Revelations of Divine Love by of Norwich Julian
PART II
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THE MANNER OF THE BOOK
As an hert desirith to the wellis of watris:
so thou God, my soule desirith to thee....
The Lord sent his merci in the day:
and his song in the nyght.
Ps. '_Quemadmodum_'; from the _Prymer_.
Without any special study of the literature of Mysticism for purposes
of comparison, in reading Julian's book one is struck by a few
characteristics wherein it differs from many other Mystical writings
as well as by qualities that belong to most or all of that general
designation.
The silence of this book both as to preliminary ascetic exercises and
as to ultimate visions of the Absolute, might be attributed to Julian's
being wholly concerned with giving, for comfort to all, that special
sight of truth that came to her as the answer to her own need. She sets
out not to teach methods of any kind for the gradual drawing near of
man to God, but to record and shew forth a Revelation, granted once, of
God's actual nearness to the soul, and for this Revelation she herself
had been prepared by the "stirring" of her conscience, her love and
her understanding, in a word of her _faith_, even as she was in short
time to be left "neither sign nor token," but only the Revelation to
hold "in faith." Moreover, the means that in general she looks to for
realising God's nearness, in whatever measure or manner the revelation
of it may come to any soul, is the immediate one of faith as a gift
of nature and a grace from the Holy Ghost: faith leading by prayer,
and effort of obedience, and teachableness of spirit, into actual
experience of oneness with God. The natural and common heritage of
love and faith is a theme that is dear to Julian: in her view, longing
toward God is grounded in the love to Him that is native to the human
heart, and this longing (painful through sin) as it is stirred by the
Holy Spirit, who comes with Christ, is, in each naturally developed
Christian, spontaneous and increasing;--"for the nearer we be to our
bliss, the more we long after it" (xlvi., lxxii., lxxxi.). "This is
the kinde [the natural] yernings of the soule by the touching of the
Holy Ghost: _God of Thy goodness give me Thyself: for Thou art enow
to me, and I may nothing ask that is less that may be full worshippe
to Thee_." God is the first as well as the last: the soul begins as
well as ends with God: begins by Nature, begins again by Mercy, and
ends--yet "without end"--by Grace. Certainly on the way--the way of
these three, by falling, by succour, by upraising--to the more perfect
knowing of God that is the soul's Fulfilment in Heaven, there is a less
immediate knowledge to be gained through experience: "_And if I aske
anything that is lesse, ever me wantith_," for "It needyth us to have
knoweing of the littlehede of creatures and to nowtyn all thing that
is made, for to love and have God that is onmade." But this knowing
of the littleness of creatures comes to Julian first of all in a sight
of _the Goodness of God_; "For [to] a soule that seith the Maker of
all, all that is made semith full litil." By the further beholding,
indeed, of God as Maker and Preserver, that which has been rightly
"noughted" as of no account, is seen to be also truly of much account.
For that which was seen by the soul as so little that it seemed to be
about to fall to nothing for littleness, is seen by the understanding
to have "three properties":--God made it, God loveth it, God keepeth
it. Thus it is known as "great and large, fair and good"; "it lasteth,
and ever shall, for God loveth it."--Yet again the soul breaks away
to its own, with the natural flight of a bird from its Autumn nest at
the call of an unseen Spring to the far-off land that is nearer still
than its nest, because it is in its heart. "But what is to _me_ sothly
[in verity] the Maker, the Keper and the Lover,--I cannot tell, for
till I am Substantially oned [deeply united] to Him, I may never have
full rest ne very blisse; that is to sey, that I be so festined to
Him, that there is right nowte that is made betwix my God and me" (v.,
viii.). This "fastening" is all that in Julian's book represents that
needful process wherein the truth of asceticism has a part. It is not
essentially a process of detaching the thought from created things of
time--still less one of detaching the heart from created beings of
eternity--but a process of more and more allowing and presenting the
man to be fastened closely to God by means of the original longing
of the soul, the influence of the Holy Ghost, and the discipline of
life with its natural tribulations, which by their purifying serve to
strengthen the affections that remaining pass through them. "_But only
in Thee I have all._" On the way this discovery of the soul at peace
must needs be sometimes a word for exclusion, in parting and pressing
onward from things that are made: in the end it is the welcome,
all-inclusive. And Julian, notwithstanding her enclosure as a recluse,
is one of those that, happy in nature and not too much hindered by
conditions of life, possess for large use _by the way_ the mystical
peace of fulfilled possession through virtue of freedom from bondage
to self. For it is by means of the tyranny of the "self," regarding
chiefly itself in its claims and enjoyments, that creature things can
be intruded between the soul and God; and always, in some way, the meek
inherit the earth. "All things are yours; and ye are Christ's."
