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pp. 137‐144, of sudden non‐religious alterations of habit or
character. He seems right in conceiving all such sudden changes as
results of special cerebral functions unconsciously developing until
they are ready to play a controlling part, when they make irruption
into the conscious life. When we treat of sudden “conversion,” I
shall make as much use as I can of this hypothesis of subconscious
incubation.
95 H. FLETCHER: Menticulture, or the A‐B‐C of True Living, New York and
Chicago, 1899, pp. 26‐36, abridged.
96 I have considerably abridged Tolstoy’s words in my translation.
97 In my quotations from Bunyan I have omitted certain intervening
portions of the text.
98 A sketch of the life of Stephen H. Bradley, from the age of five to
twenty‐four years, including his remarkable experience of the power
of the Holy Spirit on the second evening of November, 1829. Madison,
Connecticut, 1830.
99 Jouffroy is an example: “Down this slope it was that my intelligence
had glided, and little by little it had got far from its first
faith. But this melancholy revolution had not taken place in the
broad daylight of my consciousness; too many scruples, too many
guides and sacred affections had made it dreadful to me, so that I
was far from avowing to myself the progress it had made. It had gone
on in silence, by an involuntary elaboration of which I was not the
accomplice; and although I had in reality long ceased to be a
Christian, yet, in the innocence of my intention, I should have
shuddered to suspect it, and thought it calumny had I been accused
of such a falling away.” Then follows Jouffroy’s account of his
counter‐conversion, quoted above on p. 176.
100 One hardly needs examples; but for love, see p. 179, note; for fear,
p. 162; for remorse, see Othello after the murder; for anger, see
Lear after Cordelia’s first speech to him; for resolve, see p. 178
(J. Foster case). Here is a pathological case in which _guilt_ was
the feeling that suddenly exploded: “One night I was seized on
entering bed with a rigor, such as Swedenborg describes as coming
over him with a sense of holiness, but over me with a sense of
_guilt_. During that whole night I lay under the influence of the
rigor, and from its inception I felt that I was under the curse of
God. I have never done one act of duty in my life—sins against God
and man, beginning as far as my memory goes back—a wildcat in human
shape.”
101 E. D. STARBUCK: The Psychology of Religion, pp. 224, 262.
102 No one understands this better than Jonathan Edwards understood it
already. Conversion narratives of the more commonplace sort must
always be taken with the allowances which he suggests: “A rule
received and established by common consent has a very great, though
to many persons an insensible influence in forming their notions of
the process of their own experience. I know very well how they
proceed as to this matter, for I have had frequent opportunities of
observing their conduct. Very often their experience at first
appears like a confused chaos, but then those parts are selected
which bear the nearest resemblance to such particular steps as are
insisted on; and these are dwelt upon in their thoughts, and spoken
of from time to time, till they grow more and more conspicuous in
their view, and other parts which are neglected grow more and more
obscure. Thus what they have experienced is insensibly strained, so
as to bring it to an exact conformity to the scheme already
established in their minds. And it becomes natural also for
ministers, who have to deal with those who insist upon distinctness
and clearness of method, to do so too.” Treatise on Religious
Affections.
103 Studies in the Psychology of Religious Phenomena, American Journal
of Psychology, vii. 309 (1896).
104 I have abridged Mr. Hadley’s account. For other conversions of
drunkards, see his pamphlet, Rescue Mission Work, published at the
Old Jerry M’Auley Water Street Mission, New York city. A striking
collection of cases also appears in the appendix to Professor
Leuba’s article.
105 A restaurant waiter served provisionally as Gough’s “Saviour.”
General Booth, the founder of the Salvation Army, considers that the
first vital step in saving outcasts consists in making them feel
that some decent human being cares enough for them to take an
interest in the question whether they are to rise or sink.
106 The crisis of apathetic melancholy—no use in life—into which J. S.
Mill records that he fell, and from which he emerged by the reading
of Marmontel’s Memoirs (Heaven save the mark!) and Wordsworth’s
poetry, is another intellectual and general metaphysical case. See
Mill’s Autobiography, New York, 1873, pp. 141, 148.
107 Starbuck, in addition to “escape from sin,” discriminates “spiritual
illumination” as a distinct type of conversion experience.
Psychology of Religion, p. 85.
108 Psychology of Religion, p. 117.
109 Psychology of Religion, p. 385. Compare, also, pp. 137‐144 and 262.
110 For instance, C. G. Finney italicizes the volitional element: “Just
at this point the whole question of Gospel salvation opened to my
mind in a manner most marvelous to me at the time. I think I then
saw, as clearly as I ever have in my life, the reality and fullness
of the atonement of Christ. Gospel salvation seemed to me to be an
offer of something to be accepted, and all that was necessary on my
part was to get my own consent to give up my sins and accept Christ.
After this distinct revelation had stood for some little time before
my mind, the question seemed to be put, ‘Will you accept it now, to‐
day?’ I replied, ‘Yes; _I will accept it to‐day, or I will die in
the attempt!_’ ” He then went into the woods, where he describes his
struggles. He could not pray, his heart was hardened in its pride.
“I then reproached myself for having promised to give my heart to
God before I left the woods. When I came to try, I found I could
not.... My inward soul hung back, and there was no going out of my
heart to God. The thought was pressing me, of the rashness of my
promise that I would give my heart to God that day, or die in the
attempt. It seemed to me as if that was binding on my soul; and yet
I was going to break my vow. A great sinking and discouragement came
over me, and I felt almost too weak to stand upon my knees. Just at
this moment I again thought I heard some one approach me, and I
opened my eyes to see whether it were so. But right there the
revelation of my pride of heart, as the great difficulty that stood
in the way, was distinctly shown to me. An overwhelming sense of my
wickedness in being ashamed to have a human being see me on my knees
before God took such powerful possession of me, that I _cried at the
top of my voice, and exclaimed that I would not leave that place if
all the men on earth and all the devils in hell surrounded me_.
‘What!’ I said, ‘such a degraded sinner as I am, on my knees
confessing my sins to the great and holy God; and ashamed to have
any human being, and a sinner like myself, find me on my knees
endeavoring to make my peace with my offended God!’ The sin appeared
awful, infinite. It broke me down before the Lord.” Memoirs, pp.
14‐16, abridged.
111 STARBUCK: Op. cit., pp. 91, 114.
112 Extracts from the Journal of Mr. John Nelson, London, no date, p.
24.
113 STARBUCK, p. 64.
114 STARBUCK, p. 115.
115 STARBUCK, p. 113.
116 EDWARD’S and DWIGHT’S Life of Brainerd, New Haven, 1822, pp. 45‐47,
abridged.
117 Describing the whole phenomenon as a change of equilibrium, we might
say that the movement of new psychic energies towards the personal
centre and the recession of old ones towards the margin (or the
rising of some objects above, and the sinking of others below the
conscious threshold) were only two ways of describing an indivisible
event. Doubtless this is often absolutely true, and Starbuck is
right when he says that “self‐surrender” and “new determination,”
though seeming at first sight to be such different experiences, are
“really the same thing. Self‐surrender sees the change in terms of
the old self; determination sees it in terms of the new.” Op. cit.,
p. 160.
118 A. A. BONAR: Nettleton and his Labors, Edinburgh, 1854, p. 261.
119 CHARLES G. FINNEY: Memoirs written by Himself, 1876, pp. 17, 18.
120 Life and Journals, Boston, 1806, pp. 31‐40, abridged.
121 My quotations are made from an Italian translation of this letter in
the Biografia del Sig. M. A. Ratisbonne, Ferrara, 1843, which I have
to thank Monsignore D. O’Connell of Rome for bringing to my notice.
I abridge the original.
