The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature by William James
2. The solution is a sense that _we are saved from the wrongness_ by
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making proper connection with the higher powers.
In those more developed minds which alone we are studying, the wrongness
takes a moral character, and the salvation takes a mystical tinge. I think
we shall keep well within the limits of what is common to all such minds
if we formulate the essence of their religious experience in terms like
these:—
The individual, so far as he suffers from his wrongness and criticises it,
is to that extent consciously beyond it, and in at least possible touch
with something higher, if anything higher exist. Along with the wrong part
there is thus a better part of him, even though it may be but a most
helpless germ. With which part he should identify his real being is by no
means obvious at this stage; but when stage 2 (the stage of solution or
salvation) arrives,(347) the man identifies his real being with the
germinal higher part of himself; and does so in the following way. _He
becomes conscious that this higher part is conterminous and continuous
with a _MORE_ of the same quality, which is operative in the universe
outside of him, and which he can keep in working touch with, and in a
fashion get on board of and save himself when all his lower being has gone
to pieces in the wreck._
It seems to me that all the phenomena are accurately describable in these
very simple general terms.(348) They allow for the divided self and the
struggle; they involve the change of personal centre and the surrender of
the lower self; they express the appearance of exteriority of the helping
power and yet account for our sense of union with it;(349) and they fully
justify our feelings of security and joy. There is probably no
autobiographic document, among all those which I have quoted, to which the
description will not well apply. One need only add such specific details
as will adapt it to various theologies and various personal temperaments,
and one will then have the various experiences reconstructed in their
individual forms.
So far, however, as this analysis goes, the experiences are only
psychological phenomena. They possess, it is true, enormous biological
worth. Spiritual strength really increases in the subject when he has
them, a new life opens for him, and they seem to him a place of conflux
where the forces of two universes meet; and yet this may be nothing but
his subjective way of feeling things, a mood of his own fancy, in spite of
the effects produced. I now turn to my second question: What is the
objective “truth” of their content?(350)
The part of the content concerning which the question of truth most
pertinently arises is that “MORE of the same quality” with which our own
higher self appears in the experience to come into harmonious working
relation. Is such a “more” merely our own notion, or does it really exist?
If so, in what shape does it exist? Does it act, as well as exist? And in
what form should we conceive of that “union” with it of which religious
geniuses are so convinced?
It is in answering these questions that the various theologies perform
their theoretic work, and that their divergencies most come to light. They
all agree that the “more” really exists; though some of them hold it to
exist in the shape of a personal god or gods, while others are satisfied
to conceive it as a stream of ideal tendency embedded in the eternal
structure of the world. They all agree, moreover, that it acts as well as
exists, and that something really is effected for the better when you
throw your life into its hands. It is when they treat of the experience of
“union” with it that their speculative differences appear most clearly.
Over this point pantheism and theism, nature and second birth, works and
grace and karma, immortality and reincarnation, rationalism and mysticism,
carry on inveterate disputes.
At the end of my lecture on Philosophy(351) I held out the notion that an
impartial science of religions might sift out from the midst of their
discrepancies a common body of doctrine which she might also formulate in
terms to which physical science need not object. This, I said, she might
adopt as her own reconciling hypothesis, and recommend it for general
belief. I also said that in my last lecture I should have to try my own
hand at framing such an hypothesis.
The time has now come for this attempt. Who says “hypothesis” renounces
the ambition to be coercive in his arguments. The most I can do is,
accordingly, to offer something that may fit the facts so easily that your
scientific logic will find no plausible pretext for vetoing your impulse
to welcome it as true.
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The “more,” as we called it, and the meaning of our “union” with it, form
the nucleus of our inquiry. Into what definite description can these words
be translated, and for what definite facts do they stand? It would never
do for us to place ourselves offhand at the position of a particular
theology, the Christian theology, for example, and proceed immediately to
define the “more” as Jehovah, and the “union” as his imputation to us of
the righteousness of Christ. That would be unfair to other religions, and,
from our present standpoint at least, would be an over‐belief.
We must begin by using less particularized terms; and, since one of the
duties of the science of religions is to keep religion in connection with
the rest of science, we shall do well to seek first of all a way of
describing the “more,” which psychologists may also recognize as real. The
_subconscious self_ is nowadays a well‐accredited psychological entity;
and I believe that in it we have exactly the mediating term required.
Apart from all religious considerations, there is actually and literally
more life in our total soul than we are at any time aware of. The
exploration of the transmarginal field has hardly yet been seriously
undertaken, but what Mr. Myers said in 1892 in his essay on the Subliminal
Consciousness(352) is as true as when it was first written: “Each of us is
in reality an abiding psychical entity far more extensive than he knows—an
individuality which can never express itself completely through any
corporeal manifestation. The Self manifests through the organism; but
there is always some part of the Self unmanifested; and always, as it
seems, some power of organic expression in abeyance or reserve.”(353) Much
of the content of this larger background against which our conscious being
stands out in relief is insignificant. Imperfect memories, silly jingles,
inhibitive timidities, “dissolutive” phenomena of various sorts, as Myers
calls them, enter into it for a large part. But in it many of the
performances of genius seem also to have their origin; and in our study of
conversion, of mystical experiences, and of prayer, we have seen how
striking a part invasions from this region play in the religious life.
Let me then propose, as an hypothesis, that whatever it may be on its
_farther_ side, the “more” with which in religious experience we feel
ourselves connected is on its _hither_ side the subconscious continuation
of our conscious life. Starting thus with a recognized psychological fact
as our basis, we seem to preserve a contact with “science” which the
ordinary theologian lacks. At the same time the theologian’s contention
that the religious man is moved by an external power is vindicated, for it
is one of the peculiarities of invasions from the subconscious region to
take on objective appearances, and to suggest to the Subject an external
control. In the religious life the control is felt as “higher”; but since
on our hypothesis it is primarily the higher faculties of our own hidden
mind which are controlling, the sense of union with the power beyond us is
a sense of something, not merely apparently, but literally true.
This doorway into the subject seems to me the best one for a science of
religions, for it mediates between a number of different points of view.
Yet it is only a doorway, and difficulties present themselves as soon as
we step through it, and ask how far our transmarginal consciousness
carries us if we follow it on its remoter side. Here the over‐beliefs
begin: here mysticism and the conversion‐rapture and Vedantism and
transcendental idealism bring in their monistic interpretations(354) and
tell us that the finite self rejoins the absolute self, for it was always
one with God and identical with the soul of the world.(355) Here the
prophets of all the different religions come with their visions, voices,
raptures, and other openings, supposed by each to authenticate his own
peculiar faith.
Those of us who are not personally favored with such specific revelations
must stand outside of them altogether and, for the present at least,
decide that, since they corroborate incompatible theological doctrines,
they neutralize one another and leave no fixed result. If we follow any
one of them, or if we follow philosophical theory and embrace monistic
pantheism on non‐mystical grounds, we do so in the exercise of our
individual freedom, and build out our religion in the way most congruous
with our personal susceptibilities. Among these susceptibilities
intellectual ones play a decisive part. Although the religious question is
primarily a question of life, of living or not living in the higher union
which opens itself to us as a gift, yet the spiritual excitement in which
the gift appears a real one will often fail to be aroused in an individual
until certain particular intellectual beliefs or ideas which, as we say,
come home to him, are touched.(356) These ideas will thus be essential to
that individual’s religion;—which is as much as to say that over‐beliefs
in various directions are absolutely indispensable, and that we should
treat them with tenderness and tolerance so long as they are not
intolerant themselves. As I have elsewhere written, the most interesting
and valuable things about a man are usually his over‐beliefs.
Disregarding the over‐beliefs, and confining ourselves to what is common
and generic, we have in _the fact that the conscious person is continuous
with a wider self through which saving experiences come_,(357) a positive
content of religious experience which, it seems to me, _is literally and
objectively true as far as it goes_. If I now proceed to state my own
hypothesis about the farther limits of this extension of our personality,
I shall be offering my own over‐belief—though I know it will appear a
sorry under‐belief to some of you—for which I can only bespeak the same
indulgence which in a converse case I should accord to yours.
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The further limits of our being plunge, it seems to me, into an altogether
other dimension of existence from the sensible and merely “understandable”
world. Name it the mystical region, or the supernatural region, whichever
you choose. So far as our ideal impulses originate in this region (and
most of them do originate in it, for we find them possessing us in a way
for which we cannot articulately account), we belong to it in a more
intimate sense than that in which we belong to the visible world, for we
belong in the most intimate sense wherever our ideals belong. Yet the
unseen region in question is not merely ideal, for it produces effects in
this world. When we commune with it, work is actually done upon our finite
personality, for we are turned into new men, and consequences in the way
of conduct follow in the natural world upon our regenerative change.(358)
But that which produces effects within another reality must be termed a
reality itself, so I feel as if we had no philosophic excuse for calling
the unseen or mystical world unreal.
God is the natural appellation, for us Christians at least, for the
supreme reality, so I will call this higher part of the universe by the
name of God.(359) We and God have business with each other; and in opening
ourselves to his influence our deepest destiny is fulfilled. The universe,
at those parts of it which our personal being constitutes, takes a turn
genuinely for the worse or for the better in proportion as each one of us
fulfills or evades God’s demands. As far as this goes I probably have you
with me, for I only translate into schematic language what I may call the
instinctive belief of mankind: God is real since he produces real effects.
