Psychopathia sexualis: With especial reference to contrary sexual instinct
3. The command to regard only women as beautiful; to approach them, to
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dream of them, and to have libido and erection at sight of them.
The sittings occurred daily. On April 14th, the patient announced,
with thankfulness and a kind of moral satisfaction, that he had had
pleasure in coitus, and had ejaculated tardily. On April 16th, he felt
free from inclination to masturbate, attracted to women, and perfectly
indifferent to men. He dreamed of female charms and coitus with women.
May 1st, the patient seemed and felt himself to be normal sexually. He
has become a different man mentally, full of courage and
self-confidence. He has coitus with complete satisfaction, and thinks
that he is insured against relapse.
In a later letter Mr. P. writes: “As was only to be expected, I find
myself lastingly freed from my errors. All that remains to remind me
of my unhappy time are the dreams, which, though they are infrequent,
come from my past, which I have no power to banish, and which
sometimes, indeed, pleasantly occupy my thoughts. But by my own will I
yet hope soon to succeed in freeing myself absolutely from them.
Should I ever become weak again, the ideas you have impressed on me
would, I am sure, make an energetic resistance, and I should not
succumb.”
On October 20, 1890, P. wrote me: “I am completely cured of onanism,
and I have no pleasure in male-love. Yet complete virility does not
seem to have been re-established, notwithstanding the fact that I lead
a virtuous life. Nevertheless, I feel satisfied.”
Case 136. _Acquired Contrary Sexual Instinct._—Mr. Z., aged 32,
divorced. He comes of a hysteropathic mother. Maternal grandmother
suffered with hysteria, and her brothers and sisters were neurotic.
One brother is an urning. Z. was but poorly endowed mentally, and did
not learn easily. No sickness besides scarlatina. When thirteen, he
was taught to masturbate by companions in a school. Sexually, he was
hyperæsthetic, and, at seventeen, began to indulge in coitus, with
full pleasure and power. For reasons of position and money, he married
at twenty-six. The marriage was very unhappy. After a year Mrs. Z.
became incapable of coitus, by reason of uterine disease. Z. satisfied
his inordinate desires with other women, _faute de mieux_, by
masturbation. Besides, he gave himself up to play, led an absolutely
dissolute life, became exceedingly neurasthenic, and sought to
strengthen his weakened nerves by drinking great quantities of wine
and brandy. To his essential cerebral asthenia were added peripheral
alcoholic cramps and globus, and he became very emotional. His libido
nimia continued unabated. On account of his disgust of prostitutes and
fear of infection, satisfaction by coitus was exceptional. For the
most part, the patient helped himself with onanism.
Four years ago he noticed weakening of erection and decrease of libido
for women. He began to feel himself drawn toward men, and his
lascivious dreams were no longer concerned with women, but with men.
Three years ago, while being rubbed by a bath-attendant, he became
powerfully excited sexually (the attendant also had an erection, to
patient’s surprise). He could not keep from embracing and kissing the
attendant, and allowing him to perform masturbation on him, the
attendant doing it most willingly. From this time this mode of sexual
indulgence was all that he cared for. Women became a matter of entire
indifference to him; he devoted himself exclusively to men. With them
he practiced mutual masturbation, and had a longing to sleep with
them. He abhorred pederasty. He was entirely satisfied until (August,
1890) an anonymous letter, warning him to be careful, brought him to
his senses. He was much frightened, had hysterical attacks, and became
much depressed. He was embarrassed before men, seemed like a pariah in
society, contemplated suicide, and finally confessed to a priest, who
comforted him. He now fell into a religious state (equivalent), and,
out of remorse and to cure himself of his abnormal sexual
inclinations, wished to go into a cloister. While in this state, my
“Psychopathia Sexualis” fell into his hands. He was frightened and
filled with shame, but found a comfort in it, inasmuch as he concluded
that he must have some malady. His first thought was to rehabilitate
himself sexually in his own eyes. He overcame all disinclination, and
visited a brothel. At first he was not successful, on account of great
excitement, but he finally succeeded.
Since, however, his contrary sexual inclinations were not overcome, in
spite of all his efforts to put them down, he finally came to me,
asking for assistance. He felt himself to be terribly unfortunate, and
very near to despair and suicide. He saw destruction before him, and
would be saved at any price.
His confession was interrupted by numerous hysterical attacks.
Comforting and encouraging words about his future had a calming
influence.
Physically, patient presented a slightly retreating brow, with no
other anatomical signs of degeneration. Spinal irritation, exaggerated
deep reflexes, and a sense of pressure in the head pointed to a
neurasthenic condition. No genital anomalies, though there was
hyperæsthesia urethræ. Mien distressed; attitude relaxed; mind
distracted and vacillating.
Hip baths, massage, ergot with antipyrin and pot. brom., ordered, with
interdiction of onanism, intercourse with men, and lascivious thoughts
of them.
After a few days the patient came complaining that he was not equal to
the task. He said his will was too weak. In this precarious situation,
it seemed that nothing but hypnotic treatment could bring improvement.
September 11, 1889. First sitting. Bernheim’s method used, in order to
induce lethargy as quickly as possible.
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