The life of a recluse demanded, no doubt, as other lives do, a daily
self-denial as well as an initiatory self-devotion, and from Julian's
silence as to "bodily exercises" it cannot of course be assumed that
she did not give them, even beyond the incumbent rule of the Church,
though not in excess of her usual moderation, some part in her
Christian striving for mastery over self. Nor could this silence in
itself be taken as a proof that ascetic practices had not in her view a
preparatory function such as has by many of the Mystics been assigned
to them during a process of self-training in the earlier stages of
the soul's ascent to aptitude for mystical vision. It is, however, to
be noted that neither in regard to herself nor others do we hear from
Julian anything about an undertaking of this kind. To her the "special
Shewing" came as a gift, unearned, and unexpected: it came in an
abundant answer to a prayer for other things needed by every soul.[1]
Julian's desires for herself were for three "wounds" to be made more
deep in her life: contrition (in sight of sin), compassion (in sight
of sorrow) and longing after God: she prayed and sought diligently for
these graces, comprehensive as she felt they were of the Christian life
and meant for all; and with them she sought to have for herself, in
particular regard to her own difficulties, a sight of such truth as it
might "behove" her to know for the glory of God and the comfort of men.
According to Julian the "special Shewing" is a gift of comfort for all,
sent by God in a time to some soul that is chosen in order that it may
have, and so may minister, the comfort needed by itself and by others
(ix.). In her experience this Revelation, soon closed, is renewed by
influence and enlightenment in the more ordinary grace of its giver,
the Holy Ghost. But a still fuller sight of God shall be given, she
rejoices to think, in Heaven, to _all_ that shall reach that Fulfilment
of blessed life--the only mount of the soul set forth in this book.
Thither, by the high-road of Christ, all souls may go, making the steep
ascent through "longing and desire,"--longing that embodies itself in
desire towards God, that is, in Prayer.
Nothing is said by Julian as to successive stages of Prayer, though
she speaks of different _kinds_ of prayer as the natural action of the
soul under different experiences or in different states of feeling
or "dryness." Prayer is _asking_ ("beseeching"), with submission
and acquiescence; or _beholding_, with the _self_ forgotten, yet
offered-up; it is a thanking and a praising in the heart that sometimes
breaks forth into voice; or a silent joy in the sight of God as
all-sufficient. And in all these ways "Prayer oneth the soul to God."
To Julian's understanding the only Shewing of God that could ever be,
the highest and lowest, the first and the last, was the Vision of Him
as Love. "Hold thee therin and thou shalt witten and knowen more in the
same. But thou shalt never knowen ne witten other thing without end.
Thus was I lerid that Love was our Lord's menyng" (lxxxvi.). Alien to
the "simple creature" was that desert region where some of the lovers
of God have endeavoured to find Him,--desiring an extreme penetration
of thought (human thought, after all, since for men there is none
beyond it) or an utmost reach of worship (worship from fire and ice) in
proclaiming the Absolute One not only as All that _is_, but as All that
is _not_. Julian's desire was truly for God in Himself, through Christ
by the Holy Spirit of Love: for God in "His homeliest home," the soul,
for God in His City. Therefore she follows only the upward way of the
light attempered by grace, not turning back to the _Via Negativa_, that
downward road that starting from a conception of the Infinite "as the
antithesis of the finite,"[2] rather than as including and transcending
the finite, leads man to deny to his words of God all qualities known
or had by human, finite beings. Julian keeps on the way that is natural
to her spirit and to all her habits of thought as these may have been
directed by reading and conversation: it does not take her towards
that Divine Darkness of which some seers have brought report. Hers was
not one of those souls that would, and must, go silent and alone and
strenuous through strange places: "homely and courteous" she ever found
Almighty God in Jesus Christ our Lord.
