The
earlier friendly inclination toward a lady known in my youth offered
me the opportunity, the more because I believed that she, of all
others, would be in a position to awaken feelings for the opposite sex
which were absolutely foreign to me. Her character,—_i.e._, our
harmony,—is in such accord with my inclinations that I am fully
convinced that I shall also find complete psychical satisfaction. This
conviction has not changed during the eight months of my engagement.
“I intend to be married in about four weeks.
“As far as my position with respect of my own sex is concerned, my
power of resistance—and this is the lasting positive result of this
treatment—is absolutely changed in degree. While previously it was
impossible for me to overcome an intense sexual excitation when I saw
a finely formed car-driver, to-day, in the company of my former
lovers, I am without sexual excitement. At the same time, I must add
that now, as formerly, their society has a certain attraction for me,
though it is not to be compared with my earlier passion.
“On the other hand, I have refused repeated persuasions to indulge in
sexual intercourse with men, without expending much force in
resistance,—persuasions which formerly I should have been unable to
resist. I may say, indeed, that it is a feeling of compassion for my
former lovers, that have proved their passionate devotion to me, which
keeps me from directly repulsing them. My action seems to be due to a
feeling of duty, rather than to inner need.
“Since the conclusion of treatment, I have not consorted with
prostitutes. This circumstance, and the numerous letters and
persuasions from my former lover, may well be the reason why, in the
eight months that have elapsed, I have allowed him to persuade me to
sexual intercourse on three or four occasions. At these times I have
always been conscious of being completely master of myself, as
compared with my earlier passionate condition in like situations, as
the violent reproaches of my friend convinced me. _I always feel a
certain unconquerable repugnance, which cannot be based on moral
grounds, but which, I believe, must be attributed to the treatment._ I
no longer feel a love for him in the former sense. Besides, since the
treatment, I have sought no opportunities for sexual intercourse with
men, and I feel no need of it. But, formerly, not a day passed on
which I did not feel impelled to it, so that at times I was unable to
think of anything else. Awake or dreaming, ideas of sexual content are
very infrequent.
“I may express the belief that my marriage, that is to take place in a
few weeks, and the much desired change of place that is bound to it,
will entirely remove the residuum of my earlier condition. I conclude
these lines with the honest assurance that, subjectively, I am another
man, and that this change has restored the mental equilibrium that was
previously wanting.”
The foregoing words, which Dr. v. Schrenk completes with the verbal
statement of the patient that he had not practiced onanism again, are a
brilliant proof of the lasting effect of post-hypnotic suggestion. I
consider the hetero-sexual instinct of the patient to be the artificial
creation of his excellent physician; and the patient himself seems to
recognize this, in that he speaks of a repugnance which “does not rest
on moral grounds, but which depends on the treatment.”
The further fate of this interesting patient may be learned from the
following letter, kindly submitted by Dr. v. Schrenk:—
“Honored Sir: Having been home some days from my wedding-journey, I
wish to send you a short report of my present condition. During the
week before my wedding I was in great excitement, because I feared
that I should be unable to perform certain duties. The impelling
thoughts of my friend, who wished another meeting with me, at any
price, had no effect on me. We had not seen each other since I heard
from you last. [Receipt of the professor’s letter.] However, I was
much troubled with the thought that my marriage must be unhappy. Now,
however, I have no anxiety. To be sure, on the first night, success
was difficult,—to induce sexual excitation in myself,—but on the
following night, and since, the influences needed for a normal man, I
believe, would have been sufficient for me. I am also convinced that
the harmony between us, which, of course, is mentally of long
standing, will become more and more complete. A relapse to the former
condition seems impossible. It is, perhaps, significant for my present
condition, that I one night dreamed of my former lover, and that the
dream was not sensual, and did not excite me sensually.
“I am satisfied with my present circumstances. I am, of course, well
aware that my present inclinations are far from being of a degree
equal to what they formerly were. I believe, however, that they will
daily grow stronger. Already my former life is incomprehensible, and I
cannot understand why I did not earlier think to overcome the abnormal
sexual instinct by normal sexual indulgence. A relapse would now be
possible only with an entire change of my mental life; and, in a word,
it seems impossible.
“Your obedient servant, ——d.”
From a letter of Dr. v. Schrenk’s, of December 7th, I extract the
following:—
“In this case the cure seems to be of longer duration than I expected;
for, on speaking with the patient, some months ago, he said that he
was perfectly happy in marriage, and, as I hear, he expects soon the
happiness of a father.”
Dr. v. Schrenk has reported in the _Wiener internationalen klinischen
Rundschau_, 1891, No. 26, later and very interesting facts concerning
his patient, which, therapeutically, are very satisfactory.
IV. SPECIAL PATHOLOGY.
THE MANIFESTATIONS OF ABNORMAL SEXUAL LIFE IN THE VARIOUS FORMS AND
STATES OF MENTAL DISTURBANCE.
ARREST OF MENTAL DEVELOPMENT.
Sexual life in idiots is, in general, but slightly developed. It is
wanting entirely in idiots of high grade. In such instances the genitals
are frequently small and deformed, and menstruation is late or does not
occur at all. There is impotence, or sterility, as the case may be. Even
in idiots of low grade, sexuality is not prominent. In infrequent cases
it is manifested with a certain periodicity, and then with greater
intensity. It may then be expressed impulsively, and be violently
satisfied. Perversions of the sexual instinct do not occur at the lowest
levels of mental development.
When the desire for sexual satisfaction is opposed in these cases, great
passion is excited, with danger of murderous assault on the persons
attacked. It is to be expected that idiots should not exercise choice,
and they attempt to satisfy the sexual instinct on their nearest
relatives.
Thus Marc-Ideler reports the case of an idiot who attempted to rape
his sister, and had almost strangled her when he was discovered.
Friedreich reports an analogous case (_Friedreich’s Blätter_, 1858, p.
50).
I have repeatedly had occasion to give opinions in cases of attempts
to rape little girls.
Giraud (_Annal. méd. psych._, 1885, Nr. 1) also reports a case of this
kind. Consciousness of the significance of the act is always wanting;
an instinctive knowledge that such obscene acts are not publicly
permitted is often present, and causes the attempted sexual act to be
undertaken in a deserted place.
In imbeciles the sexual instinct is usually developed as in normal
individuals. The moral inhibitory ideas are cloudy, and, therefore, the
sexual impulse is more or less openly manifested. For this reason
imbeciles are sources of disturbance in society. Abnormal intensity and
perversion of the sexual instinct are infrequent.
The most frequent manner of satisfaction of the sexual desire is
onanism. The weak-minded seldom make sexual attacks on adults of the
opposite sex.
Sexual satisfaction with animals is frequently attempted. The great
majority of cases of injury (sexual) to animals must be attributed to
imbeciles. Children are quite often their victims.
Emminghaus (Maschka’s Handb. iv., p. 234) draws attention to the
frequency of open manifestation of sexual instinct, which comprises
open masturbation, exhibition of the genitals, attacks on children and
those of the same sex, and sodomy.
Giraud (_Annal. méd. psychol._, 1855, Nr. 1) has reported a whole series
of immoral attacks on children:—
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