122 Published in the International Scientific Series.
123 The reader will here please notice that in my exclusive reliance in
the last lecture on the subconscious “incubation” of motives
deposited by a growing experience, I followed the method of
employing accepted principles of explanation as far as one can. The
subliminal region, whatever else it may be, is at any rate a place
now admitted by psychologists to exist for the accumulation of
vestiges of sensible experience (whether inattentively or
attentively registered), and for their elaboration according to
ordinary psychological or logical laws into results that end by
attaining such a “tension” that they may at times enter
consciousness with something like a burst. It thus is “scientific”
to interpret all otherwise unaccountable invasive alterations of
consciousness as results of the tension of subliminal memories
reaching the bursting‐point. But candor obliges me to confess that
there are occasional bursts into consciousness of results of which
it is not easy to demonstrate any prolonged subconscious incubation.
Some of the cases I used to illustrate the sense of presence of the
unseen in Lecture III were of this order (compare pages 59, 61, 62,
67); and we shall see other experiences of the kind when we come to
the subject of mysticism. The case of Mr. Bradley, that of M.
Ratisbonne, possibly that of Colonel Gardiner, possibly that of
Saint Paul, might not be so easily explained in this simple way. The
result, then, would have to be ascribed either to a merely
physiological nerve storm, a “discharging lesion” like that of
epilepsy; or, in case it were useful and rational, as in the two
latter cases named, to some more mystical or theological hypothesis.
I make this remark in order that the reader may realize that the
subject is really complex. But I shall keep myself as far as
possible at present to the more “scientific” view; and only as the
plot thickens in subsequent lectures shall I consider the question
of its absolute sufficiency as an explanation of all the facts. That
subconscious incubation explains a great number of them, there can
be no doubt.
124 Edwards says elsewhere: “I am bold to say that the work of God in
the conversion of one soul, considered together with the source,
foundation, and purchase of it, and also the benefit, end, and
eternal issue of it, is a more glorious work of God than the
creation of the whole material universe.”
125 Emerson writes: “When we see a soul whose acts are regal, graceful,
and pleasant as roses, we must thank God that such things can be and
are, and not turn sourly on the angel and say: Crump is a better
man, with his grunting resistance to all his native devils.” True
enough. Yet Crump may really be the better _Crump_, for his inner
discords and second birth; and your once‐born “regal” character,
though indeed always better than poor Crump, may fall far short of
what he individually might be had he only some Crump‐like capacity
for compunction over his own peculiar diabolisms, graceful and
pleasant and invariably gentlemanly as these may be.
126 In his book, The Spiritual Life, New York, 1900.
127 Op. cit., p. 112.
128 Op. cit., p. 144.
129 I piece together a quotation made by W. Monod, in his book La Vie,
and a letter printed in the work: Adolphe Monod: I., Souvenirs de sa
Vie, 1885, p. 433.
130 Commentary on Galatians, ch. iii. verse 19, and ch. ii. verse 20,
abridged.
131 In some conversions, both steps are distinct; in this one, for
example:—
“Whilst I was reading the evangelical treatise, I was soon struck by
an expression: ‘the finished work of Christ.’ ‘Why,’ I asked of
myself, ‘does the author use these terms? Why does he not say “the
atoning work”?’ Then these words, ‘It is finished,’ presented
themselves to my mind. ‘What is it that is finished?’ I asked, and
in an instant my mind replied: ‘A perfect expiation for sin; entire
satisfaction has been given; the debt has been paid by the
Substitute. Christ has died for our sins; not for ours only, but for
those of all men. If, then, the entire work is finished, all the
debt paid, what remains for me to do?’ In another instant the light
was shed through my mind by the Holy Ghost, and the joyous
conviction was given me that nothing more was to be done, save to
fall on my knees, to accept this Saviour and his love, to praise God
forever.” Autobiography of Hudson Taylor. I translate back into
English from the French translation of Challand (Geneva, no date),
the original not being accessible.
132 Tolstoy’s case was a good comment on those words. There was almost
no theology in his conversion. His faith‐state was the sense come
back that life was infinite in its moral significance.
133 American Journal of Psychology, vii. 345‐347, abridged.
134 Above, p. 152.
135 DWIGHT: Life of Edwards, New York, 1830, p. 61, abridged.
136 W. F. BOURNE: The King’s Son, a Memoir of Billy Bray, London,
Hamilton, Adams & Co., 1887, p. 9.
137 Consult WILLIAM B. SPRAGUE: Lectures on Revivals of Religion, New
York, 1832, in the long Appendix to which the opinions of a large
number of ministers are given.
138 Memoirs, p. 34.
139 These reports of sensorial photism shade off into what are evidently
only metaphorical accounts of the sense of new spiritual
illumination, as, for instance, in Brainerd’s statement: “As I was
walking in a thick grove, unspeakable glory seemed to open to the
apprehension of my soul. I do not mean any external brightness, for
I saw no such thing, nor any imagination of a body of light in the
third heavens, or anything of that nature, but it was a new inward
apprehension or view that I had of God.”
In a case like this next one from Starbuck’s manuscript collection,
the lighting up of the darkness is probably also metaphorical:—
“One Sunday night, I resolved that when I got home to the ranch
where I was working, I would offer myself with my faculties and all
to God to be used only by and for him.... It was raining and the
roads were muddy; but this desire grew so strong that I kneeled down
by the side of the road and told God all about it, intending then to
get up and go on. Such a thing as any special answer to my prayer
never entered my mind, having been converted by faith, but still
being most undoubtedly saved. Well, while I was praying, I remember
holding out my hands to God and telling him they should work for
him, my feet walk for him, my tongue speak for him, etc., etc., if
he would only use me as his instrument and give me a satisfying
experience—when suddenly the darkness of the night seemed lit up—I
felt, realized, knew, that God heard and answered my prayer. Deep
happiness came over me; I felt I was accepted into the inner circle
of God’s loved ones.”
In the following case also the flash of light is metaphorical:—
“A prayer meeting had been called for at close of evening service.
The minister supposed me impressed by his discourse (a mistake—he
was dull). He came and, placing his hand upon my shoulder, said: ‘Do
you not want to give your heart to God?’ I replied in the
affirmative. Then said he, ‘Come to the front seat.’ They sang and
prayed and talked with me. I experienced nothing but unaccountable
wretchedness. They declared that the reason why I did not ‘obtain
peace’ was because I was not willing to give up all to God. After
about two hours the minister said we would go home. As usual, on
retiring, I prayed. In great distress, I at this time simply said,
‘Lord, I have done all I can, I leave the whole matter with thee.’
Immediately, like a flash of light, there came to me a great peace,
and I arose and went into my parents’ bedroom and said, ‘I do feel
so wonderfully happy.’ This I regard as the hour of conversion. It
was the hour in which I became assured of divine acceptance and
favor. So far as my life was concerned, it made little immediate
change.”
140 I add in a note a few more records:—
“One morning, being in deep distress, fearing every moment I should
drop into hell, I was constrained to cry in earnest for mercy, and
the Lord came to my relief, and delivered my soul from the burden
and guilt of sin. My whole frame was in a tremor from head to foot,
and my soul enjoyed sweet peace. The pleasure I then felt was
indescribable. The happiness lasted about three days, during which
time I never spoke to any person about my feelings.” Autobiography
of DAN YOUNG, edited by W. P. STRICKLAND, New York, 1860.
“In an instant there rose up in me such a sense of God’s taking care
of those who put their trust in him that for an hour all the world
was crystalline, the heavens were lucid, and I sprang to my feet and
began to cry and laugh.” H. W. BEECHER, quoted by LEUBA.
“My tears of sorrow changed to joy, and I lay there praising God in
such ecstasy of joy as only the soul who experiences it can
realize.”—“I cannot express how I felt. It was as if I had been in a
dark dungeon and lifted into the light of the sun. I shouted and I
sang praise unto him who loved me and washed me from my sins. I was
forced to retire into a secret place, for the tears did flow, and I
did not wish my shopmates to see me, and yet I could not keep it a
secret.”—“I experienced joy almost to weeping.”—“I felt my face must
have shone like that of Moses. I had a general feeling of buoyancy.