Julian's mystical sight was not a negation of human modes of thought:
neither was it a torture to human powers of speech nor a death-sentence
to human activities of feeling. "He hath no despite of that which He
hath made" (vi.). This seer of the littleness of all that is made saw
the Divine as containing, not as engulfing, all things that truly are,
so that in some way "all things that are made" because of His love last
ever. Certainly she passes sometimes beyond the language of earth,
seeing a love and a Goodness "more than tongue can tell," but she is
never inarticulate in any painful, struggling way--when words are
not to be found that can tell all the truth revealed, she leaves her
Lord's "meaning" to be taken directly from Him by the understanding of
each desirous soul. So is it with the Shewing of God as the Goodness
of everything that is good: "It is I--it is I" (xxvi.). Certainly
Julian looks both downward and upward, sees Love in the lowest depth,
far below sin, below even Mercy; sees Love as the highest that can
be, rising higher and higher far above sight, in skies that as yet
she is not called to enter: "abysses" there are, below and above,
like Angela di Foligno's "double abyss"; but here is no desert region
like that where Angela seems as "an eagle descending"[3] from heights
of unbreathable air, baffled and blinded in its assault on the Sun,
proclaiming the Light Unspeakable in anguished, hoarse, inarticulate
cries; here is a mountain-path between the abysses and the sound as of
a chorus from pilgrims singing:
"Praise to the Holiest in the height
And in the depth be praise";--
'ALL IS WELL: ALL IS WELL: ALL SHALL BE WELL.'
Moreover, Julian while guided by Reason is _led_ by the "Mind" of her
soul--pioneer of the path through the wood of darkness though Reason
is ready to disentangle the lower hindrances of the way; and where
her instructed soul "finds rest," those things that are hid from the
wisdom and prudence of Reason only are to its simplicity of obedience
revealed. Even as her Way is Christ-Jesus, and her walk by "longing
and desire" is of faith and effort, so the End and the Rest that she
seeks is the _fulness_ of God, in measure as the soul can enter upon
His fulness here and in that heavenly "oneing" with Him which shall
be by grace the "fulfilling" and "overpassing" of "Mankind." "The
Mid-Person willed to be Ground and Head of this fair End," "out of
Whom we ben al cum, in Whom we be all inclosid, into Whom we shall all
wyndyn, in Him fynding our full Hevyn in everlestand joye" (liii.).[4]
The soul that participates in God cannot be lost in God, the soul
that wends into oneness with God finds there at last its Self. Words
of the Spirit-nature fail to describe to man, as he is, this fulness
of personal life, and Julian falls back in one effort, daring in its
infantine concreteness of language, on acts of all the five senses to
symbolise the perfection of spiritual life that is in oneness with God
(xliii.).
It may be noted that in these "Revelations" there is absolutely no
regarding of Christ as the "Bridegroom" of the individual soul: once
or twice Julian in passing uses the symbol of "the Spouse," "the Fair
Maiden," "His loved Wife," but this she applies only to the Church. In
her usual speech Christ when unnamed is our "Good" or our "Courteous"
Lord, or sometimes simply "God," and when she seeks to express
pictorially His union with men and His work for men, then the soul is
the Child and Christ is the Mother. In this symbolic language the love
of the Christian soul is the love of the Child to its Mother and to
each of the other children.
Julian's Mystical views seem in parts to be cognate with those of
earlier and later systems based on Plato's philosophy, and especially
perhaps on his doctrine of Love as reaching through the beauties of
created things higher and higher to union with the Absolute Beauty
above, Which is God--schemes of thought developed before her and in
her time by Plotinus, Clement, Augustine, Dionysius "the Areopagite,"
John the Scot, Eckhart, the Victorines,[5] Ruysbroeck, and others.