The real effects in question, so far as I have as yet admitted them, are
exerted on the personal centres of energy of the various subjects, but the
spontaneous faith of most of the subjects is that they embrace a wider
sphere than this. Most religious men believe (or “know,” if they be
mystical) that not only they themselves, but the whole universe of beings
to whom the God is present, are secure in his parental hands. There is a
sense, a dimension, they are sure, in which we are _all_ saved, in spite
of the gates of hell and all adverse terrestrial appearances. God’s
existence is the guarantee of an ideal order that shall be permanently
preserved. This world may indeed, as science assures us, some day burn up
or freeze; but if it is part of his order, the old ideals are sure to be
brought elsewhere to fruition, so that where God is, tragedy is only
provisional and partial, and shipwreck and dissolution are not the
absolutely final things. Only when this farther step of faith concerning
God is taken, and remote objective consequences are predicted, does
religion, as it seems to me, get wholly free from the first immediate
subjective experience, and bring a _real hypothesis_ into play. A good
hypothesis in science must have other properties than those of the
phenomenon it is immediately invoked to explain, otherwise it is not
prolific enough. God, meaning only what enters into the religious man’s
experience of union, falls short of being an hypothesis of this more
useful order. He needs to enter into wider cosmic relations in order to
justify the subject’s absolute confidence and peace.
That the God with whom, starting from the hither side of our own extra‐
marginal self, we come at its remoter margin into commerce should be the
absolute world‐ruler, is of course a very considerable over‐belief. Over‐
belief as it is, though, it is an article of almost every one’s religion.
Most of us pretend in some way to prop it upon our philosophy, but the
philosophy itself is really propped upon this faith. What is this but to
say that Religion, in her fullest exercise of function, is not a mere
illumination of facts already elsewhere given, not a mere passion, like
love, which views things in a rosier light. It is indeed that, as we have
seen abundantly. But it is something more, namely, a postulator of new
_facts_ as well. The world interpreted religiously is not the
materialistic world over again, with an altered expression; it must have,
over and above the altered expression, _a natural constitution_ different
at some point from that which a materialistic world would have. It must be
such that different events can be expected in it, different conduct must
be required.
This thoroughly “pragmatic” view of religion has usually been taken as a
matter of course by common men. They have interpolated divine miracles
into the field of nature, they have built a heaven out beyond the grave.
It is only transcendentalist metaphysicians who think that, without adding
any concrete details to Nature, or subtracting any, but by simply calling
it the expression of absolute spirit, you make it more divine just as it
stands.
I believe the pragmatic way of taking religion to be the deeper way. It
gives it body as well as soul, it makes it claim, as everything real must
claim, some characteristic realm of fact as its very own. What the more
characteristically divine facts are, apart from the actual inflow of
energy in the faith‐state and the prayer‐state, I know not. But the over‐
belief on which I am ready to make my personal venture is that they exist.
The whole drift of my education goes to persuade me that the world of our
present consciousness is only one out of many worlds of consciousness that
exist, and that those other worlds must contain experiences which have a
meaning for our life also; and that although in the main their experiences
and those of this world keep discrete, yet the two become continuous at
certain points, and higher energies filter in. By being faithful in my
poor measure to this over‐belief, I seem to myself to keep more sane and
true. I _can_, of course, put myself into the sectarian scientist’s
attitude, and imagine vividly that the world of sensations and of
scientific laws and objects may be all. But whenever I do this, I hear
that inward monitor of which W. K. Clifford once wrote, whispering the
word “bosh!” Humbug is humbug, even though it bear the scientific name,
and the total expression of human experience, as I view it objectively,
invincibly urges me beyond the narrow “scientific” bounds. Assuredly, the
real world is of a different temperament,—more intricately built than
physical science allows. So my objective and my subjective conscience both
hold me to the over‐belief which I express. Who knows whether the
faithfulness of individuals here below to their own poor over‐beliefs may
not actually help God in turn to be more effectively faithful to his own
greater tasks?
POSTSCRIPT.
In writing my concluding lecture I had to aim so much at simplification
that I fear that my general philosophic position received so scant a
statement as hardly to be intelligible to some of my readers. I therefore
add this epilogue, which must also be so brief as possibly to remedy but
little the defect. In a later work I may be enabled to state my position
more amply and consequently more clearly.
Originality cannot be expected in a field like this, where all the
attitudes and tempers that are possible have been exhibited in literature
long ago, and where any new writer can immediately be classed under a
familiar head. If one should make a division of all thinkers into
naturalists and supernaturalists, I should undoubtedly have to go, along
with most philosophers, into the supernaturalist branch. But there is a
crasser and a more refined supernaturalism, and it is to the refined
division that most philosophers at the present day belong. If not regular
transcendental idealists, they at least obey the Kantian direction enough
to bar out ideal entities from interfering causally in the course of
phenomenal events. Refined supernaturalism is universalistic
supernaturalism; for the “crasser” variety “piecemeal” supernaturalism
would perhaps be the better name. It went with that older theology which
to‐day is supposed to reign only among uneducated people, or to be found
among the few belated professors of the dualisms which Kant is thought to
have displaced. It admits miracles and providential leadings, and finds no
intellectual difficulty in mixing the ideal and the real worlds together
by interpolating influences from the ideal region among the forces that
causally determine the real world’s details. In this the refined
supernaturalists think that it muddles disparate dimensions of existence.
For them the world of the ideal has no efficient causality, and never
bursts into the world of phenomena at particular points. The ideal world,
for them, is not a world of facts, but only of the meaning of facts; it is
a point of view for judging facts. It appertains to a different “‐ology,”
and inhabits a different dimension of being altogether from that in which
existential propositions obtain. It cannot get down upon the flat level of
experience and interpolate itself piecemeal between distinct portions of
nature, as those who believe, for example, in divine aid coming in
response to prayer, are bound to think it must.
Notwithstanding my own inability to accept either popular Christianity or
scholastic theism, I suppose that my belief that in communion with the
Ideal new force comes into the world, and new departures are made here
below, subjects me to being classed among the supernaturalists of the
piecemeal or crasser type. Universalistic supernaturalism surrenders, it
seems to me, too easily to naturalism. It takes the facts of physical
science at their face‐value, and leaves the laws of life just as
naturalism finds them, with no hope of remedy, in case their fruits are
bad. It confines itself to sentiments about life as a whole, sentiments
which may be admiring and adoring, but which need not be so, as the
existence of systematic pessimism proves. In this universalistic way of
taking the ideal world, the essence of practical religion seems to me to
evaporate. Both instinctively and for logical reasons, I find it hard to
believe that principles can exist which make no difference in facts.(360)
But all facts are particular facts, and the whole interest of the question
of God’s existence seems to me to lie in the consequences for particulars
which that existence may be expected to entail. That no concrete
particular of experience should alter its complexion in consequence of a
God being there seems to me an incredible proposition, and yet it is the
thesis to which (implicitly at any rate) refined supernaturalism seems to
cling. It is only with experience _en bloc_, it says, that the Absolute
maintains relations. It condescends to no transactions of detail.
I am ignorant of Buddhism and speak under correction, and merely in order
the better to describe my general point of view; but as I apprehend the
Buddhistic doctrine of Karma, I agree in principle with that. All
supernaturalists admit that facts are under the judgment of higher law;
but for Buddhism as I interpret it, and for religion generally so far as
it remains unweakened by transcendentalistic metaphysics, the word
“judgment” here means no such bare academic verdict or platonic
appreciation as it means in Vedantic or modern absolutist systems; it
carries, on the contrary, _execution_ with it, is _in __ rebus_ as well as
_post rem_, and operates “causally” as partial factor in the total fact.
The universe becomes a gnosticism(361) pure and simple on any other terms.
But this view that judgment and execution go together is that of the
crasser supernaturalist way of thinking, so the present volume must on the
whole be classed with the other expressions of that creed.
I state the matter thus bluntly, because the current of thought in
academic circles runs against me, and I feel like a man who must set his
back against an open door quickly if he does not wish to see it closed and
locked. In spite of its being so shocking to the reigning intellectual
tastes, I believe that a candid consideration of piecemeal supernaturalism
and a complete discussion of all its metaphysical bearings will show it to
be the hypothesis by which the largest number of legitimate requirements
are met. That of course would be a program for other books than this; what
I now say sufficiently indicates to the philosophic reader the place where
I belong.
If asked just where the differences in fact which are due to God’s
existence come in, I should have to say that in general I have no
hypothesis to offer beyond what the phenomenon of “prayerful communion,”
especially when certain kinds of incursion from the subconscious region
take part in it, immediately suggests. The appearance is that in this
phenomenon something ideal, which in one sense is part of ourselves and in
another sense is not ourselves, actually exerts an influence, raises our
centre of personal energy, and produces regenerative effects unattainable
in other ways. If, then, there be a wider world of being than that of our
every‐day consciousness, if in it there be forces whose effects on us are
intermittent, if one facilitating condition of the effects be the openness
of the “subliminal” door, we have the elements of a theory to which the
phenomena of religious life lend plausibility. I am so impressed by the
importance of these phenomena that I adopt the hypothesis which they so
naturally suggest. At these places at least, I say, it would seem as
though transmundane energies, God, if you will, produced immediate effects
within the natural world to which the rest of our experience belongs.
The difference in natural “fact” which most of us would assign as the
first difference which the existence of a God ought to make would, I
imagine, be personal immortality. Religion, in fact, for the great
majority of our own race _means_ immortality, and nothing else. God is the
producer of immortality; and whoever has doubts of immortality is written
down as an atheist without farther trial. I have said nothing in my
lectures about immortality or the belief therein, for to me it seems a
secondary point. If our ideals are only cared for in “eternity,” I do not
see why we might not be willing to resign their care to other hands than
ours. Yet I sympathize with the urgent impulse to be present ourselves,
and in the conflict of impulses, both of them so vague yet both of them
noble, I know not how to decide. It seems to me that it is eminently a
case for facts to testify. Facts, I think, are yet lacking to prove
“spirit‐return,” though I have the highest respect for the patient labors
of Messrs. Myers, Hodgson, and Hyslop, and am somewhat impressed by their
favorable conclusions. I consequently leave the matter open, with this
brief word to save the reader from a possible perplexity as to why
immortality got no mention in the body of this book.