It was the greatest joy it was ever my lot to experience.”—“I wept
and laughed alternately. I was as light as if walking on air. I felt
as if I had gained greater peace and happiness than I had ever
expected to experience.” STARBUCK’S correspondents.
141 Psychology of Religion, pp. 360, 357.
142 SAINTE‐BEUVE: Port‐Royal, vol. i. pp. 95 and 106, abridged.
143 “ ‘Love would not be love,’ says Bourget, ‘unless it could carry one
to crime.’ And so one may say that no passion would be a veritable
passion unless it could carry one to crime.” (SIGHELE: Psychologie
des Sectes, p. 136.) In other words, great passions annul the
ordinary inhibitions set by “conscience.” And conversely, of all the
criminal human beings, the false, cowardly, sensual, or cruel
persons who actually live, there is perhaps not one whose criminal
impulse may not be at some moment overpowered by the presence of
some other emotion to which his character is also potentially
liable, provided that other emotion be only made intense enough.
Fear is usually the most available emotion for this result in this
particular class of persons. It stands for conscience, and may here
be classed appropriately as a “higher affection.” If we are soon to
die, or if we believe a day of judgment to be near at hand, how
quickly do we put our moral house in order—we do not see how sin can
evermore exert temptation over us! Old‐fashioned hell‐fire
Christianity well knew how to extract from fear its full equivalent
in the way of fruits for repentance, and its full conversion value.
144 Example: Benjamin Constant was often marveled at as an extraordinary
instance of superior intelligence with inferior character. He writes
(Journal, Paris, 1895, p. 56), “I am tossed and dragged about by my
miserable weakness. Never was anything so ridiculous as my
indecision. Now marriage, now solitude; now Germany, now France,
hesitation upon hesitation, and all because at bottom I am _unable
to give up anything_.” He can’t “get mad” at any of his
alternatives; and the career of a man beset by such an all‐round
amiability is hopeless.
145 The great thing which the higher excitabilities give is _courage_;
and the addition or subtraction of a certain amount of this quality
makes a different man, a different life. Various excitements let the
courage loose. Trustful hope will do it; inspiring example will do
it; love will do it; wrath will do it. In some people it is natively
so high that the mere touch of danger does it, though danger is for
most men the great inhibitor of action. “Love of adventure” becomes
in such persons a ruling passion. “I believe,” says General
Skobeleff, “that my bravery is simply the passion and at the same
time the contempt of danger. The risk of life fills me with an
exaggerated rapture. The fewer there are to share it, the more I
like it. The participation of my body in the event is required to
furnish me an adequate excitement. Everything intellectual appears
to me to be reflex; but a meeting of man to man, a duel, a danger
into which I can throw myself headforemost, attracts me, moves me,
intoxicates me. I am crazy for it, I love it, I adore it. I run
after danger as one runs after women; I wish it never to stop. Were
it always the same, it would always bring me a new pleasure. When I
throw myself into an adventure in which I hope to find it, my heart
palpitates with the uncertainty; I could wish at once to have it
appear and yet to delay. A sort of painful and delicious shiver
shakes me; my entire nature runs to meet the peril with an impetus
that my will would in vain try to resist.” (JULIETTE ADAM: Le
Général Skobeleff, Nouvelle Revue, 1886, abridged.) Skobeleff seems
to have been a cruel egoist; but the disinterested Garibaldi, if one
may judge by his “Memorie,” lived in an unflagging emotion of
similar danger‐seeking excitement.
146 See the case on p. 70, above, where the writer describes his
experiences of communion with the Divine as consisting “merely in
the _temporary obliteration of the conventionalities_ which usually
cover my life.”
147 Above, p. 201. “The only radical remedy I know for dipsomania is
religiomania,” is a saying I have heard quoted from some medical
man.
148 Doddridge’s Life of Colonel James Gardiner, London Religious Tract
Society, pp. 23‐32.
149 Here, for example, is a case, from Starbuck’s book, in which a
“sensory automatism” brought about quickly what prayers and resolves
had been unable to effect. The subject is a woman. She writes:—
“When I was about forty I tried to quit smoking, but the desire was
on me, and had me in its power. I cried and prayed and promised God
to quit, but could not. I had smoked for fifteen years. When I was
fifty‐three, as I sat by the fire one day smoking, a voice came to
me. I did not hear it with my ears, but more as a dream or sort of
double think. It said, ‘Louisa, lay down smoking.’ At once I
replied, ‘Will you take the desire away?’ But it only kept saying:
‘Louisa, lay down smoking.’ Then I got up, laid my pipe on the
mantel‐shelf, and never smoked again or had any desire to. The
desire was gone as though I had never known it or touched tobacco.
The sight of others smoking and the smell of smoke never gave me the
least wish to touch it again.” The Psychology of Religion, p. 142.
150 Professor Starbuck expresses the radical destruction of old
influences physiologically, as a cutting off of the connection
between higher and lower cerebral centres. “This condition,” he
says, “in which the association‐centres connected with the spiritual
life are cut off from the lower, is often reflected in the way
correspondents describe their experiences.... For example:
‘Temptations from without still assail me, but there is nothing
_within_ to respond to them.’ The ego [here] is wholly identified
with the higher centres, whose quality of feeling is that of
withinness. Another of the respondents says: ‘Since then, although
Satan tempts me, there is as it were a wall of brass around me, so
that his darts cannot touch me.’ ”—Unquestionably, functional
exclusions of this sort must occur in the cerebral organ. But on the
side accessible to introspection, their causal condition is nothing
but the degree of spiritual excitement, getting at last so high and
strong as to be sovereign; and it must be frankly confessed that we
do not know just why or how such sovereignty comes about in one
person and not in another. We can only give our imagination a
certain delusive help by mechanical analogies.
If we should conceive, for example, that the human mind, with its
different possibilities of equilibrium, might be like a many‐sided
solid with different surfaces on which it could lie flat, we might
liken mental revolutions to the spatial revolutions of such a body.
As it is pried up, say by a lever, from a position in which it lies
on surface A, for instance, it will linger for a time unstably
halfway up, and if the lever cease to urge it, it will tumble back
or “relapse” under the continued pull of gravity. But if at last it
rotate far enough for its centre of gravity to pass beyond surface A
altogether, the body will fall over, on surface B, say, and abide
there permanently. The pulls of gravity towards A have vanished, and
may now be disregarded. The polyhedron has become immune against
farther attraction from their direction.
In this figure of speech the lever may correspond to the emotional
influences making for a new life, and the initial pull of gravity to
the ancient drawbacks and inhibitions. So long as the emotional
influence fails to reach a certain pitch of efficacy, the changes it
produces are unstable, and the man relapses into his original
attitude. But when a certain intensity is attained by the new
emotion, a critical point is passed, and there then ensues an
irreversible revolution, equivalent to the production of a new
nature.
151 I use this word in spite of a certain flavor of “sanctimoniousness”
which sometimes clings to it, because no other word suggests as well
the exact combination of affections which the text goes on to
describe.
152 “It will be found,” says Dr. W. R. INGE (in his lectures on
Christian Mysticism, London, 1899, p. 326), “that men of preëminent
saintliness agree very closely in what they tell us. They tell us
that they have arrived at an unshakable conviction, not based on
inference but on immediate experience, that God is a spirit with
whom the human spirit can hold intercourse; that in him meet all
that they can imagine of goodness, truth, and beauty; that they can
see his footprints everywhere in nature, and feel his presence
within them as the very life of their life, so that in proportion as
they come to themselves they come to him. They tell us what
separates us from him and from happiness is, first, self‐seeking in
all its forms; and, secondly, sensuality in all its forms; that
these are the ways of darkness and death, which hide from us the
face of God; while the path of the just is like a shining light,
which shineth more and more unto the perfect day.”