One does not know what her reading may have been, or with what people
she may have conversed. Possibly the learned Austin Friars that were
settled close to St Julian's in Conisford may have lent her books by
some of these writers, or she may have been influenced through talks
with a Confessor, or with some of the Flemish weavers of Norwich,
with whom Mystical views were not uncommon. Yet the Mysticism of the
"Revelations" is peculiarly of the English type. Less exuberant in
language than Richard Rolle, the Hermit of Hampole, Julian resembles
him a little in her blending of practical sense with devotional
fervour; but the writer to whom she seems, at any rate in some of
her phrases, most akin is Walter Hilton, her contemporary.[6] Hilton,
however, is very rich in quotations from the Bible, while Julian's
only direct quotations from any book--beyond her reference to the
legend of St Dionysius--are one that belongs to Christ: "I thirst"
(xvii.), and two that belong to the soul: "Lord, save me: I perish!"
"Nothing shal depart me from the charite of Criste" (xv.). (And indeed
these three are a fit embodiment of the Christian Faith as seen in
her "Revelations.") But Julian, while perhaps more speculative than
either of these typical English Mystics, is thoroughly a woman. Lacking
their literary method of procedure, she has a high and tender beauty
of thought and a delicate bloom of expression that are her own rare
gifts--the beauty of the hills against skies in summer evenings, of an
orchard in mornings of April. Again and again she stirs in the reader
a kind of surprised gladness of the simple perfection wherewith she
utters, by few and adequate words, a thought that in its quietness
convinces of truth, or an emotion deep in life. Of a little child
it has been said: "He thought great thoughts simply," and Julian's
deepness of insight and simplicity of speech are like the Child's.[7]
"For ere that He made us He loved us, and when we were made we loved
Him" (liii.). "I love thee, and thou lovest me, and our love shall
not be disparted in two" (lxxxii.). "_Thou art my Heaven._" "I had
liefer have been in that pain till Doomsday than have come to Heaven
otherwise than by Him." "Human is the vehemence," says a writer on
Julian's "Revelations," of that reiterated exclusion of all other
paths to joy. 'Me liked,' she says, 'none other heaven.' Once again
she touches the same octave, condensing in a single phrase which has
seldom been transcended in its brief expression of the possession that
leaves the infinity of love's desire still unsatiated: '_I saw Him
and sought Him, I had Him, and I wanted Him._' Fletcher's tenderness,
Ford's passion lose colour placed side by side with the utterances
of this worn recluse whose hands are empty of every treasure."[8]
Sometimes with her subject her language assumes a majestic solemnity:
"The pillars of Heaven shall tremble and quake" (lxxv.); sometimes it
seems to march to its goal in an ascent of triumphal measure as with
beating of drums: "The body was in the grave till Easter-morrow and
from that time He lay nevermore. For then was rightfully ended" ...
(close of Chap. li.). Generally, perhaps, the style in its movement
recalls the rippling yet even flow of a brook, cheerfully, sweetly
monotonous: "If any such lover be in earth which is continually kept
from falling, I know it not: for it was not shewed me. But this was
shewed: that in falling and in rising we are ever preciously kept in
one love" (lxxxii.). But now and again the listener seems to be caught
up to Heaven with song, as in that time when her "marvelling" joy in
beholding love "breaks out with voice":--"Behold and see! the precious
plenty of His dearworthy blood descended down into Hell, and braste her
bands, and delivered all that were there that belonged to the Court of
Heaven. The precious plenty of His dearworthy blood overfloweth all
Earth and is ready to wash all creatures of sin which be of goodwill,
_have_ been and _shall_ be. The precious plenty of His dearworthy blood
ascended up into Heaven to the blessed body of our Lord Jesus Christ,
and there is in Him, bleeding and praying for us to the Father, and is
and shall be as long as it needeth; and ever shall be as long as it
needeth; and evermore it floweth in all Heavens, enjoying the salvation
of all mankind that _are_ there, and _shall_ be--fulfilling the Number
that faileth" (xii.).