The ideal power with which we feel ourselves in connection, the “God” of
ordinary men, is, both by ordinary men and by philosophers, endowed with
certain of those metaphysical attributes which in the lecture on
philosophy I treated with such disrespect. He is assumed as a matter of
course to be “one and only” and to be “infinite”; and the notion of many
finite gods is one which hardly any one thinks it worth while to consider,
and still less to uphold. Nevertheless, in the interests of intellectual
clearness, I feel bound to say that religious experience, as we have
studied it, cannot be cited as unequivocally supporting the infinitist
belief. The only thing that it unequivocally testifies to is that we can
experience union with _something_ larger than ourselves and in that union
find our greatest peace. Philosophy, with its passion for unity, and
mysticism with its monoideistic bent, both “pass to the limit” and
identify the something with a unique God who is the all‐inclusive soul of
the world. Popular opinion, respectful to their authority, follows the
example which they set.
Meanwhile the practical needs and experiences of religion seem to me
sufficiently met by the belief that beyond each man and in a fashion
continuous with him there exists a larger power which is friendly to him
and to his ideals. All that the facts require is that the power should be
both other and larger than our conscious selves. Anything larger will do,
if only it be large enough to trust for the next step. It need not be
infinite, it need not be solitary. It might conceivably even be only a
larger and more godlike self, of which the present self would then be but
the mutilated expression, and the universe might conceivably be a
collection of such selves, of different degrees of inclusiveness, with no
absolute unity realized in it at all.(362) Thus would a sort of polytheism
return upon us—a polytheism which I do not on this occasion defend, for my
only aim at present is to keep the testimony of religious experience
clearly within its proper bounds. [Compare p. 132 above.]
Upholders of the monistic view will say to such a polytheism (which, by
the way, has always been the real religion of common people, and is so
still to‐day) that unless there be one all‐inclusive God, our guarantee of
security is left imperfect. In the Absolute, and in the Absolute only,
_all_ is saved. If there be different gods, each caring for his part, some
portion of some of us might not be covered with divine protection, and our
religious consolation would thus fail to be complete. It goes back to what
was said on pages 131‐133, about the possibility of there being portions
of the universe that may irretrievably be lost. Common sense is less
sweeping in its demands than philosophy or mysticism have been wont to be,
and can suffer the notion of this world being partly saved and partly
lost. The ordinary moralistic state of mind makes the salvation of the
world conditional upon the success with which each unit does its part.
Partial and conditional salvation is in fact a most familiar notion when
taken in the abstract, the only difficulty being to determine the details.
Some men are even disinterested enough to be willing to be in the unsaved
remnant as far as their persons go, if only they can be persuaded that
their cause will prevail—all of us are willing, whenever our activity‐
excitement rises sufficiently high. I think, in fact, that a final
philosophy of religion will have to consider the pluralistic hypothesis
more seriously than it has hitherto been willing to consider it. For
practical life at any rate, the _chance_ of salvation is enough. No fact
in human nature is more characteristic than its willingness to live on a
chance. The existence of the chance makes the difference, as Edmund Gurney
says, between a life of which the keynote is resignation and a life of
which the keynote is hope.(363) But all these statements are
unsatisfactory from their brevity, and I can only say that I hope to
return to the same questions in another book.
INDEX.
Absolute, oneness with the, 419.
Abstractness of religious objects, 53.
ACHILLES, 86.
ACKERMANN, MADAME, 63.
Adaptation to environment, of things, 438;
of saints, 374‐377.
Æsthetic elements in religions, 460.
Alacoque, 310, 344, 413.
Alcohol, 387.
AL‐GHAZZALI, 402.
ALI, 341.
ALLEINE, 228.
ALLINE, 159, 217.
Alternations of personality, 193.
ALVAREZ DE PAZ, 116.
AMIEL, 394.
Anæsthesia, 288.
Anæsthetic revelation, 387‐393.
ANGELUS SILESIUS, 417.
Anger, 181, 264.
“Anhedonia,” 145.
Aristocratic type, 371.
ARISTOTLE, 495.
Ars, le Curé d’, 302.
Asceticism, 273, 296‐310, 360‐365.
Aseity, God’s, 439, 445.
Atman, 400.
Attributes of God, 440;
their æsthetic use, 458.
AUGUSTINE, SAINT, 171, 361, 496.
AURELIUS, see MARCUS.
Automatic writing, 62, 478.
Automatisms, 234, 250, 478‐483.
BALDWIN, 347, 503.
BASHKIRTSEFF, 83.
BEECHER, 256.
BEHMEN, see BOEHME.
Belief, due to non‐rationalistic impulses, 73.
BESANT, MRS., 23, 168.
Bhagavad‐Gita, 361.
BLAVATSKY, MADAM, 421.
BLOOD, 389.
BLUMHARDT, 113.
BOEHME, 410, 417, 418.
BOOTH, 203.
BOUGAUD, 344.
BOURGET, 263.
BOURIGNON, 321.
BOWNE, 502.
BRAINERD, 212, 253.
BRAY, 249, 256, 290.
BROOKS, 512.
BROWNELL, 515.
BUCKE, 398.
Buddhism, 31, 34, 522.
Buddhist mysticism, 401.
BULLEN, 287.
BUNYAN, 157, 160.
BUTTERWORTH, 411.
CAIRD, EDWARD, 106.
CAIRD, J., on feeling in religion, 434;
on absolute self, 450;
he does not prove, but reaffirms, religion’s dicta, 453.
CALL, 289.
CARLYLE, 41, 300.
CARPENTER, 319.
Catharine, Saint, of Genoa, 289.
Catholicism and Protestantism compared, 114, 227, 336, 461.
Causality of God, 517, 522.
Cause, 502.
CENNICK, 301.
Centres of personal energy, 196, 267, 523.
Cerebration, unconscious, 207.
Chance, 526.
CHANNING, 300, 488.
CHAPMAN, 324.
Character, cause of its alterations, 193;
scheme of its differences of type, 197, 214.
Causes of its diversity, 261;
balance of, 340.
Charity, 274, 278, 310, 355.
Chastity, 310.
Chiefs of tribes, 371.
Christian Science, 106.
Christ’s atonement, 129, 245.
Churches, 335, 460.
CLARK, 389.
CLISSOLD, 481.
COE, 240.
Conduct, perfect, 355.
Confession, 462.
Consciousness, fields of, 231;
subliminal, 233.
Consistency, 296.
Conversion, to avarice, 178.
Conversion, Fletcher’s, 181;
Tolstoy’s, 184;
Bunyan’s, 186;
in general, Lectures IX and X, passim;
Bradley’s, 189;
compared with natural moral growth, 199;
Hadley’s, 201;
two types of, 205 ff.;
Brainerd’s, 212;
Alline’s, 217;
Oxford graduate’s, 221;
Ratisbonne’s, 223;
instantaneous, 227;
is it a natural phenomenon? 230;
subliminal action involved, in sudden cases, 236, 240;
fruits of, 237;
its momentousness, 239;
may be supernatural, 242;
its concomitants:
sense of higher control, 244,
happiness, 248,
automatisms, 250,
luminous phenomena, 251;
its degree of permanence, 256.
Cosmic consciousness, 398.
Counter‐conversion, 176.
Courage, 265, 287.
Crankiness, see Psychopathy.
CRICHTON‐BROWNE, 384, 386.
Criminal character, 263.
Criteria of value of spiritual affections, 18.
CRUMP, 239.
Cure of bad habits, 270.
DAUDET, 167.
Death, 139, 364.
DERHAM, 493.
Design, argument from, 438, 492 ff.
Devoutness, 340.
DIONYSIUS AREOPAGITICUS, 416.
Disease, 99, 113.
Disorder in contents of world, 438.
Divided Self, Lecture VIII, passim;
Cases of:
Saint Augustine, 172,
H. Alline, 173.
Divine, the, 31.
Dog, 281.
Dogmatism, 326, 333.
DOWIE, 113.
DRESSER, H. W., 96, 99, 289, 516.
Drink, 268.
Drummer, 476.
DRUMMOND, 262.
Drunkenness, 387, 403, 488.
“Dryness,” 204.
DUMAS, 279.
Dyes, on clothing, 294.
Earnestness, 264.
Ecclesiastical spirit, the, 335, 338.
ECKHART, 417.
EDDY, 106.
EDWARDS, JONATHAN, 20, 114, 200, 229, 238, 239, 248, 330.
EDWARDS, MRS. J., 276, 280.
Effects of religious states, 21.
Effeminacy, 365.
Ego of Apperception, 449.
ELLIS, HAVELOCK, 418.
ELWOOD, 292.
EMERSON, 32, 56, 167, 205, 239, 330.
Emotion, as alterer of life’s value, 150;
of the character, 195, 261 ff., 279.
Empirical method, 18, 327 ff., 443.
Enemies, love your, 278, 283.
Energy, personal, 196;
mystical states increase it, 414.
Environment, 356, 374.
Epictetus, 474.
Epicureans, 143.
Equanimity, 284.
Ether, mystical effects of, 392.
Evil, ignored by healthy‐mindedness, 88, 106, 131;
due to _things_ or to the _Self_, 134;
its reality, 163.
Evolutionist optimism, 91.
Excesses of piety, 340.
Excitement, its effects, 195, 266, 279, 325.
Experience, religious, the essence of, 508.
Extravagances of piety, 339, 486.
Extreme cases, why we take them, 486.
Failure, 139.
Faith, 246, 506.
Faith‐state, 505.
Fanaticism, 338 ff.
Fear, 98, 159, 161, 263, 275.
Feeling deeper than intellect in religion, 431.
FIELDING, 436.
FINNEY, 207, 215.
FLETCHER, 98, 181.
FLOURNOY, 67, 514.
Flower, 476.
FOSTER, 178, 383.
FOX, GEORGE, 7, 291, 335, 411.
FRANCIS, SAINT, D’ASSISI, 319.
FRANCIS, SAINT, DE SALES, 11.