153 The “enthusiasm of humanity” may lead to a life which coalesces in
many respects with that of Christian saintliness. Take the following
rules proposed to members of the Union pour l’Action morale, in the
Bulletin de l’Union, April 1‐15, 1894. See, also, Revue Bleue,
August 13, 1892.
“We would make known in our own persons the usefulness of rule, of
discipline, of resignation and renunciation; we would teach the
necessary perpetuity of suffering, and explain the creative part
which it plays. We would wage war upon false optimism; on the base
hope of happiness coming to us ready made; on the notion of a
salvation by knowledge alone, or by material civilization alone,
vain symbol as this is of civilization, precarious external
arrangement, ill‐fitted to replace the intimate union and consent of
souls. We would wage war also on bad morals, whether in public or in
private life; on luxury, fastidiousness, and over‐refinement; on all
that tends to increase the painful, immoral, and anti‐social
multiplication of our wants; on all that excites envy and dislike in
the soul of the common people, and confirms the notion that the
chief end of life is freedom to enjoy. We would preach by our
example the respect of superiors and equals, the respect of all men;
affectionate simplicity in our relations with inferiors and
insignificant persons; indulgence where our own claims only are
concerned, but firmness in our demands where they relate to duties
towards others or towards the public.
“For the common people are what we help them to become; their vices
are our vices, gazed upon, envied, and imitated; and if they come
back with all their weight upon us, it is but just.”
154 Above, pp. 248 ff.
155 H. THOREAU: Walden, Riverside edition, p. 206, abridged.
156 C. H. HILTY: Glück, vol. i. p. 85.
157 The Mystery of Pain and Death, London, 1892, p. 258.
158 Compare Madame Guyon: “It was my practice to arise at midnight for
purposes of devotion.... It seemed to me that God came at the
precise time and woke me from sleep in order that I might enjoy him.
When I was out of health or greatly fatigued, he did not awake me,
but at such times I felt, even in my sleep, a singular possession of
God. He loved me so much that he seemed to pervade my being, at a
time when I could be only imperfectly conscious of his presence. My
sleep is sometimes broken,—a sort of half sleep; but my soul seems
to be awake enough to know God, when it is hardly capable of knowing
anything else.” T. C. UPHAM: The Life and Religious Experiences of
Madame de la Mothe Guyon, New York, 1877, vol. i. p. 260.
159 I have considerably abridged the words of the original, which is
given in EDWARDS’S Narrative of the Revival in New England.
160 BOUGAUD: Hist. de la Bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, 1894, p. 125.
161 Paris, 1900.
162 Page 130.
163 Page 167.
164 Op. cit., p. 127.
165 The barrier between men and animals also. We read of Towianski, an
eminent Polish patriot and mystic, that “one day one of his friends
met him in the rain, caressing a big dog which was jumping upon him
and covering him horribly with mud. On being asked why he permitted
the animal thus to dirty his clothes, Towianski replied: ‘This dog,
whom I am now meeting for the first time, has shown a great fellow‐
feeling for me, and a great joy in my recognition and acceptance of
his greetings. Were I to drive him off, I should wound his feelings
and do him a moral injury. It would be an offense not only to him,
but to all the spirits of the other world who are on the same level
with him. The damage which he does to my coat is as nothing in
comparison with the wrong which I should inflict upon him, in case I
were to remain indifferent to the manifestations of his friendship.
We ought,’ he added, ‘both to lighten the condition of animals,
whenever we can, and at the same time to facilitate in ourselves
that union of the world of all spirits, which the sacrifice of
Christ has made possible.’ ” André Towianski, Traduction de
l’Italien, Turin, 1897 (privately printed). I owe my knowledge of
this book and of Towianski to my friend Professor W. Lutoslawski,
author of “Plato’s Logic.”
166 J. PATTERSON’S Life of Richard Weaver, pp. 66‐68, abridged.
167 As where the future Buddha, incarnated as a hare, jumps into the
fire to cook himself for a meal for a beggar—having previously
shaken himself three times, so that none of the insects in his fur
should perish with him.
168 Bulletin de l’Union pour l’Action Morale, September, 1894.
169 B. PASCAL: Prières pour les Maladies, §§ xiii., xiv., abridged.
170 From THOMAS C. UPHAM’S Life and Religious Opinions and Experiences
of Madame de la Mothe Guyon, New York, 1877, ii. 48, i. 141, 413,
abridged.
171 Op. cit., London, 1901, p. 130.
172 CLAPARÈDE et GOTY: Deux Héroines de la Foi, Paris, 1880, p. 112.
173 Compare these three different statements of it: A. P. CALL: As a
Matter of Course, Boston, 1894; H. W. DRESSER: Living by the Spirit,
New York and London, 1900; H. W. SMITH: The Christian’s Secret of a
Happy Life, published by the Willard Tract Repository, and now in
thousands of hands.
174 T. C. UPHAM: Life of Madame Catharine Adorna, 3d ed., New York,
1864, pp. 158, 172‐174.
175 The History of THOMAS ELWOOD, written by Himself, London, 1885, pp.
32‐34.
176 Memoirs of W.E. Channing, Boston, 1840, i. 196.
177 L. TYERMAN: The Life and Times of the Rev. John Wesley, i. 274.
178 A. MOUNIN: Le Curé d’Ars, Vie de M. J. B. M. Vianney, 1864, p. 545,
abridged.
179 B. WENDELL: Cotton Mather, New York, no date, p. 198.
180 That of the earlier Jesuit, RODRIGUEZ, which has been translated
into all languages, is one of the best known. A convenient modern
manual, very well put together, is L’Ascétique Chrétienne, by M. J.
RIBET, Paris, Poussielgue, nouvelle édition, 1898.
181 SAINT JEAN DE LA CROIX, Vie et Œuvres, Paris, 1893, ii. 94, 99,
abridged.
182 “Insects,” i.e. lice, were an unfailing token of mediæval sainthood.
We read of Francis of Assisi’s sheepskin that “often a companion of
the saint would take it to the fire to clean and _dispediculate_ it,
doing so, as he said, because the seraphic father himself was no
enemy of _pedocchi_, but on the contrary kept them on him (le
portava adosso), and held it for an honor and a glory to wear these
celestial pearls in his habit.” Quoted by P. SABATIER: Speculum
Perfectionis, etc., Paris, 1898, p. 231, note.
183 The Life of the Blessed HENRY SUSO, by Himself, translated by T. F.
KNOX, London, 1865, pp. 56‐80, abridged.
184 BOUGAUD: Hist. de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, Paris, 1894, pp.
265, 171. Compare, also, pp. 386, 387.
185 LEJEUNE: Introduction à la Vie Mystique, 1899, p. 277. The holocaust
simile goes back at least as far as Ignatius Loyola.
186 ALFONSO RODRIGUEZ, S. J.: Pratique de la Perfection Chrétienne, Part
iii., Treatise v., ch. x.
187 Letters li. and cxx. of the collection translated into French by
BOUIX, Paris, 1870.
188 BARTOLI‐MICHEL, ii. 13.
189 RODRIGUEZ: Op. cit., Part iii., Treatise v., ch. vi.
190 SAINTE‐BEUVE: Histoire de Port Royal, i. 346.
191 RODRIGUEZ: Op. cit., Part iii., Treatise iii., chaps. vi., vii.
192 R. PHILIP: The Life and Times of George Whitefield, London, 1842, p.
366.
193 EDWARD CARPENTER: Towards Democracy, p. 362, abridged.
194 Speculum Perfectionis, ed. P. SABATIER, Paris, 1898, pp. 10, 13.
195 An Apology for M. Antonia Bourignon, London, 1699, pp. 269, 270,
abridged.