The Early English Mystics make good reading,--even as to the mere
manner of their writings we might say, if it were possible to separate
the style from the freshness of feeling and the pointedness of thought
that inform it; and though we do not, of course, have from Julian,--a
woman writing of the _Revelations of Love_,--the delightfully
trenchant, easy address of Hilton in his counsels as to how to scale
the _Ladder of Perfection_--counsels both wise and witty--yet Julian,
too, with all her sweetness, is full of this every day vigour and
common sense. And sometimes she puts things in a naïve, engaging way
of her own, grave and yet light--as if with a little understanding
smile to those to whom she is speaking:--"Then ween we, who _be_ not
all wise"; "That the outward part should draw the inward to assent _was
not shewed to me_, but that the inward draweth the outward by grace and
both shall be oned in bliss without end by the virtue of Christ, _this_
was shewed" (lxi., xix.).
Rolle, Hilton, and more especially the _Ancren Riwle_, give examples
of that custom of allegorical interpretation of Sacred Scriptures that
has fascinated many mystical authors, but one can scarcely suppose
that this method would ever have been a favourite one with Julian
even if she had been in the way of dealing with literary parallels
and references. For though she uses "examples," or illustrations
(sometimes calling them "shewings," or "bodily examples") and also
metaphorically figurative speech, she does not shew any interest in
elaborate, arbitrary symbolism. At any rate she is too directly simple,
it seems, and too much in the centre of realities, to be a writer that
(without constraint of following the lines of others) would take as
foundation for an argument or an exposition outward resemblances or
verbal connections, fit perhaps to illustrate or enforce the truth
in question, but lacking in relation to it that inward vital oneness
whereby certain things that to man seem below him may become symbolic
to him of others that he beholds as within or above him.
Exposition by analysis has been reckoned to be characteristic of the
Schoolmen rather than of the Mystics,[9] though surely a mystical sight
may be served by an analytical process, and to see God in a part before
or while He is seen in the whole is effected not without analysis of
the subtlest kind. So we find analysis in Julian's sight (Rev. iii.):
"_I saw God in a point_"; and in her conclusions from this: "_By
which sight I saw that He is in all things_"; and in her immediate
raising, from this conclusion, of the question: "_What is sin?_" and
throughout her treatment of the problem in the scheme of her book.
Even for the merely formal task of distinguishing by number, Julian,
we see, will set briskly forward (though we may not feel much inclined
to follow) and often she begins her careful dissections with: "In this
I see"--four, five, or six things, as the case may be. Her speech of
spiritual Revelations is, however, helped out less by numbers than by
living and homely things of sight: the mother and the children and the
nurse; lords and servants, kings and their subjects (with echoes of
the language of Court and chivalry); the deep sea-ground, waters for
our service; clothing, in its warmth, grace and colour; the light that
stands in the night, the hazel-nut, the scales of herrings.[10]
As one grows familiar with the "Revelations" one finds oneself in the
midst of a great scheme: a network of ideas that cross and re-cross
each other in a way not very clear at first, perhaps, but not really in
confusion. All through this treatise from its beginning, the Revelation
as a whole is in the mind of Julian; interpolation by another writer is
out of the question: the book is all of a piece, both as the expression
of one person, in mind and character, and as the setting forth of
a theological system. From the first we find Julian holding her
diverse threads of nature and mercy and grace for the fabric of love
she is weaving, and all through she guides them in and out, with no
hesitation, till at last the whole design lies fair before her, shewing
the _Goodness of God_.