FRASER, 454.
Fruits, of conversion, 237;
of religion, 327;
of Saintliness, 357.
FULLER, 41.
GAMOND, 288.
GARDINER, 269.
Genius and insanity, 16.
Geniuses, see Religious leaders.
Gentleman, character of the, 317, 371.
GERTRUDE, SAINT, 345.
“Gifts,” 151.
Glory of God, 342.
GOD, 31;
sense of his presence, 66‐72, 272, 275 ff.;
historic changes in idea of him, 74, 328 ff., 493;
mind‐curer’s idea of him, 101;
his honor, 342;
described by negatives, 417;
his attributes, scholastic proof of, 439;
the metaphysical ones are for us meaningless, 445;
the moral ones are ill‐deduced, 447;
he is not a mere inference, 502;
is _used_, not known, 506;
his existence must make a difference among phenomena, 517, 522;
his relation to the subconscious region, 242, 515;
his tasks, 519;
may be finite and plural, 525.
GODDARD, 96.
GOERRES, 407.
GOETHE, 137.
GOUGH, 203.
GOURDON, 171.
“Grace,” the operation of, 226;
the state of, 260.
GRATRY, 146, 476, 506.
Greeks, their pessimism, 86, 142.
Guidance, 472.
GURNEY, 527.
GUYON, 276, 286.
HADLEY, 201, 268.
HALE, 82.
HAMON, 367.
Happiness, 47‐49, 79, 248, 279.
HARNACK, 100.
Healthy‐mindedness, Lectures IV and V, passim;
its philosophy of evil, 131;
compared with morbid‐mindedness, 162, 488.
Heart, softening of, 267.
HEGEL, 389, 449, 454.
HELMONT, VAN, 497.
Heroism, 364, 488, note.
Heterogeneous personality, 169, 193.
Higher criticism, 4.
HILTY, 79, 275, 472.
HODGSON, R., 524.
HOMER, 86.
HUGO, 171.
Hypocrisy, 338.
Hypothesis, what make a useful one, 517.
HYSLOP, 524.
IGNATIUS LOYOLA, 313, 406, 410.
Illness, 113.
“Imitation of Christ,” the, 44.
Immortality, 524.
Impulses, 261.
Individuality, 501.
Inhibitions, 261 ff.
Insane melancholy and religion, 144.
Insanity and genius, 16;
and happiness, 279.
Institutional religion, 335.
Intellect a secondary force in religion, 431, 514.
Intellectual weakness of some saints, 370.
Intolerance, 342.
Irascibility, 264.
JESUS, HARNACK on, 100.
JOB, 76, 448.
JOHN, SAINT, OF THE CROSS, 304, 407, 413.
JOHNSTON, 258.
JONQUIL, 476.
JORDAN, 347.
JOUFFROY, 176, 198.
Judgments, existential and spiritual, 4.
KANT, 54, 448.
Karma, 522.
KELLNER, 401.
Kindliness, see Charity.
KINGSLEY, 385.
LAGNEAU, 285.
Leaders, see Religious leaders.
Leaders, of tribes, 371.
LEJEUNE, 113, 312.
LESSING, 318.
LEUBA, 201, 203, 220, 246, 506.
Life, its significance, 151.
Life, the subconscious, 207, 209.
LOCKER‐LAMPSON, 39.
Logic, Hegelian, 449.
Louis, Saint, of Gonzaga, 350.
Love, see Charity.
Love, cases of falling out of, 179.
Love of God, 276.
Love your enemies, 278, 283.
LOWELL, 65.
Loyalty, to God, 342.
LUTFULLAH, 164.
LUTHER, 128, 137, 244, 330, 348, 382.
Lutheran self‐despair, 108, 211.
Luxury, 365.
LYCAON, 86.
Lyre, 267.
Mahomet, 171.
See MOHAMMED.
MARCUS AURELIUS, 42, 44, 474.
MARGARET MARY, see ALACOQUE.
Margin of consciousness, 232.
MARSHALL, 503.
MARTINEAU, 475.
MATHER, 303.
MAUDSLEY, 19.
Meaning of life, 151.
Medical criticism of religion, 413.
Medical materialism, 10 ff.
Melancholy, 145, 279;
Lectures V and VI, passim;
cases of, 148, 149, 157, 159, 198.
Melting moods, 267.
Method of judging value of religion, 18, 327.
Methodism, 227, 237.
MEYSENBUG, 395.
Militarism, 365‐367.
Military type of character, 371.
MILL, 204.
Mind‐cure, its sources and history, 94‐97;
its opinion of fear, 98;
cases of, 102‐105, 120, 123;
its message, 108;
its methods, 112‐123;
it uses verification, 120‐124;
its philosophy of evil, 131.
Miraculous character of conversion, 227.
MOHAMMED, 341, 481.
MOLINOS, 130.
MOLTKE, VON, 264, 367.
Monasteries, 296.
Monism, 416.
Morbidness compared with healthy‐mindedness, 488.
See, also, Melancholy.
Mormon revelations, 482.
Mortification, see Asceticism.
MUIR, 482.
MULFORD, 497.
MÜLLER, 468.
MURISIER, 349.
MYERS, 233, 234, 466, 511, 524.
Mystic states, their effects, 21, 414.
Mystical experiences, 66.
Mysticism, Lectures XVI and XVII, passim;
its marks, 380;
its theoretic results, 416, 422, 428;
it cannot warrant truth, 422;
its results, 425;
its relation to the sense of union, 509.
Mystical region of experience, 515.
Natural theology, 492.
Naturalism, 141, 167.
Nature, scientific view of, 491.
Negative accounts of deity, 417.
NELSON, 208, 423.
NETTLETON, 215.
NEWMAN, F. W., 80.
NEWMAN, J. H., on dogmatic theology, 434, 442;
his type of imagination, 459.
NIETZSCHE, 371, 372.
Nitrous oxide, its mystical effects, 387.
No‐function, 261‐263, 299, 387, 416.
Non‐resistance, 281, 358, 376.
Obedience, 310.
OBERMANN, 476.
O’CONNELL, 257.
Omit, 296.
“Once‐born” type, 80, 166, 363, 488.
Oneness with God, see Union.
Optimism, systematic, 88;
and evolutionism, 91;
it may be shallow, 364.
Orderliness of world, 438.
Organism determines all mental states whatsoever, 14.
Origin of mental states no criterion of their value, 14 ff.
Orison, 406.
Over‐beliefs, 513;
the author’s, 515.
Over‐soul, 516.
Oxford, graduate of, 220, 268.
Pagan feeling, 86.
Pantheism, 131, 416.
PARKER, 83.
PASCAL, 286.
PATON, 359.
PAUL, SAINT, 171, 357.
PEEK, 253.
PEIRCE, 444.
Penny, 323.
PERREYVE, 505.
Persecutions, 338, 342.
Personality, explained away by science, 119, 491;
heterogeneous, 169;
alterations of, 193, 210 ff.;
is reality, 499. See Character.
PETER, SAINT, OF ALCANTARA, 360.
PHILO, 481.
Philosophy, Lecture XVIII, passim;
must coerce assent, 433;
scholastic, 439;
idealistic, 448;
unable to give a theoretic warrant to faith, 455;
its true office in religion, 455.
Photisms, 251.
Piety, 339 ff.
Pluralism, 131.
Polytheism, 131, 526.
Poverty, 315, 367.
“Pragmatism,” 444, 519, 522‐524.
Prayer, 463;
its definition, 464;
its essence, 465;
petitional, 467;
its effects, 474‐477, 523.
“Presence,” sense of, 58‐63.
Presence of God, 66‐72, 272, 275 ff., 396, 418.
Presence of God, the practice of, 116.
Primitive human thought, 495.
PRINGLE‐PATTISON, 454.
Prophets, the Hebrew, 479.
Protestant theology, 244.
Protestantism and Catholicism, 114, 227, 330, 461.
Providential leading, 472.
Psychopathy and religion, 22 ff.
PUFFER, 394.
Purity, 274, 290, 348.
Quakers, 7, 291.
RAMAKRISHNA, 361, 365.
Rationalism, 73, 74;
its authority overthrown by mysticism, 428.
RATISBONNE, 223, 257.
Reality of unseen objects, Lecture III, passim.
RÉCÉJAC, 407, 509.
“Recollection,” 116, 289.
Redemption, 157.
Reformation of character, 320.
Regeneration, see Conversion;
by relaxation, 111.
REID, 446.
Relaxation, salvation by, 110.
See Surrender.
Religion, to be tested by fruits, not by origin, 10 ff., 331;
its definition, 26, 31;
is solemn, 37;
compared with Stoicism, 41;
its unique function, 51;
abstractness of its objects, 54;
differs according to temperament, 75, 135, 333,
and ought to differ, 487;
considered to be a “survival,” 118, 490, 498;
its relations to melancholy, 145;
worldly passions may combine with it, 337;
its essential characters, 369, 485;
its relation to prayer, 463‐466;
asserts a fact, not a theory, 489;
its truth, 377;
more than science, it holds by concrete reality, 500;
attempts to evaporate it into philosophy, 502;
it is concerned with personal destinies, 491, 503;
with feeling and conduct, 504;
is a sthenic affection, 505;
is for life, not for knowledge, 506;
its essential contents, 508;
it postulates issues of fact, 518.
Religious emotion, 279.
Religious leaders, often nervously unstable, 6 ff., 30;
their loneliness, 335.
“Religious sentiment,” 27.
RENAN, 37.
Renunciations, 349.
Repentance, 127.
Resignation, 286.
Revelation, the anæsthetic, 387‐393.
Revelations, see Automatisms.
Revelations, in Mormon Church, 482.
Revivalism, 228.
RIBET, 407.
RIBOT, 145, 502.
RODRIGUEZ, 313, 314, 317.
ROYCE, 454.
RUTHERFORD, MARK, 76.