Another example from Starbuck’s MS. collection:—
“At a meeting held at six the next morning, I heard a man relate his
experience. He said: The Lord asked him if he would confess Christ
among the quarrymen with whom he worked, and he said he would. Then
he asked him if he would give up to be used of the Lord the four
hundred dollars he had laid up, and he said he would, and thus the
Lord saved him. The thought came to me at once that I had never made
a real consecration either of myself or of my property to the Lord,
but had always tried to serve the Lord in _my_ way. Now the Lord
asked me if I would serve him in _his_ way, and go out alone and
penniless if he so ordered. The question was pressed home, and I
must decide: To forsake all and have him, or have all and lose him!
I soon decided to take him; and the blessed assurance came, that he
had taken me for his own, and my joy was full. I returned home from
the meeting with feelings as simple as a child. I thought all would
be glad to hear of the joy of the Lord that possessed me, and so I
began to tell the simple story. But to my great surprise, the
pastors (for I attended meetings in three churches) opposed the
experience and said it was fanaticism, and one told the members of
his church to shun those that professed it, and I soon found that my
foes were those of my own household.”
196 J. J. CHAPMAN, in the Political Nursery, vol. iv. p. 4, April, 1900,
abridged.
197 GEORGE FOX: Journal, Philadelphia, 1800, pp. 59‐61, abridged.
198 Christian saints have had their specialties of devotion, Saint
Francis to Christ’s wounds; Saint Anthony of Padua to Christ’s
childhood; Saint Bernard to his humanity; Saint Teresa to Saint
Joseph, etc. The Shi‐ite Mohammedans venerate Ali, the Prophet’s
son‐in‐law, instead of Abu‐bekr, his brother‐in‐law. Vambéry
describes a dervish whom he met in Persia, “who had solemnly vowed,
thirty years before, that he would never employ his organs of speech
otherwise but in uttering, everlastingly, the name of his favorite,
_Ali, Ali_. He thus wished to signify to the world that he was the
most devoted partisan of that Ali who had been dead a thousand
years. In his own home, speaking with his wife, children, and
friends, no other word but ‘Ali!’ ever passed his lips. If he wanted
food or drink or anything else, he expressed his wants still by
repeating ‘Ali!’ Begging or buying at the bazaar, it was always
‘Ali!’ Treated ill or generously, he would still harp on his
monotonous ‘Ali!’ Latterly his zeal assumed such tremendous
proportions that, like a madman, he would race, the whole day, up
and down the streets of the town, throwing his stick high up into
the air, and shriek out, all the while, at the top of his voice,
‘Ali!’ This dervish was venerated by everybody as a saint, and
received everywhere with the greatest distinction.” ARMINIUS
VAMBÉRY, his Life and Adventures, written by Himself, London, 1889,
p. 69. On the anniversary of the death of Hussein, Ali’s son, the
Shi‐ite Moslems still make the air resound with cries of his name
and Ali’s.
199 Compare H. C. WARREN: Buddhism in Translation, Cambridge, U. S.,
1898, passim.
200 Compare J. L. MERRICK: The Life and Religion of Mohammed, as
contained in the Sheeah traditions of the Hyat‐ul‐Kuloob, Boston,
1850, passim.
201 BOUGAUD: Hist. de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, Paris, 1894, p.
145.
202 BOUGAUD: Hist. de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, Paris, 1894, pp.
365, 241.
203 BOUGAUD: Op. cit., p. 267.
204 Examples: “Suffering from a headache, she sought, for the glory of
God, to relieve herself by holding certain odoriferous substances in
her mouth, when the Lord appeared to her to lean over towards her
lovingly, and to find comfort Himself in these odors. After having
gently breathed them in, He arose, and said with a gratified air to
the Saints, as if contented with what He had done: ‘See the new
present which my betrothed has given Me!’
“One day, at chapel, she heard supernaturally sung the words,
‘_Sanctus, Sanctus, Sanctus_.’ The Son of God leaning towards her
like a sweet lover, and giving to her soul the softest kiss, said to
her at the second Sanctus: ‘In this _Sanctus_ addressed to my
person, receive with this kiss all the sanctity of my divinity and
of my humanity, and let it be to thee a sufficient preparation for
approaching the communion table.’ And the next following Sunday,
while she was thanking God for this favor, behold the Son of God,
more beauteous than thousands of angels, takes her in His arms as if
He were proud of her, and presents her to God the Father, in that
perfection of sanctity with which He had dowered her. And the Father
took such delight in this soul thus presented by His only Son, that,
as if unable longer to restrain Himself, He gave her, and the Holy
Ghost gave her also, the Sanctity attributed to each by His own
_Sanctus_—and thus she remained endowed with the plenary fullness of
the blessing of _Sanctity_, bestowed on her by Omnipotence, by
Wisdom, and by Love.” Révélations de Sainte Gertrude, Paris, 1898,
i. 44, 186.
205 FURNEAUX JORDAN: Character in Birth and Parentage, first edition.
Later editions change the nomenclature.
206 As to this distinction, see the admirably practical account in J. M.
BALDWIN’S little book, The Story of the Mind, 1898.
207 On this subject I refer to the work of M. MURISIER (Les Maladies du
Sentiment Religieux, Paris, 1901), who makes inner unification the
mainspring of the whole religious life. But _all_ strongly ideal
interests, religious or irreligious, unify the mind and tend to
subordinate everything to themselves. One would infer from M.
Murisier’s pages that this formal condition was peculiarly
characteristic of religion, and that one might in comparison almost
neglect material content, in studying the latter. I trust that the
present work will convince the reader that religion has plenty of
material content which is characteristic, and which is more
important by far than any general psychological form. In spite of
this criticism, I find M. Murisier’s book highly instructive.
208 Example: “At the first beginning of the Servitor’s [Suso’s] interior
life, after he had purified his soul properly by confession, he
marked out for himself, in thought, three circles, within which he
shut himself up, as in a spiritual intrenchment. The first circle
was his cell, his chapel, and the choir. When he was within this
circle, he seemed to himself in complete security. The second circle
was the whole monastery as far as the outer gate. The third and
outermost circle was the gate itself, and here it was necessary for
him to stand well upon his guard. When he went outside these
circles, it seemed to him that he was in the plight of some wild
animal which is outside its hole, and surrounded by the hunt, and
therefore in need of all its cunning and watchfulness.” The Life of
the Blessed Henry Suso, by Himself, translated by KNOX, London,
1865, p. 168.
209 Vie des premières Religieuses Dominicaines de la Congrégation de St.
Dominique, à Nancy; Nancy, 1896, p. 129.
210 MESCHLER’S Life of Saint Louis of Gonzaga, French translation by
LEBRÉQUIER, 1891; p. 40.
211 In his boyish note‐book he praises the monastic life for its freedom
from sin, and for the imperishable treasures, which it enables us to
store up, “of merit in God’s eyes which makes of Him our debtor for
all Eternity.” Loc. cit., p. 62.
212 Mademoiselle Mori, a novel quoted in HARE’S Walks in Rome, 1900, i.
55.
I cannot resist the temptation to quote from Starbuck’s book, p.
388, another case of purification by elimination. It runs as
follows:—
“The signs of abnormality which sanctified persons show are of
frequent occurrence. They get out of tune with other people; often
they will have nothing to do with churches, which they regard as
worldly; they become hypercritical towards others; they grow
careless of their social, political, and financial obligations. As
an instance of this type may be mentioned a woman of sixty‐eight of
whom the writer made a special study. She had been a member of one
of the most active and progressive churches in a busy part of a
large city. Her pastor described her as having reached the
censorious stage. She had grown more and more out of sympathy with
the church; her connection with it finally consisted simply in
attendance at prayer‐meeting, at which her only message was that of
reproof and condemnation of the others for living on a low plane. At
last she withdrew from fellowship with any church. The writer found
her living alone in a little room on the top story of a cheap
boarding‐house, quite out of touch with all human relations, but
apparently happy in the enjoyment of her own spiritual blessings.