With regard to this scheme it may be noted that apart from her merely
intellectual pleasure in arithmetical methods of statement, Julian
shews throughout a mystical sense of numerical correspondences. Life,
both as being and action, is, to her sight, in its perfection full of
_trinities_; while there are _doubles_,--incident to its imperfection,
as we may put it, perhaps, though the book itself does not mark this
distinction in so many words--there are doubles wherein two things are
partially opposed and require for their reconciling a third that will
complete them into trinity. First, as the Centre of all, there is the
BLESSED TRINITY: All-Might, All-Wisdom, All-Love: one Goodness: FATHER
and SON and HOLY GHOST: one Truth. To the First, Second, and Third
Persons correspond the verbs MAY, for all-powerful freedom to do; CAN,
for all-skilful ability to do; WILL, for all-loving will to do. So also
"the Father _willeth_, the Son _worketh_, the Holy Ghost _confirmeth_."
Another nomenclature of the Holy Trinity is, Might, Wisdom, Goodness:
one Love; but that of Might, Wisdom, Love (employed by Abelard,
Aquinas, and the Schoolmen generally) is the usual one, while _Truth,
Wisdom, Love,_ is employed in reference to that Image of God wherein
Man is made: for man has not _created might_: his might is all in the
uncreated might of God. Man in his essential Nature is "made-trinity,"
"like to the unmade Blessed Trinity"--a human trinity of truth, wisdom,
love; and these respectively _see, behold, and delight in_ the Divine
Trinity of Truth, Wisdom, Love.
Man possesses _Reason,_ which _knows, Mind,_ or a feeling wisdom, which
_wits,_ and _Love,_ which _loves_. The making of Man by the Son of
God as Eternal Christ, is the work of _Nature_; the falling of Man is
"suffered" (allowed), and afterwards healed, by _Mercy_; the raising
of Man to a higher than his first state is the work of _Grace_. "In
Nature we have our Being; in Mercy we have our Increasing; in Grace
we have our Fulfilling." The work of grace by means of our natural
Reason enlightened by the Holy Ghost to see our sins, is _Contrition_;
by means of our naturally-feeling Mind, touched by the Holy Ghost
to behold the pain of the world, is _Compassion_; by means of our
nature-and grace-inspired Love, which loves our Maker and Saviour
(still by the separation of sin partially, painfully, hid from our
sight) is greater _Longing toward God_. This longing must become an
active "desire": for the chief work that we can do as fellow-workers
with God in achieving full oneness with Him is _Prayer_; of which there
are three things to understand: its _Ground_ is God by whose Goodness
it springeth in us; its _use_ is "to turn our will to the will of our
Lord"; its _end_ is "that we should be made one with and like to our
Lord in all things." And lastly we have for this life, both by nature
and grace, the comprehensive virtue of _Faith_, "in which all our
virtues come to us" and which has in its own nature three elements:
_understanding, belief,_ and _trust_. With Faith, which belongs perhaps
chiefly to Reason,--Faith is "nought else but a right understanding,
with true belief and sure trust, of our Being: that we are in God, and
God in us, Whom we see not," "A light by nature coming from our endless
Day, that is our Father, God" (liv., lxxxiii.)--is also _Hope_, which
belongs to our feeling Mind (our Remembrance) and to the work of Mercy
in this our fallen state: "Hope that we shall come to our Substance
(our high and heavenly nature) again." Moreover, "Charity keepeth us
in Hope and Hope leadeth us in Charity; and in the end all shall be
_Charity_" (lxxxv.).
With these trinities and groups of threes are others, belonging to God
and man, mentioned successively in the closing chapters of the book:
three manners of God's Beholding (or Regard of Countenance): that of
the Passion, that of Compassion, and that of Bliss; three kinds of
longing God has: to teach us, to have us, to fulfil us; three things
that man needs in this life from God: Love, Longing, and Pity--"pity in
love," to keep him now, and "longing in the same love" to draw him to
heaven; three things by which man standeth in this life and by which
God is worshipped: "use of man's reason natural; common teaching of
Holy Church; inward gracious working of the Holy Ghost";--and last of
all, "three properties of God, in which the strength and effect of all
the Revelation standeth," "_Life, Love and Light_."