SABATIER, A., 464.
Sacrifice, 303, 462.
SAINT‐PIERRE, 83.
SAINTE‐BEUVE, 260, 315.
Saintliness, Sainte‐Beuve on, 260;
its characteristics, 272, 370;
criticism of, 326 ff.
Saintly conduct, 356‐377.
Saints, dislike of natural man for, 371.
Salvation, 526.
SANDAYS, 480.
SATAN, in picture, 50.
SCHEFFLER, 417.
Scholastic arguments for God, 437.
Science, ignores personality and teleology, 491;
her “facts,” 500, 501.
“Science of Religions,” 433, 455, 456, 488‐490.
Scientific conceptions, their late adoption, 496.
Second‐birth, 157, 165, 166.
SEELEY, 77.
Self of the world, 449.
Self‐despair, 110, 129, 208.
Self‐surrender, 110, 208.
SÉNANCOUR, 476.
SETH, 454.
Sexual temptation, 269.
Sexuality as cause of religion, 10, 11.
“Shrew,” 347.
Sickness, 113.
Sick souls, Lectures V and VI, passim.
SIGHELE, 263.
Sin, 209.
Sinners, Christ died for, 129.
Skepticism, 332 ff.
SKOBELEFF, 265.
SMITH, JOSEPH, 482.
Softening of the heart, 267.
Solemnity, 37, 48.
Soul, 195.
Soul, strength of, 273.
SPENCER, 355, 374.
SPINOZA, 9, 127.
Spiritism, 514.
Spirit‐return, 524.
Spiritual judgments, 4.
Spiritual states, tests of their value, 18.
STARBUCK, 198, 199, 204, 206, 208‐210, 249, 253, 258, 268, 276, 323, 353,
394.
STEVENSON, 138, 296.
Stoicism, 42‐45, 143.
Strange appearance of world, 151.
Strength of soul, 273.
Subconscious action in conversion, 236, 242.
Subconscious life, 115, 207, 209, 233, 236, 270, 483.
Subconscious Self, as intermediary between the Self and God, 511.
Subliminal, see Subconscious.
Sufis, 402, 420.
Suggestion, 112, 234.
Suicide, 147.
Supernaturalism its two kinds, 520;
criticism of universalistic, 521.
Supernatural world, 518.
Surrender, salvation by, 110, 208, 211.
Survival‐theory of religion, 490, 498, 500.
SUSO, 306, 349.
SWINBURNE, 421.
SYMONDS, 385, 390.
Sympathetic magic, 496.
Sympathy, see Charity.
Systems, philosophic, 433.
Taine, 9.
TAYLOR, 246.
Tenderness, see Charity.
TENNYSON, 383, 384.
TERESA, SAINT, 20, 346, 360, 408, 411, 412, 414.
Theologia Germanica, 43.
Theologians, systematic, 446.
“Theopathy,” 343.
THOREAU, 275.
Threshold, 135.
Tiger, 164, 262.
Tobacco, 270, 290.
TOLSTOY, 149, 178, 184.
TOWIANSKI, 281.
Tragedy of life, 363.
Tranquillity, 285.
Transcendentalism criticised, 522.
Transcendentalists, 516.
TREVOR, 396.
TRINE, 101, 394.
Truth of religion, how to be tested, 377;
what it is, 509;
mystical perception of, 380, 410.
“Twice‐born,” type, 166, 363, 488.
TYNDALL, 299.
“Unconscious cerebration,” 207.
Unification of Self, 183, 349.
“UNION MORALE,” 272.
Union with God, 408, 418, 425, 451, 509 ff.
See lectures on Conversion, passim.
Unity of universe, 131.
Unreality, sense of, 63.
Unseen realities, Lecture III, passim.
Upanishads, 419.
UPHAM, 289.
Utopias, 360.
VACHEROT, 502.
Value of spiritual affections, how tested, 18.
VAMBÉRY, 341.
Vedantism, 400, 419, 513, 522.
Veracity, 7, 291 ff.
VIVEKANANDA, 513.
VOLTAIRE, 38.
VOYSEY, 275.
War, 365‐367.
Wealth‐worship, 365.
WEAVER, 281.
WESLEY, 227.
Wesleyan self‐despair, 108, 211.
WHITEFIELD, 318.
WHITMAN, 84, 395, 396, 506.
WOLFF, 492, 493.
WOOD, HENRY, 96, 99, 117.
World, soul of the, 449.
Worry, 98, 181.
Yes‐function, 261‐263, 299, 387.
Yoga, 400.
YOUNG, 256.
FOOTNOTES
1 As with many ideas that float in the air of one’s time, this notion
shrinks from dogmatic general statement and expresses itself only
partially and by innuendo. It seems to me that few conceptions are
less instructive than this re‐interpretation of religion as
perverted sexuality. It reminds one, so crudely is it often
employed, of the famous Catholic taunt, that the Reformation may be
best understood by remembering that its _fons et origo_ was Luther’s
wish to marry a nun:—the effects are infinitely wider than the
alleged causes, and for the most part opposite in nature. It is true
that in the vast collection of religious phenomena, some are
undisguisedly amatory—e.g., sex‐deities and obscene rites in
polytheism, and ecstatic feelings of union with the Saviour in a few
Christian mystics. But then why not equally call religion an
aberration of the digestive function, and prove one’s point by the
worship of Bacchus and Ceres, or by the ecstatic feelings of some
other saints about the Eucharist? Religious language clothes itself
in such poor symbols as our life affords, and the whole organism
gives overtones of comment whenever the mind is strongly stirred to
expression. Language drawn from eating and drinking is probably as
common in religious literature as is language drawn from the sexual
life. We “hunger and thirst” after righteousness; we “find the Lord
a sweet savor;” we “taste and see that he is good.” “Spiritual milk
for American babes, drawn from the breasts of both testaments,” is a
sub‐title of the once famous New England Primer, and Christian
devotional literature indeed quite floats in milk, thought of from
the point of view, not of the mother, but of the greedy babe.
Saint François de Sales, for instance, thus describes the “orison of
quietude”: “In this state the soul is like a little child still at
the breast, whose mother, to caress him whilst he is still in her
arms, makes her milk distill into his mouth without his even moving
his lips. So it is here.... Our Lord desires that our will should be
satisfied with sucking the milk which His Majesty pours into our
mouth, and that we should relish the sweetness without even knowing
that it cometh from the Lord.” And again: “Consider the little
infants, united and joined to the breasts of their nursing mothers,
you will see that from time to time they press themselves closer by
little starts to which the pleasure of sucking prompts them. Even
so, during its orison, the heart united to its God oftentimes makes
attempts at closer union by movements during which it presses closer
upon the divine sweetness.” Chemin de la Perfection, ch. xxxi.;
Amour de Dieu, vii. ch. i.
In fact, one might almost as well interpret religion as a perversion
of the respiratory function. The Bible is full of the language of
respiratory oppression: “Hide not thine ear at my breathing; my
groaning is not hid from thee; my heart panteth, my strength faileth
me; my bones are hot with my roaring all the night long; as the hart
panteth after the water‐brooks, so my soul panteth after thee, O my
God.” _God’s Breath in Man_ is the title of the chief work of our
best known American mystic (Thomas Lake Harris); and in certain non‐
Christian countries the foundation of all religious discipline
consists in regulation of the inspiration and expiration.
These arguments are as good as much of the reasoning one hears in
favor of the sexual theory. But the champions of the latter will
then say that their chief argument has no analogue elsewhere. The
two main phenomena of religion, namely, melancholy and conversion,
they will say, are essentially phenomena of adolescence, and
therefore synchronous with the development of sexual life. To which
the retort again is easy. Even were the asserted synchrony
unrestrictedly true as a fact (which it is not), it is not only the
sexual life, but the entire higher mental life which awakens during
adolescence. One might then as well set up the thesis that the
interest in mechanics, physics, chemistry, logic, philosophy, and
sociology, which springs up during adolescent years along with that
in poetry and religion, is also a perversion of the sexual
instinct:—but that would be too absurd. Moreover, if the argument
from synchrony is to decide, what is to be done with the fact that
the religious age _par excellence_ would seem to be old age, when
the uproar of the sexual life is past?
The plain truth is that to interpret religion one must in the end
look at the immediate content of the religious consciousness. The
moment one does this, one sees how wholly disconnected it is in the
main from the content of the sexual consciousness. Everything about
the two things differs, objects, moods, faculties concerned, and
acts impelled to. Any _general_ assimilation is simply impossible:
what we find most often is complete hostility and contrast. If now
the defenders of the sex‐theory say that this makes no difference to
their thesis; that without the chemical contributions which the sex‐
organs make to the blood, the brain would not be nourished so as to
carry on religious activities, this final proposition may be true or
not true; but at any rate it has become profoundly uninstructive: we
can deduce no consequences from it which help us to interpret
religion’s meaning or value. In this sense the religious life
depends just as much upon the spleen, the pancreas, and the kidneys
as on the sexual apparatus, and the whole theory has lost its point
in evaporating into a vague general assertion of the dependence,
_somehow_, of the mind upon the body.
2 For a first‐rate example of medical‐materialist reasoning, see an
article on “les Variétés du Type dévot,” by Dr. Binet‐Sanglé, in the
Revue de l’Hypnotisme, xiv. 161.
3 J. F. NISBET: The Insanity of Genius, 3d ed., London, 1893, pp. xvi,
xxiv.
4 MAX NORDAU, in his bulky book entitled _Degeneration_.
5 H. MAUDSLEY: Natural Causes and Supernatural Seemings, 1886, pp.
257, 256.
6 Autobiography, ch. xxviii.
7 Superior intellect, as Professor Bain has admirably shown, seems to
consist in nothing so much as in a large development of the faculty
of association by similarity.
8 I may refer to a criticism of the insanity theory of genius in the
Psychological Review, ii. 287 (1895).