Her time was occupied in writing booklets on sanctification—page
after page of dreamy rhapsody. She proved to be one of a small group
of persons who claim that entire salvation involves three steps
instead of two; not only must there be conversion and
sanctification, but a third, which they call ‘crucifixion’ or
‘perfect redemption,’ and which seems to bear the same relation to
sanctification that this bears to conversion. She related how the
Spirit had said to her, ‘Stop going to church. Stop going to
holiness meetings. Go to your own room and I will teach you.’ She
professes to care nothing for colleges, or preachers, or churches,
but only cares to listen to what God says to her. Her description of
her experience seemed entirely consistent; she is happy and
contented, and her life is entirely satisfactory to herself. While
listening to her own story, one was tempted to forget that it was
from the life of a person who could not live by it in conjunction
with her fellows.”
213 The best missionary lives abound in the victorious combination of
non‐resistance with personal authority. John G. Paton, for example,
in the New Hebrides, among brutish Melanesian cannibals, preserves a
charmed life by dint of it. When it comes to the point, no one ever
dares actually to strike him. Native converts, inspired by him,
showed analogous virtue. “One of our chiefs, full of the Christ‐
kindled desire to seek and to save, sent a message to an inland
chief, that he and four attendants would come on Sabbath and tell
them the gospel of Jehovah God. The reply came back sternly
forbidding their visit, and threatening with death any Christian
that approached their village. Our chief sent in response a loving
message, telling them that Jehovah had taught the Christians to
return good for evil, and that they would come unarmed to tell them
the story of how the Son of God came into the world and died in
order to bless and save his enemies. The heathen chief sent back a
stern and prompt reply once more: ‘If you come, you will be killed.’
On Sabbath morn the Christian chief and his four companions were met
outside the village by the heathen chief, who implored and
threatened them once more. But the former said:—
“ ‘We come to you without weapons of war! We come only to tell you
about Jesus. We believe that He will protect us to‐day.’
“As they pressed steadily forward towards the village, spears began
to be thrown at them. Some they evaded, being all except one
dexterous warriors; and others they literally received with their
bare hands, and turned them aside in an incredible manner. The
heathen, apparently thunderstruck at these men thus approaching them
without weapons of war, and not even flinging back their own spears
which they had caught, after having thrown what the old chief called
‘a shower of spears,’ desisted from mere surprise. Our Christian
chief called out, as he and his companions drew up in the midst of
them on the village public ground:—
“ ‘Jehovah thus protects us. He has given us all your spears! Once
we would have thrown them back at you and killed you. But now we
come, not to fight but to tell you about Jesus. He has changed our
dark hearts. He asks you now to lay down all these your other
weapons of war, and to hear what we can tell you about the love of
God, our great Father, the only living God.’
“The heathen were perfectly overawed. They manifestly looked on
these Christians as protected by some Invisible One. They listened
for the first time to the story of the Gospel and of the Cross. We
lived to see that chief and all his tribe sitting in the school of
Christ. And there is perhaps not an island in these southern seas,
amongst all those won for Christ, where similar acts of heroism on
the part of converts cannot be recited.” JOHN G. PATON, Missionary
to the New Hebrides, An Autobiography, second part, London, 1890, p.
243.
214 Saint Peter, Saint Teresa tells us in her autobiography (French
translation, p. 333), “had passed forty years without ever sleeping
more than an hour and a half a day. Of all his mortifications, this
was the one that had cost him the most. To compass it, he kept
always on his knees or on his feet. The little sleep he allowed
nature to take was snatched in a sitting posture, his head leaning
against a piece of wood fixed in the wall. Even had he wished to lie
down, it would have been impossible, because his cell was only four
feet and a half long. In the course of all these years he never
raised his hood, no matter what the ardor of the sun or the rain’s
strength. He never put on a shoe. He wore a garment of coarse
sackcloth, with nothing else upon his skin. This garment was as
scant as possible, and over it a little cloak of the same stuff.
When the cold was great he took off the cloak and opened for a while
the door and little window of his cell. Then he closed them and
resumed the mantle,—his way, as he told us, of warming himself, and
making his body feel a better temperature. It was a frequent thing
with him to eat once only in three days; and when I expressed my
surprise, he said that it was very easy if one once had acquired the
habit. One of his companions has assured me that he has gone
sometimes eight days without food.... His poverty was extreme; and
his mortification, even in his youth, was such that he told me he
had passed three years in a house of his order without knowing any
of the monks otherwise than by the sound of their voice, for he
never raised his eyes, and only found his way about by following the
others. He showed this same modesty on public highways. He spent
many years without ever laying eyes upon a woman; but he confessed
to me that at the age he had reached it was indifferent to him
whether he laid eyes on them or not. He was very old when I first
came to know him, and his body so attenuated that it seemed formed
of nothing so much as of so many roots of trees. With all this
sanctity he was very affable. He never spoke unless he was
questioned, but his intellectual right‐mindedness and grace gave to
all his words an irresistible charm.”
215 F. MAX MÜLLER: Ramakrishna, his Life and Sayings, 1899, p. 180.
216 OLDENBERG: Buddha; translated by W. HOEY, London, 1882, p. 127.
217 “The vanities of all others may die out, but the vanity of a saint
as regards his sainthood is hard indeed to wear away.” Ramakrishna,
his Life and Sayings, 1899, p. 172.
218 “When a church has to be run by oysters, ice‐cream, and fun,” I read
in an American religious paper, “you may be sure that it is running
away from Christ.” Such, if one may judge by appearances, is the
present plight of many of our churches.
219 C. V. B. K.: Friedens‐ und Kriegs‐moral der Heere. Quoted by HAMON:
Psychologie du Militaire professional, 1895, p. xli.
220 Zur Genealogie der Moral, Dritte Abhandlung, § 14. I have abridged,
and in one place transposed, a sentence.
221 We all know _daft_ saints, and they inspire a queer kind of
aversion. But in comparing saints with strong men we must choose
individuals on the same intellectual level. The under‐witted strong
man, homologous in his sphere with the under‐witted saint, is the
bully of the slums, the hooligan or rowdy. Surely on this level also
the saint preserves a certain superiority.
222 See above, p. 327.
223 Above, pp. 327‐334.
224 Newman’s _Securus judicat orbis terrarum_ is another instance.
225 “Mesopotamia” is the stock comic instance.—An excellent old German
lady, who had done some traveling in her day, used to describe to me
her _Sehnsucht_ that she might yet visit “Philadelphiā,” whose
wondrous name had always haunted her imagination. Of John Foster it
is said that “single words (as _chalcedony_), or the names of
ancient heroes, had a mighty fascination over him. ‘At any time the
word _hermit_ was enough to transport him.’ The words _woods_ and
_forests_ would produce the most powerful emotion.” Foster’s Life,
by RYLAND, New York, 1846, p. 3.
226 The Two Voices. In a letter to Mr. B. P. Blood, Tennyson reports of
himself as follows:—
“I have never had any revelations through anæsthetics, but a kind of
waking trance—this for lack of a better word—I have frequently had,
quite up from boyhood, when I have been all alone. This has come
upon me through repeating my own name to myself silently, till all
at once, as it were out of the intensity of the consciousness of
individuality, individuality itself seemed to dissolve and fade away
into boundless being, and this not a confused state but the
clearest, the surest of the surest, utterly beyond words—where death
was an almost laughable impossibility—the loss of personality (if so
it were) seeming no extinction, but the only true life. I am ashamed
of my feeble description. Have I not said the state is utterly
beyond words?”