Again, Julian speaks of things that are _double_, and this double state
seems to be one of imperfection, though she does not explicitly say
so. Man's nature, she says, was created "double": "_Substance_" or
Spirit essential from out of the Spirit Divine, and "_Sensuality_" or
spirit related to human senses and making human faculties, intellectual
and physical. These two, the Substance and Sense-soul, in their
imperfection of union through the frailty of created love (which needs
the divine in its might to support it), became partially sundered
by the failing of love. "For failing of love on our part, therefore,
is all our travail"--from that comes the falling, the dying, and the
painful travail between death from sin and life from God--both in the
race and the individual. But Christ makes the double into trinity:
for Christ is "the Mean [the medium] that keepeth the Substance and
Sense-soul together" in his Eternal, Divine-Human Nature, because of
His perfect love; and Christ-Incarnate in His Mercy, by this same
perfect love brings these two parts anew and more closely together;
and Christ uprisen, indwelling in the soul thus united, will keep them
forever together, in oneness growing with oneness to Him. Moreover, Man
being double also as "soul and body," needs to be "saved from double
death," and this salvation, given, is Jesus-Christ, who joined Himself
to us in the Incarnation and "yielded us up from the Cross with His
Soul and Body into His Father's hands."
In a mere reading of the Book these repeated correspondences may be
felt as wearisome, formal, fantastic,--or rather they may seem so when,
as here, they are brought together and noted, for Julian herself simply
speaks of these different groups as they come in her theme. But when
one tries to follow the _thought_ of this book amongst the heights
and depths of the things that are seen and temporal and the things
unseen and eternal, these likenesses, found in all, seem to afford
one guidance and surety of footing, like steps cut out in a steep
and difficult path. And as one goes on, and the whole of the meaning
takes form, these significations of something all-prevailing give one a
partial understanding such as Julian perhaps may have had: the feeling,
the "Mind," of a certain half-caught measure in "all things that are,"
a proportion, a oneness. We are amongst free nature's mountains, but
they do not rise haphazard: they shew a strange, a balanced beauty
of line and light and shade, as convincing, if not as clear in its
intention as the sunrise-lines and colouring of the euphrasy flower
at our feet. We hear as we walk the wandering sound of "the vagrant,
casual wind," but there is something in its rise and fall, and rising
again, that has kinship with the flow and ebb and onrush of the
lingering, punctual waves on the shore. _Sursum Corda._
[1] The soon-forgotten petition of Julian's youth for a "bodily
sickness" does not seem to have had any connection in her mind with
special Revelation: it was desired neither as in any way a sign
of invisible things nor as a direct means of beholding them. And
probably, as a matter of fact, the sickness that was granted helped
her in the way that she had desired, helped her to the sight of the
Revelation, not directly, but by drawing her spirit to that utter
dependence on and trust in God that is death's first lesson for all,
that uttermost self-devotion to God that is life's last exercise.
This spiritual state, with all that through years had gone before
of feeling and thought and life's experience, made her ready to
be shewn with special largeness and clearness God's love: how it
filled the empty place of sin and pain and sorrow with its divine
fulness. As to the "bodily sight" introducing the Revelation, a
sight of "parts of the Passion," which may be compared with "The XV.
Oos"--'_Orationes_'--Passion-prayers each beginning with '_O_' (_v.
Hora_ of Sarum), it was recognised by Julian herself, even at the
time of her seeing it, as being a sight of things "not in substance
or nature." In this recognition it was proved to be neither _mental
delusion_ nor mere "raving" delirium. But it would, it seems, be
natural that in her weakness of body and her exaltation of spirit (so
tense that the strength of her self-surrender to death seemed to cast
her back upon bodily life in the painless world between the two) some
sort of _physical illusion_ should be brought about by her prolonged
gaze upon the Face of the Crucifix, and that in her desire to enter
into the sufferings of the Passion as fully as those friends of her
Lord's that beheld it, Julian thus gazing in the midst of night's
shadows and the dim light of dawn should seem to herself to behold
the sacred drops, depicted beneath the painted or sculptured Crown of
Thorns, flow down "right plenteously." Julian gave thanks for this
and all the "bodily sight" as a gift from God. By Him sickness and
illusion, as well as things evil, are "suffered" to come, and by Him
Revelation is given according to sundry times in diverse manners. Gain
of the spirit through failure of the body--and no less by illusions of
fever than by trance-state visions their seers speak of, when Death
passes the Spirit half through the gates--would indeed be accordant
with the truth of the Shewing that came to Julian, how man is raised
through shame and death into glory and life, since in the weakness of
failing men the strength of Christ is made perfect.