9 I can do no better here than refer my readers to the extended and
admirable remarks on the futility of all these definitions of
religion, in an article by Professor Leuba, published in the Monist
for January, 1901, after my own text was written.
10 Miscellanies, 1868, p. 120 (abridged).
11 Lectures and Biographical Sketches, 1868, p. 186.
12 Feuilles détachées, pp. 394‐398 (abridged).
13 Op. cit., pp. 314, 313.
14 Book V., ch. x. (abridged).
15 Book V., ch. ix. (abridged).
16 Chaps. x., xi. (abridged): Winkworth’s translation.
17 Book IV., § 23.
18 Benham’s translation: Book III., chaps. xv., lix. Compare Mary Moody
Emerson: “Let me be a blot on this fair world, the obscurest, the
loneliest sufferer, with one proviso,—that I know it is His agency.
I will love Him though He shed frost and darkness on every way of
mine.” R. W. EMERSON: Lectures and Biographical Sketches, p. 188.
19 Once more, there are plenty of men, constitutionally sombre men, in
whose religious life this rapturousness is lacking. They are
religious in the wider sense; yet in this acutest of all senses they
are not so, and it is religion in the acutest sense that I wish,
without disputing about words, to study first, so as to get at its
typical _differentia_.
20 The New Spirit, p. 232.
21 I owe this allegorical illustration to my lamented colleague and
friend, Charles Carroll Everett.
22 Example: “I have had much comfort lately in meditating on the
passages which show the personality of the Holy Ghost, and his
distinctness from the Father and the Son. It is a subject that
requires searching into to find out, but, when realized, gives one
so much more true and lively a sense of the fullness of the Godhead,
and its work in us and to us, than when only thinking of the Spirit
in its effect on us.” AUGUSTUS HARE: Memorials, i. 244, Maria Hare
to Lucy H. Hare.
23 Symposium, Jowett, 1871, i. 527.
24 Example: “Nature is always so interesting, under whatever aspect she
shows herself, that when it rains, I seem to see a beautiful woman
weeping. She appears the more beautiful, the more afflicted she is.”
B. de St. Pierre.
25 Journal of the S. P. R., February, 1895, p. 26.
26 E. GURNEY: Phantasms of the Living, i. 384.
27 Pensées d’un Solitaire, p. 66.
28 Letters of Lowell, i. 75.
29 I borrow it, with Professor Flournoy’s permission, from his rich
collection of psychological documents.
30 Mark Rutherford’s Deliverance, London, 1885, pp. 196, 198.
31 In his book (too little read, I fear), Natural Religion, 3d edition,
Boston, 1886, pp. 91, 122.
32 C. HILTY: Glück, dritter Theil, 1900, p. 18.
33 The Soul; its Sorrows and its Aspirations, 3d edition, 1852, pp. 89,
91.
34 I once heard a lady describe the pleasure it gave her to think that
she “could always cuddle up to God.”
35 JOHN WEISS: Life of Theodore Parker, i. 152, 32.
36 STARBUCK: Psychology of Religion, pp. 305, 306.
37 “I know not to what physical laws philosophers will some day refer
the feelings of melancholy. For myself, I find that they are the
most voluptuous of all sensations,” writes Saint Pierre, and
accordingly he devotes a series of sections of his work on Nature to
the Plaisirs de la Ruine, Plaisirs des Tombeaux, Ruines de la
Nature, Plaisirs de la Solitude—each of them more optimistic than
the last.
This finding of a luxury in woe is very common during adolescence.
The truth‐telling Marie Bashkirtseff expresses it well:—
“In this depression and dreadful uninterrupted suffering, I don’t
condemn life. On the contrary, I like it and find it good. Can you
believe it? I find everything good and pleasant, even my tears, my
grief. I enjoy weeping, I enjoy my despair. I enjoy being
exasperated and sad. I feel as if these were so many diversions, and
I love life in spite of them all. I want to live on. It would be
cruel to have me die when I am so accommodating. I cry, I grieve,
and at the same time I am pleased—no, not exactly that—I know not
how to express it. But everything in life pleases me. I find
everything agreeable, and in the very midst of my prayers for
happiness, I find myself happy at being miserable. It is not I who
undergo all this—my body weeps and cries; but something inside of me
which is above me is glad of it all.” Journal de Marie Bashkirtseff,
i. 67.
38 R. M. BUCKE: Cosmic Consciousness, pp. 182‐186, abridged.
39 I refer to The Conservator, edited by Horace Traubel, and published
monthly at Philadelphia.
40 Song of Myself, 32.
41 Iliad, XXI., E. Myers’s translation.
42 “God is afraid of me!” remarked such a titanic‐optimistic friend in
my presence one morning when he was feeling particularly hearty and
cannibalistic. The defiance of the phrase showed that a Christian
education in humility still rankled in his breast.
43 “As I go on in this life, day by day, I become more of a bewildered
child; I cannot get used to this world, to procreation, to heredity,
to sight, to hearing; the commonest things are a burthen. The prim,
obliterated, polite surface of life, and the broad, bawdy, and
orgiastic—or mænadic—foundations, form a spectacle to which no habit
reconciles me.” R. L. STEVENSON: Letters, ii. 355.
44 “Cautionary Verses for Children”: this title of a much used work,
published early in the nineteenth century, shows how far the muse of
evangelical protestantism in England, with her mind fixed on the
idea of danger, had at last drifted away from the original gospel
freedom. Mind‐cure might be briefly called a reaction against all
that religion of chronic anxiety which marked the earlier part of
our century in the evangelical circles of England and America.
45 I refer to Mr. Horatio W. Dresser and Mr. Henry Wood, especially the
former. Mr. Dresser’s works are published by G. P. Putnam’s Sons,
New York and London; Mr. Wood’s by Lee & Shepard, Boston.
46 Lest my own testimony be suspected, I will quote another reporter,
Dr. H. H. Goddard, of Clark University, whose thesis on “the Effects
of Mind on Body as evidenced by Faith Cures” is published in the
American Journal of Psychology for 1899 (vol. x.). This critic,
after a wide study of the facts, concludes that the cures by mind‐
cure exist, but are in no respect different from those now
officially recognized in medicine as cures by suggestion; and the
end of his essay contains an interesting physiological speculation
as to the way in which the suggestive ideas may work (p. 67 of the
reprint). As regards the general phenomenon of mental cure itself,
Dr. Goddard writes: “In spite of the severe criticism we have made
of reports of cure, there still remains a vast amount of material,
showing a powerful influence of the mind in disease. Many cases are
of diseases that have been diagnosed and treated by the best
physicians of the country, or which prominent hospitals have tried
their hand at curing, but without success. People of culture and
education have been treated by this method with satisfactory
results. Diseases of long standing have been ameliorated, and even
cured.... We have traced the mental element through primitive
medicine and folk‐medicine of to‐day, patent medicine, and
witchcraft. We are convinced that it is impossible to account for
the existence of these practices, if they did not cure disease, and
that if they cured disease, it must have been the mental element
that was effective. The same argument applies to those modern
schools of mental therapeutics—Divine Healing and Christian Science.
It is hardly conceivable that the large body of intelligent people
who comprise the body known distinctively as Mental Scientists
should continue to exist if the whole thing were a delusion. It is
not a thing of a day; it is not confined to a few; it is not local.
It is true that many failures are recorded, but that only adds to
the argument. There must be many and striking successes to
counterbalance the failures, otherwise the failures would have ended
the delusion.... Christian Science, Divine Healing, or Mental
Science do not, and never can in the very nature of things, cure all
diseases; nevertheless, the practical applications of the general
principles of the broadest mental science will tend to prevent
disease.... We do find sufficient evidence to convince us that the
proper reform in mental attitude would relieve many a sufferer of
ills that the ordinary physician cannot touch; would even delay the
approach of death to many a victim beyond the power of absolute
cure, and the faithful adherence to a truer philosophy of life will
keep many a man well, and give the doctor time to devote to
alleviating ills that are unpreventable” (pp. 33, 34 of reprint).
47 HORACE FLETCHER: Happiness as found in Forethought _minus_
Fearthought, Menticulture Series, ii. Chicago and New York, Stone,
1897, pp. 21‐25, abridged.
48 H. W. DRESSER: Voices of Freedom, New York, 1899, p. 38.
49 HENRY WOOD: Ideal Suggestion through Mental Photography, Boston,
1899, p. 54.
50 Whether it differs so much from Christ’s own notion is for the
exegetists to decide. According to Harnack, Jesus felt about evil
and disease much as our mind‐curers do. “What is the answer which
Jesus sends to John the Baptist?” asks Harnack, and says it is this:
“ ‘The blind see, and the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, and
the deaf hear, the dead rise up, and the gospel is preached to the
poor.’ That is the ‘coming of the kingdom,’ or rather in these
saving works the kingdom is already there. By the overcoming and
removal of misery, of need, of sickness, by these actual effects
John is to see that the new time has arrived. The casting out of
devils is only a part of this work of redemption, _but Jesus points
to that as the sense and seal of his mission_. Thus to the wretched,
sick, and poor did he address himself, but not as a moralist, and
without a trace of sentimentalism. He never makes groups and
departments of the ills; he never spends time in asking whether the
sick one ‘deserves’ to be cured; and it never occurs to him to
sympathize with the pain or the death. He nowhere says that sickness
is a beneficent infliction, and that evil has a healthy use. No, he
calls sickness sickness and health health. All evil, all
wretchedness, is for him something dreadful; it is of the great
kingdom of Satan; but he feels the power of the Saviour within him.
He knows that advance is possible only when weakness is overcome,
when sickness is made well.” Das Wesen des Christenthums, 1900, p.
39.
51 R. W. TRINE: In Tune with the Infinite, 26th thousand, N. Y., 1899.
I have strung scattered passages together.