Professor Tyndall, in a letter, recalls Tennyson saying of this
condition: “By God Almighty! there is no delusion in the matter! It
is no nebulous ecstasy, but a state of transcendent wonder,
associated with absolute clearness of mind.” Memoirs of Alfred
Tennyson, ii. 473.
227 The Lancet, July 6 and 13, 1895, reprinted as the Cavendish Lecture,
on Dreamy Mental States, London, Baillière, 1895. They have been a
good deal discussed of late by psychologists. See, for example,
BERNARD‐LEROY: L’Illusion de Fausse Reconnaissance, Paris, 1898.
228 Charles Kingsley’s Life, i. 55, quoted by INGE: Christian Mysticism,
London, 1899, p. 341.
229 H. F. BROWN: J. A. Symonds, a Biography, London, 1895, pp. 29‐31,
abridged.
230 Crichton‐Browne expressly says that Symonds’s “highest nerve centres
were in some degree enfeebled or damaged by these dreamy mental
states which afflicted him so grievously.” Symonds was, however, a
perfect monster of many‐sided cerebral efficiency, and his critic
gives no objective grounds whatever for his strange opinion, save
that Symonds complained occasionally, as all susceptible and
ambitious men complain, of lassitude and uncertainty as to his
life’s mission.
231 What reader of Hegel can doubt that that sense of a perfected Being
with all its otherness soaked up into itself, which dominates his
whole philosophy, must have come from the prominence in his
consciousness of mystical moods like this, in most persons kept
subliminal? The notion is thoroughly characteristic of the mystical
level, and the _Aufgabe_ of making it articulate was surely set to
Hegel’s intellect by mystical feeling.
232 BENJAMIN PAUL BLOOD: The Anæsthetic Revelation and the Gist of
Philosophy, Amsterdam, N. Y., 1874, pp. 35, 36. Mr. Blood has made
several attempts to adumbrate the anæsthetic revelation, in
pamphlets of rare literary distinction, privately printed and
distributed by himself at Amsterdam. Xenos Clark, a philosopher, who
died young at Amherst in the ’80’s, much lamented by those who knew
him, was also impressed by the revelation. “In the first place,” he
once wrote to me, “Mr. Blood and I agree that the revelation is, if
anything, non‐emotional. It is utterly flat. It is, as Mr. Blood
says, ‘the one sole and sufficient insight why, or not why, but how,
the present is pushed on by the past, and sucked forward by the
vacuity of the future. Its inevitableness defeats all attempts at
stopping or accounting for it. It is all precedence and
presupposition, and questioning is in regard to it forever too late.
It is an _initiation of the past_.’ The real secret would be the
formula by which the ‘now’ keeps exfoliating out of itself, yet
never escapes. What is it, indeed, that keeps existence exfoliating?
The formal being of anything, the logical definition of it, is
static. For mere logic every question contains its own answer—we
simply fill the hole with the dirt we dug out. Why are twice two
four? Because, in fact, four is twice two. Thus logic finds in life
no propulsion, only a momentum. It goes because it is a‐going. But
the revelation adds: it goes because it is and _was_ a‐going. You
walk, as it were, round yourself in the revelation. Ordinary
philosophy is like a hound hunting his own trail. The more he hunts
the farther he has to go, and his nose never catches up with his
heels, because it is forever ahead of them. So the present is
already a foregone conclusion, and I am ever too late to understand
it. But at the moment of recovery from anæsthesis, just then,
_before starting on life_, I catch, so to speak, a glimpse of my
heels, a glimpse of the eternal process just in the act of starting.
The truth is that we travel on a journey that was accomplished
before we set out; and the real end of philosophy is accomplished,
not when we arrive at, but when we remain in, our destination (being
already there),—which may occur vicariously in this life when we
cease our intellectual questioning. That is why there is a smile
upon the face of the revelation, as we view it. It tells us that we
are forever half a second too late—that’s all. ‘You could kiss your
own lips, and have all the fun to yourself,’ it says, if you only
knew the trick. It would be perfectly easy if they would just stay
there till you got round to them. Why don’t you manage it somehow?”
Dialectically minded readers of this farrago will at least recognize
the region of thought of which Mr. Clark writes, as familiar. In his
latest pamphlet, “Tennyson’s Trances and the Anæsthetic Revelation,”
Mr. Blood describes its value for life as follows:—
“The Anæsthetic Revelation is the Initiation of Man into the
Immemorial Mystery of the Open Secret of Being, revealed as the
Inevitable Vortex of Continuity. Inevitable is the word. Its motive
is inherent—it is what has to be. It is not for any love or hate,
nor for joy nor sorrow, nor good nor ill. End, beginning, or
purpose, it knows not of.
“It affords no particular of the multiplicity and variety of things;
but it fills appreciation of the historical and the sacred with a
secular and intimately personal illumination of the nature and
motive of existence, which then seems reminiscent—as if it should
have appeared, or shall yet appear, to every participant thereof.
“Although it is at first startling in its solemnity, it becomes
directly such a matter of course—so old‐fashioned, and so akin to
proverbs, that it inspires exultation rather than fear, and a sense
of safety, as identified with the aboriginal and the universal. But
no words may express the imposing certainty of the patient that he
is realizing the primordial, Adamic surprise of Life.
“Repetition of the experience finds it ever the same, and as if it
could not possibly be otherwise. The subject resumes his normal
consciousness only to partially and fitfully remember its
occurrence, and to try to formulate its baffling import,—with only
this consolatory afterthought: that he has known the oldest truth,
and that he has done with human theories as to the origin, meaning,
or destiny of the race. He is beyond instruction in ‘spiritual
things.’
“The lesson is one of central safety: the Kingdom is within. All
days are judgment days: but there can be no climacteric purpose of
eternity, nor any scheme of the whole. The astronomer abridges the
row of bewildering figures by increasing his unit of measurement: so
may we reduce the distracting multiplicity of things to the unity
for which each of us stands.
“This has been my moral sustenance since I have known of it. In my
first printed mention of it I declared: ‘The world is no more the
alien terror that was taught me. Spurning the cloud‐grimed and still
sultry battlements whence so lately Jehovan thunders boomed, my gray
gull lifts her wing against the nightfall, and takes the dim leagues
with a fearless eye.’ And now, after twenty‐seven years of this
experience, the wing is grayer, but the eye is fearless still, while
I renew and doubly emphasize that declaration. I know—as having
known—the meaning of Existence: the sane centre of the universe—at
once the wonder and the assurance of the soul—for which the speech
of reason has as yet no name but the Anæsthetic Revelation.”—I have
considerably abridged the quotation.
233 Op. cit., pp. 78‐80, abridged. I subjoin, also abridging it, another
interesting anæsthetic revelation communicated to me in manuscript
by a friend in England. The subject, a gifted woman, was taking
ether for a surgical operation.
“I wondered if I was in a prison being tortured, and why I
remembered having heard it said that people ‘learn through
suffering,’ and in view of what I was seeing, the inadequacy of this
saying struck me so much that I said, aloud, ‘to suffer _is_ to
learn.’
“With that I became unconscious again, and my last dream immediately
preceded my real coming to. It only lasted a few seconds, and was
most vivid and real to me, though it may not be clear in words.
“A great Being or Power was traveling through the sky, his foot was
on a kind of lightning as a wheel is on a rail, it was his pathway.
The lightning was made entirely of the spirits of innumerable people
close to one another, and I was one of them. He moved in a straight
line, and each part of the streak or flash came into its short
conscious existence only that he might travel. I seemed to be
directly under the foot of God, and I thought he was grinding his
own life up out of my pain. Then I saw that what he had been trying
with all his might to do was to _change his course_, to _bend_ the
line of lightning to which he was tied, in the direction in which he
wanted to go. I felt my flexibility and helplessness, and knew that
he would succeed. He bended me, turning his corner by means of my
hurt, hurting me more than I had ever been hurt in my life, and at
the acutest point of this, as he passed, I _saw_. I understood for a
moment things that I have now forgotten, things that no one could
remember while retaining sanity. The angle was an obtuse angle, and
I remember thinking as I woke that had he made it a right or acute
angle, I should have both suffered and ‘seen’ still more, and should
probably have died.