[2] See the Bampton Lectures on _Christian Mysticism_. W. R. Inge. (p.
111.)
[3] See the Introduction to _Le Livre des Visions et Instructions de la
Bienheureuse Angèle de Foligno_, traduit par Ernest Hello. Paris, 1895.
[4]
"When that which drew from out the boundless deep
Turns again home."
[5] _v._ pp. 27, 57, 126, 156, 168; _cf._ Dionysius: "_On Divine
Names._" Cap. iv. (tr. by Parker). S. Aug. _Conf._: b. i. ch. 2; iii.
7; iv. 10-16; vii. 12-18.
[6] See the extract from Hilton given as a note to chapter lvii.
[7] _Little Flowers of a Childhood_ (in Mem. J. D. W., Oct. 1894--March
1899). Some of the thoughts of children,--some of the rising thoughts
of a very little child who, like Julian, faced the darkness of time
(steadfast as Dürer's pilgrim Knight, gentle as Chaucer's,) and
beheld on his journey the shining of the Eternal City,--might be set
beside words of the Mystics as shewing, perhaps, through their very
simplicity, the oneness of truth that there is to see, and the oneness
of souls that see it. Here are convictions that the Cause of love,
felt within, "must be Jesus' Good Spirit"; comfort in discovering of
death's unreality (for if only the body, not the spirit, dies, "Oh,
then it is only _pretending-dying_!"); a flash of discernment, perhaps,
as to the passing away of lifeless evil since although, to the child,
indeed "it is a pity that some one did not come and kill the devil;
and then he would be dead," yet he has his own eschatology: "Well,
when _we_ are all dead, the devil will be dead too." More significant
is a sudden overawed realisation of the great universe (setting pause
to his own run round in play), one door to a quick perception in the
child's devout spirit of analogy binding truths unseen by sense: "Is
this world always going round, _now_?" ('Yes.') "It stays still!
still!--Jesus is looking down now: we don't see Him."--Here, too, are
habitual references to the things that are _meant to be_,--musings
over the goodness and knowledge, the braveness and courtesy "meant to
be" in a _man_; and here is a grateful, trusting sense of the real
'kindness' of 'wild' creatures and of hurting remedies. Many of those
simple utterances, careless yet arresting like a blackbird's song, and
personal with the ardent love and clear reason of a child faithfully
living and bravely dying, seem to attest a kinship with seers of
truth to whom longer trial has offered a sterner strength of complex
thinking, for wider service here, but who, although they may have
learnt thus '_more_' in the knowledge of love, "shall never know nor
learn _other_ thing without end."--"I understood none higher stature in
this life than childhood."
"It is not growing like a tree
In bulk, doth make man better be.
* * * * *
A lily of a day
Is fairer far in May,
Although it fall and die that night,
It was the plant and flower of Light."
For all of the Company of saints have the sight of One Vision, and be
it in the steadfast fulfilment of labour, or from out of the merriment
of play,--through the strong, bright peace of endurance, or the silent
acquiescence of the will, led along valleys of darkness,--or again in
some swift rush of prayer into the morning light,--_all_ of the saints,
the babe and the ancient, beholding "the Blissful Countenance" say
"with one voice": "IT IS WELL." "_Amen. Amen._"
[8] "Catholic Mystics of the Middle Ages." _Edinburgh Review_, October
1896.
[9] In reference to introspection M. Maeterlinck speaks of Ruysbroeck
as "the one analytical mystic." _Ruysbroeck and the Mystics_, p. 19.
[10] In ch. vii. de Cressy's "the Seal of her Ring" gives a misreading.
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