52 The Cairds, for example. In EDWARD CAIRD’S Glasgow Lectures of
1890‐92 passages like this abound:—
“The declaration made in the beginning of the ministry of Jesus that
‘the time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of heaven is at hand,’
passes with scarce a break into the announcement that ‘the kingdom
of God is among you’; and the importance of this announcement is
asserted to be such that it makes, so to speak, a difference _in
kind_ between the greatest saints and prophets who lived under the
previous reign of division, and ‘the least in the kingdom of
heaven.’ The highest ideal is brought close to men and declared to
be within their reach, they are called on to be ‘perfect as their
Father in heaven is perfect.’ The sense of alienation and distance
from God which had grown upon the pious in Israel just in proportion
as they had learned to look upon Him as no mere national divinity,
but as a God of justice who would punish Israel for its sin as
certainly as Edom or Moab, is declared to be no longer in place; and
the typical form of Christian prayer points to the abolition of the
contrast between this world and the next which through all the
history of the Jews had continually been growing wider: ‘As in
heaven, so on earth.’ The sense of the division of man from God, as
a finite being from the Infinite, as weak and sinful from the
Omnipotent Goodness, is not indeed lost; but it can no longer
overpower the consciousness of oneness. The terms ‘Son’ and ‘Father’
at once state the opposition and mark its limit. They show that it
is not an absolute opposition, but one which presupposes an
indestructible principle of unity, that can and must become a
principle of reconciliation.” The Evolution of Religion, ii. pp.
146, 147.
53 It remains to be seen whether the school of Mr. Dresser, which
assumes more and more the form of mind‐cure experience and academic
philosophy mutually impregnating each other, will score the
practical triumphs of the less critical and rational sects.
54 The theistic explanation is by divine grace, which creates a new
nature within one the moment the old nature is sincerely given up.
The pantheistic explanation (which is that of most mind‐curers) is
by the merging of the narrower private self into the wider or
greater self, the spirit of the universe (which is your own
“subconscious” self), the moment the isolating barriers of mistrust
and anxiety are removed. The medico‐materialistic explanation is
that simpler cerebral processes act more freely where they are left
to act automatically by the shunting‐out of physiologically (though
in this instance not spiritually) “higher” ones which, seeking to
regulate, only succeed in inhibiting results.—Whether this third
explanation might, in a psycho‐physical account of the universe, be
combined with either of the others may be left an open question
here.
55 Within the churches a disposition has always prevailed to regard
sickness as a visitation; something sent by God for our good, either
as chastisement, as warning, or as opportunity for exercising
virtue, and, in the Catholic Church, of earning “merit.” “Illness,”
says a good Catholic writer (P. LEJEUNE: Introd. à la Vie Mystique,
1899, p. 218), “is the most excellent of corporeal mortifications,
the mortification which one has not one’s self chosen, which is
imposed directly by God, and is the direct expression of his will.
‘If other mortifications are of silver,’ Mgr. Gay says, ‘this one is
of gold; since although it comes of ourselves, coming as it does of
original sin, still on its greater side, as coming (like all that
happens) from the providence of God, it is of divine manufacture.
And how just are its blows! And how efficacious it is!... I do not
hesitate to say that patience in a long illness is mortification’s
very masterpiece, and consequently the triumph of mortified
souls.’ ” According to this view, disease should in any case be
submissively accepted, and it might under certain circumstances even
be blasphemous to wish it away.
Of course there have been exceptions to this, and cures by special
miracle have at all times been recognized within the church’s pale,
almost all the great saints having more or less performed them. It
was one of the heresies of Edward Irving, to maintain them still to
be possible. An extremely pure faculty of healing after confession
and conversion on the patient’s part, and prayer on the priest’s,
was quite spontaneously developed in the German pastor, Joh.
Christoph Blumhardt, in the early forties and exerted during nearly
thirty years. Blumhardt’s Life by Zündel (5th edition, Zurich, 1887)
gives in chapters ix., x., xi., and xvii. a pretty full account of
his healing activity, which he invariably ascribed to direct divine
interposition. Blumhardt was a singularly pure, simple, and non‐
fanatical character, and in this part of his work followed no
previous model. In Chicago to‐day we have the case of Dr. J. A.
Dowie, a Scottish Baptist preacher, whose weekly “Leaves of Healing”
were in the year of grace 1900 in their sixth volume, and who,
although he denounces the cures wrought in other sects as
“diabolical counterfeits” of his own exclusively “Divine Healing,”
must on the whole be counted into the mind‐cure movement. In mind‐
cure circles the fundamental article of faith is that disease should
never be accepted. It is wholly of the pit. God wants us to be
absolutely healthy, and we should not tolerate ourselves on any
lower terms.
56 Edwards, from whose book on the Revival in New England I quote these
words, dissuades from such a use of prayer, but it is easy to see
that he enjoys making his thrust at the cold dead church members.
57 H. W. DRESSER: Voices of Freedom, 46.
58 DRESSER: Living by the Spirit, 58.
59 DRESSER: Voices of Freedom, 33.
60 TRINE: In Tune with the Infinite, p. 214.
61 TRINE: p. 117.
62 Quoted by LEJEUNE: Introd. à la Vie Mystique, 1899, p. 66.
63 HENRY WOOD: Ideal Suggestion through Mental Photography, pp. 51, 70
(abridged).
64 See Appendix to this lecture for two other cases furnished me by
friends.
65 Whether the various spheres or systems are ever to fuse integrally
into one absolute conception, as most philosophers assume that they
must, and how, if so, that conception may best be reached, are
questions that only the future can answer. What is certain now is
the fact of lines of disparate conception, each corresponding to
some part of the world’s truth, each verified in some degree, each
leaving out some part of real experience.
66 Tract on God, Man, and Happiness, Book ii. ch. x.
67 Commentary on Galatians, Philadelphia, 1891, pp. 510‐514 (abridged).
68 MOLINOS: Spiritual Guide, Book II., chaps. xvii., xviii. (abridged).
69 I say this in spite of the monistic utterances of many mind‐cure
writers; for these utterances are really inconsistent with their
attitude towards disease, and can easily be shown not to be
logically involved in the experiences of union with a higher
Presence with which they connect themselves. The higher Presence,
namely, need not be the absolute whole of things, it is quite
sufficient for the life of religious experience to regard it as a
part, if only it be the most ideal part.
70 Cf. J. MILSAND: Luther et le Serf‐Arbitre, 1884, _passim_.
71 He adds with characteristic healthy‐mindedness: “Our business is to
continue to fail in good spirits.”
72 The God of many men is little more than their court of appeal
against the damnatory judgment passed on their failures by the
opinion of this world. To our own consciousness there is usually a
residuum of worth left over after our sins and errors have been told
off—our capacity of acknowledging and regretting them is the germ of
a better self _in posse_ at least. But the world deals with us _in
actu_ and not _in posse_: and of this hidden germ, not to be guessed
at from without, it never takes account. Then we turn to the All‐
knower, who knows our bad, but knows this good in us also, and who
is just. We cast ourselves with our repentance on his mercy: only by
an All‐knower can we finally be judged. So the need of a God very
definitely emerges from this sort of experience of life.
73 E.g., Iliad, XVII. 446: “Nothing then is more wretched anywhere than
man of all that breathes and creeps upon this earth.”
74 E.g., Theognis, 425‐428: “Best of all for all things upon earth is
it not to be born nor to behold the splendors of the Sun; next best
to traverse as soon as possible the gates of Hades.” See also the
almost identical passage in Œdipus in Colonus, 1225.—The Anthology
is full of pessimistic utterances: “Naked came I upon the earth,
naked I go below the ground—why then do I vainly toil when I see the
end naked before me?”—“How did I come to be? Whence am I? Wherefore
did I come? To pass away. How can I learn aught when naught I know?
Being naught I came to life: once more shall I be what I was.
Nothing and nothingness is the whole race of mortals.”—“For death we
are all cherished and fattened like a herd of hogs that is wantonly
butchered.”
The difference between Greek pessimism and the oriental and modern
variety is that the Greeks had not made the discovery that the
pathetic mood may be idealized, and figure as a higher form of
sensibility. Their spirit was still too essentially masculine for
pessimism to be elaborated or lengthily dwelt on in their classic
literature. They would have despised a life set wholly in a minor
key, and summoned it to keep within the proper bounds of
lachrymosity. The discovery that the enduring emphasis, so far as
this world goes, may be laid on its pain and failure, was reserved
for races more complex, and (so to speak) more feminine than the
Hellenes had attained to being in the classic period. But all the
same was the outlook of those Hellenes blackly pessimistic.
75 For instance, on the very day on which I write this page, the post
brings me some aphorisms from a worldly‐wise old friend in
Heidelberg which may serve as a good contemporaneous expression of
Epicureanism: “By the word ‘happiness’ every human being understands
something different. It is a phantom pursued only by weaker minds.
The wise man is satisfied with the more modest but much more
definite term _contentment_. What education should chiefly aim at is
to save us from a discontented life. Health is one favoring
condition, but by no means an indispensable one, of contentment.
Woman’s heart and love are a shrewd device of Nature, a trap which
she sets for the average man, to force him into working. But the
wise man will always prefer work chosen by himself.”
76 RIBOT: Psychologie des sentiments, p. 54.
77 A. GRATRY: Souvenirs de ma jeunesse, 1880, pp. 119‐121, abridged.
Some persons are affected with anhedonia permanently, or at any rate
with a loss of the usual appetite for life. The annals of suicide
supply such examples as the following:—
An uneducated domestic servant, aged nineteen, poisons herself, and
leaves two letters expressing her motive for the act. To her parents
she writes:—
“Life is sweet perhaps to some, but I prefer what is sweeter than
life, and that is death. So good‐by forever, my dear parents. It is
nobody’s fault, but a strong desire of my own which I have longed to
fulfill for three or four years. I have always had a hope that some
day I might have an opportunity of fulfilling it, and now it has
come.... It is a wonder I have put this off so long, but I thought
perhaps I should cheer up a bit and put all thought out of my head.”