“He went on and I came to. In that moment the whole of my life
passed before me, including each little meaningless piece of
distress, and I _understood_ them. _This_ was what it had all meant,
_this_ was the piece of work it had all been contributing to do. I
did not see God’s purpose, I only saw his intentness and his entire
relentlessness towards his means. He thought no more of me than a
man thinks of hurting a cork when he is opening wine, or hurting a
cartridge when he is firing. And yet, on waking, my first feeling
was, and it came with tears, ‘Domine non sum digna,’ for I had been
lifted into a position for which I was too small. I realized that in
that half hour under ether I had served God more distinctly and
purely than I had ever done in my life before, or that I am capable
of desiring to do. I was the means of his achieving and revealing
something, I know not what or to whom, and that, to the exact extent
of my capacity for suffering.
“While regaining consciousness, I wondered why, since I had gone so
deep, I had seen nothing of what the saints call the _love_ of God,
nothing but his relentlessness. And then I heard an answer, which I
could only just catch, saying, ‘Knowledge and Love are One, and the
_measure_ is suffering’—I give the words as they came to me. With
that I came finally to (into what seemed a dream world compared with
the reality of what I was leaving), and I saw that what would be
called the ‘cause’ of my experience was a slight operation under
insufficient ether, in a bed pushed up against a window, a common
city window in a common city street. If I had to formulate a few of
the things I then caught a glimpse of, they would run somewhat as
follows:—
“The eternal necessity of suffering and its eternal vicariousness.
The veiled and incommunicable nature of the worst sufferings;—the
passivity of genius, how it is essentially instrumental and
defenseless, moved, not moving, it must do what it does;—the
impossibility of discovery without its price;—finally, the excess of
what the suffering ‘seer’ or genius pays over what his generation
gains. (He seems like one who sweats his life out to earn enough to
save a district from famine, and just as he staggers back, dying and
satisfied, bringing a lac of rupees to buy grain with, God lifts the
lac away, dropping _one_ rupee, and says, ‘That you may give them.
That you have earned for them. The rest is for ME.’) I perceived
also in a way never to be forgotten, the excess of what we see over
what we can demonstrate.
“And so on!—these things may seem to you delusions, or truisms; but
for me they are dark truths, and the power to put them into even
such words as these has been given me by an ether dream.”
234 In Tune with the Infinite, p. 137.
235 The larger God may then swallow up the smaller one. I take this from
Starbuck’s manuscript collection:—
“I never lost the consciousness of the presence of God until I stood
at the foot of the Horseshoe Falls, Niagara. Then I lost him in the
immensity of what I saw. I also lost myself, feeling that I was an
atom too small for the notice of Almighty God.”
I subjoin another similar case from Starbuck’s collection:—
“In that time the consciousness of God’s nearness came to me
sometimes. I say God, to describe what is indescribable. A presence,
I might say, yet that is too suggestive of personality, and the
moments of which I speak did not hold the consciousness of a
personality, but something in myself made me feel myself a part of
something bigger than I, that was controlling. I felt myself one
with the grass, the trees, birds, insects, everything in Nature. I
exulted in the mere fact of existence, of being a part of it all—the
drizzling rain, the shadows of the clouds, the tree‐trunks, and so
on. In the years following, such moments continued to come, but I
wanted them constantly. I knew so well the satisfaction of losing
self in a perception of supreme power and love, that I was unhappy
because that perception was not constant.” The cases quoted in my
third lecture, pp. 66, 67, 70, are still better ones of this type.
In her essay, The Loss of Personality, in The Atlantic Monthly (vol.
lxxxv. p. 195), Miss Ethel D. Puffer explains that the vanishing of
the sense of self, and the feeling of immediate unity with the
object, is due to the disappearance, in these rapturous experiences,
of the motor adjustments which habitually intermediate between the
constant background of consciousness (which is the Self) and the
object in the foreground, whatever it may be. I must refer the
reader to the highly instructive article, which seems to me to throw
light upon the psychological conditions, though it fails to account
for the rapture or the revelation‐value of the experience in the
Subject’s eyes.
236 Op. cit., i. 43‐44.
237 Memoiren einer Idealistin, 5te Auflage, 1900, iii. 166. For years
she had been unable to pray, owing to materialistic belief.
238 Whitman in another place expresses in a quieter way what was
probably with him a chronic mystical perception: “There is,” he
writes, “apart from mere intellect, in the make‐up of every superior
human identity, a wondrous something that realizes without argument,
frequently without what is called education (though I think it the
goal and apex of all education deserving the name), an intuition of
the absolute balance, in time and space, of the whole of this
multifariousness, this revel of fools, and incredible make‐believe
and general unsettledness, we call _the world_; a soul‐sight of that
divine clue and unseen thread which holds the whole congeries of
things, all history and time, and all events, however trivial,
however momentous, like a leashed dog in the hand of the hunter.
[Of] such soul‐sight and root‐centre for the mind mere optimism
explains only the surface.” Whitman charges it against Carlyle that
he lacked this perception. Specimen Days and Collect, Philadelphia,
1882, p. 174.
239 My Quest for God, London, 1897, pp. 268, 269, abridged.
240 Op. cit., pp. 256, 257, abridged.
241 Cosmic Consciousness: a study in the evolution of the human Mind,
Philadelphia, 1901, p. 2.
242 Loc. cit., pp. 7, 8. My quotation follows the privately printed
pamphlet which preceded Dr. Bucke’s larger work, and differs
verbally a little from the text of the latter.
243 My quotations are from VIVEKANANDA, Raja Yoga, London, 1896. The
completest source of information on Yoga is the work translated by
VIHARI LALA MITRA: Yoga Vasishta Maha Ramayana, 4 vols., Calcutta,
1891‐99.
244 A European witness, after carefully comparing the results of Yoga
with those of the hypnotic or dreamy states artificially producible
by us, says: “It makes of its true disciples good, healthy, and
happy men.... Through the mastery which the yogi attains over his
thoughts and his body, he grows into a ‘character.’ By the
subjection of his impulses and propensities to his will, and the
fixing of the latter upon the ideal of goodness, he becomes a
‘personality’ hard to influence by others, and thus almost the
opposite of what we usually imagine a ‘medium’ so‐called, or
‘psychic subject’ to be.” KARL KELLNER: Yoga: Eine Skizze, München,
1896, p. 21.
245 I follow the account in C. F. KOEPPEN: Die Religion des Buddha,
Berlin, 1857, i. 585 ff.
246 For a full account of him, see D. B. MACDONALD: The Life of Al‐
Ghazzali, in the Journal of the American Oriental Society, 1899,
vol. xx. p. 71.
247 A. SCHMÖLDERS: Essai sur les écoles philosophiques chez les Arabes,
Paris, 1842, pp. 54‐68, abridged.
248 GÖRRES’S Christliche Mystik gives a full account of the facts. So
does RIBET’S Mystique Divine, 2 vols., Paris, 1890. A still more
methodical modern work is the Mystica Theologia of VALLGORNERA, 2
vols., Turin, 1890.
249 M. RÉCÉJAC, in a recent volume, makes them essential. Mysticism he
defines as “the tendency to draw near to the Absolute morally, _and
by the aid of Symbols_.” See his Fondements de la Connaissance
mystique, Paris, 1897, p. 66. But there are unquestionably mystical
conditions in which sensible symbols play no part.
250 Saint John of the Cross: The Dark Night of the Soul, book ii. ch.
xvii., in Vie et Œuvres, 3me édition, Paris, 1893, iii. 428‐432.
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