To her brother she writes: “Good‐by forever, my own dearest brother.
By the time you get this I shall be gone forever. I know, dear love,
there is no forgiveness for what I am going to do.... I am tired of
living, so am willing to die.... Life may be sweet to some, but
death to me is sweeter.” S. A. K. STRAHAN: Suicide and Insanity, 2d
edition, London, 1894, p. 131.
78 ROUBINOVITCH ET TOULOUSE: La Mélancolie, 1897, p. 170, abridged.
79 I cull these examples from the work of G. DUMAS: La Tristesse et la
Joie, 1900.
80 My extracts are from the French translation by “ZONIA.” In abridging
I have taken the liberty of transposing one passage.
81 Grace abounding to the Chief of Sinners: I have printed a number of
detached passages continuously.
82 The Life and Journal of the Rev. Mr. Henry Alline, Boston, 1806, pp.
25, 26. I owe my acquaintance with this book to my colleague, Dr.
Benjamin Rand.
83 Compare Bunyan: “There was I struck into a very great trembling,
insomuch that at some times I could, for days together, feel my very
body, as well as my mind, to shake and totter under the sense of the
dreadful judgment of God, that should fall on those that have sinned
that most fearful and unpardonable sin. I felt also such clogging
and heat at my stomach, by reason of this my terror, that I was,
especially at some times, as if my breast‐bone would have split
asunder.... Thus did I wind, and twine, and shrink, under the burden
that was upon me; which burden also did so oppress me that I could
neither stand, nor go, nor lie, either at rest or quiet.”
84 For another case of fear equally sudden, see HENRY JAMES: Society
the Redeemed Form of Man, Boston, 1879, pp. 43 ff.
85 Example: “It was about eleven o’clock at night ... but I strolled on
still with the people.... Suddenly upon the left side of our road, a
crackling was heard among the bushes; all of us were alarmed, and in
an instant a tiger, rushing out of the jungle, pounced upon the one
of the party that was foremost, and carried him off in the twinkling
of an eye. The rush of the animal, and the crush of the poor
victim’s bones in his mouth, and his last cry of distress, ‘Ho hai!’
involuntarily reëchoed by all of us, was over in three seconds; and
then I know not what happened till I returned to my senses, when I
found myself and companions lying down on the ground as if prepared
to be devoured by our enemy, the sovereign of the forest. I find my
pen incapable of describing the terror of that dreadful moment. Our
limbs stiffened, our power of speech ceased, and our hearts beat
violently, and only a whisper of the same ‘Ho hai!’ was heard from
us. In this state we crept on all fours for some distance back, and
then ran for life with the speed of an Arab horse for about half an
hour, and fortunately happened to come to a small village.... After
this every one of us was attacked with fever, attended with
shivering, in which deplorable state we remained till
morning.”—Autobiography of Lutfullah, a Mohammedan Gentleman,
Leipzig, 1857, p. 112.
86 E.g., “Our young people are diseased with the theological problems
of original sin, origin of evil, predestination, and the like. These
never presented a practical difficulty to any man—never darkened
across any man’s road, who did not go out of his way to seek them.
These are the soul’s mumps, and measles, and whooping‐coughs,” etc.
EMERSON: “Spiritual Laws.”
87 Notes sur la Vie, p. 1.
88 See, for example, F. Paulhan, in his book Les Caractères, 1894, who
contrasts les Equilibrés, les Unifiés, with les Inquiets, les
Contrariants, les Incohérents, les Emiettés, as so many diverse
psychic types.
89 ANNIE BESANT: an Autobiography, p. 82.
90 SMITH BAKER, in Journal of Nervous and Mental Diseases, September,
1893.
91 LOUIS GOURDON (Essai sur la Conversion de Saint Augustine, Paris,
Fischbacher, 1900) has shown by an analysis of Augustine’s writings
immediately after the date of his conversion (A. D. 386) that the
account he gives in the Confessions is premature. The crisis in the
garden marked a definitive conversion from his former life, but it
was to the neo‐platonic spiritualism and only a halfway stage toward
Christianity. The latter he appears not fully and radically to have
embraced until four years more had passed.
92 Confessions, Book VIII., chaps. v., vii., xi., abridged.
93 TH. JOUFFROY: Nouveaux Mélanges philosophiques, 2me édition, p. 83.
I add two other cases of counter‐conversion dating from a certain
moment. The first is from Professor Starbuck’s manuscript
collection, and the narrator is a woman.
“Away down in the bottom of my heart, I believe I was always more or
less skeptical about ‘God;’ skepticism grew as an undercurrent, all
through my early youth, but it was controlled and covered by the
emotional elements in my religious growth. When I was sixteen I
joined the church and was asked if I loved God. I replied ‘Yes,’ as
was customary and expected. But instantly with a flash something
spoke within me, ‘No, you do not.’ I was haunted for a long time
with shame and remorse for my falsehood and for my wickedness in not
loving God, mingled with fear that there might be an avenging God
who would punish me in some terrible way.... At nineteen, I had an
attack of tonsilitis. Before I had quite recovered, I heard told a
story of a brute who had kicked his wife downstairs, and then
continued the operation until she became insensible. I felt the
horror of the thing keenly. Instantly this thought flashed through
my mind: ‘I have no use for a God who permits such things.’ This
experience was followed by months of stoical indifference to the God
of my previous life, mingled with feelings of positive dislike and a
somewhat proud defiance of him. I still thought there might be a
God. If so he would probably damn me, but I should have to stand it.
I felt very little fear and no desire to propitiate him. I have
never had any personal relations with him since this painful
experience.”
The second case exemplifies how small an additional stimulus will
overthrow the mind into a new state of equilibrium when the process
of preparation and incubation has proceeded far enough. It is like
the proverbial last straw added to the camel’s burden, or that touch
of a needle which makes the salt in a supersaturated fluid suddenly
begin to crystallize out.
Tolstoy writes: “S., a frank and intelligent man, told me as follows
how he ceased to believe:—
“He was twenty‐six years old when one day on a hunting expedition,
the time for sleep having come, he set himself to pray according to
the custom he had held from childhood.
“His brother, who was hunting with him, lay upon the hay and looked
at him. When S. had finished his prayer and was turning to sleep,
the brother said, ‘Do you still keep up that thing?’ Nothing more
was said. But since that day, now more than thirty years ago, S. has
never prayed again; he never takes communion, and does not go to
church. All this, not because he became acquainted with convictions
of his brother which he then and there adopted; not because he made
any new resolution in his soul, but merely because the words spoken
by his brother were like the light push of a finger against a
leaning wall already about to tumble by its own weight. These words
but showed him that the place wherein he supposed religion dwelt in
him had long been empty, and that the sentences he uttered, the
crosses and bows which he made during his prayer, were actions with
no inner sense. Having once seized their absurdity, he could no
longer keep them up.” My Confession, p. 8.
94 Op. cit., Letter III., abridged.
I subjoin an additional document which has come into my possession,
and which represents in a vivid way what is probably a very frequent
sort of conversion, if the opposite of “falling in love,” falling
out of love, may be so termed. Falling in love also conforms
frequently to this type, a latent process of unconscious preparation
often preceding a sudden awakening to the fact that the mischief is
irretrievably done. The free and easy tone in this narrative gives
it a sincerity that speaks for itself.
“For two years of this time I went through a very bad experience,
which almost drove me mad. I had fallen violently in love with a
girl who, young as she was, had a spirit of coquetry like a cat. As
I look back on her now, I hate her, and wonder how I could ever have
fallen so low as to be worked upon to such an extent by her
attractions. Nevertheless, I fell into a regular fever, could think
of nothing else; whenever I was alone, I pictured her attractions,
and spent most of the time when I should have been working, in
recalling our previous interviews, and imagining future
conversations. She was very pretty, good humored, and jolly to the
last degree, and intensely pleased with my admiration. Would give me
no decided answer yes or no, and the queer thing about it was that
whilst pursuing her for her hand, I secretly knew all along that she
was unfit to be a wife for me, and that she never would say yes.
Although for a year we took our meals at the same boarding‐house, so
that I saw her continually and familiarly, our closer relations had
to be largely on the sly, and this fact, together with my jealousy
of another one of her male admirers, and my own conscience despising
me for my uncontrollable weakness, made me so nervous and sleepless
that I really thought I should become insane. I understand well
those young men murdering their sweethearts, which appear so often
in the papers. Nevertheless I did love her passionately, and in some
ways she did deserve it.
“The queer thing was the sudden and unexpected way in which it all
stopped. I was going to my work after breakfast one morning,
thinking as usual of her and of my misery, when, just as if some
outside power laid hold of me, I found myself turning round and
almost running to my room, where I immediately got out all the
relics of her which I possessed, including some hair, all her notes
and letters, and ambrotypes on glass. The former I made a fire of,
the latter I actually crushed beneath my heel, in a sort of fierce
joy of revenge and punishment. I now loathed and despised her
altogether, and as for myself I felt as if a load of disease had
suddenly been removed from me. That was the end. I never spoke to
her or wrote to her again in all the subsequent years, and I have
never had a single moment of loving thought towards one who for so
many months entirely filled my heart. In fact, I have always rather
hated her memory, though now I can see that I had gone unnecessarily
far in that direction. At any rate, from that happy morning onward I
regained possession of my own proper soul, and have never since
fallen into any similar trap.”
This seems to me an unusually clear example of two different levels
of personality, inconsistent in their dictates, yet so well balanced
against each other as for a long time to fill the life with discord
and dissatisfaction. At last, not gradually, but in a sudden crisis,
the unstable equilibrium is resolved, and this happens so
unexpectedly that it is as if, to use the writer’s words, “some
outside power laid hold.”
Professor Starbuck gives an analogous case, and a converse case of
hatred suddenly turning into love, in his Psychology of Religion, p.
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